I Borrowed Him

I Borrowed Him
Presence Meaning



"Go back to the Jester! I beg of you.." with a slight snatch Naomi said it.


A strong gust of wind at the cold of Sunday night accompanied the awkwardness created between Naomi and Luna, the pleasant atmosphere after Jester's birthday party they held did not last long after Naomi again uttered a sentence that made no sense to Luna. The two looked at each other and fell silent, until suddenly Naomi again lowered her gaze.


"Can't do it, right? you have no intention of helping me.." it sounds sad Naomi said, Luna took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.


"Well, I'll take Jester from you" Luna said, Luna's firmness at that time made Naomi jerked and looked at Luna with a facial expression that showed her surprise. His heart beat felt so fast and his breathing felt a little tight.


"Ahahaha, I expected you to be surprised like that when I accepted your request" Luna laughed as she said.


"What do you mean?!" a little bit of emotion Naomi asked


"Naomi... You who love Jester so much how can your heart accept your foolish decision?" asked Luna quipped


"It's for her own good! for her happiness.I was afraid to disappoint her.." replied Naomi then she lowered her head again, Luna sighed before responding to Naomi's words.


Daniel's threat makes it difficult for Naomi to think clearly, her fear of disappointing Jester makes her even worse in a dilemma. Jester is a man who means so much to Naomi at this time, the wedding preparations began one step they took. Deep down in her heart the fear of losing Jester so high, even Luna's joke of accepting Naomi's request makes Naomi very restless. But the fear of upsetting Jester is also a strong reason for Naomi to think about the thing she herself was afraid to face, namely losing Jester.


"I know how you feel. You know, from the first moment I saw Brother Jester I was instantly in love with him..." said Luna then she leaned on one of the kitchen cabinets while looking at the sky - the sky of the room


"I was afraid to fall in love with her, until - until I was afraid to get close to her - loving her took a lot of courage" Luna again sighed and reopened her past memories with Jester, their eyes clashing as Luna started. Naomi was so ready to listen to Luna's story well.


"But what we're dealing with is Jester's brother, the dumbest man you've ever met in this world, he won't hesitate to show how much he loves you, when you are near you will really feel that your fear is only in your mind" with a smile Luna said, Naomi's eyes glazed - glass heard Luna's words, too, his heart was a little calm yet there was a strong sense of guilt fluttering in the depths of his heart.


"Naomi..no one of us denies that Jester loves you very much, whatever your bad thoughts about him. Believe me, that's just your thinking. Brother Jester must have forgiven you no matter how disappointed he was with you" Luna softly said, she hugged Naomi tightly.


As a person who had loved each other and knew Jester so well, Luna confidently tries to calm Naomi down and hopes to help Naomi out of the shackles of her own mind even though Luna does not know what problems Naomi is facing.


"Whether I'm right or not, but I'm sure there's something you're hiding from Brother Jester, and you feel like it's going to upset you... but Jester's sister is still Jester's sister, believe me. You just throw away your energy if you think badly of her" Luna softly said, Luna's words made Naomi's tears unstoppable.


"I was afraid that Jester would leave me when he was disappointed in me.." Naomi said sadly, Luna stroked Naomi's hair gently.


"I will not be so evil that I can be forgiven by him, what else are you loved, Brother Jester..." timpal Luna then let go of his embrace and tightly grasped Naomi's shoulders to look into her eyes, they looked so deeply into her eyes.


"Remember this well - good Naomi! we must have let someone down but we need to think about how to apologize to him and give the best for the person we've ever let down, you know?" firmly Luna said it, Naomi nodded her head several times.


"I see" Naomi replied as she wiped the tears that had dripped from her eyes, Luna took off her hand and washed the remaining dishes.


"Thank you Luna.. I hope we can be friends forever.." Naomi chirped at that time while looking at Luna's back, hearing Naomi's words made Luna jerked and petrified for a moment.


"We will be friends forever.Thank you for thinking of me as your friend" said Luna then back to wash the dishes, Naomi also helped Luna rearrange the dishes that Luna had washed.


Luna's advice about Jester makes Naomi sad and feel so guilty towards Jester, how can she doubt Jester's acceptance of her. With everything Jester sacrificed and did, his heart should be so sure Jester will be able to forgive him. But considering that what she was facing was very difficult and heavy, the doubt was still not easy for Naomi to get rid of. What Naomi is grateful for today is the presence of Luna who turned out to be so able to be her best friend in pouring out her heartbreak.


After finishing cleaning the house from all the chaos, the four of them began to sleep. Naomi, Luna and Selena sleep together in the room, while Jester sleeps in the family room. Evening changed the morning with a little cloudy covering the sky, as usual Jester, Luna and Selena again scramble the bathroom and again - again Jester managed to be the last to use the bathroom. But when Naomi looks pale and not excited, the condition of Naomi who was just lying in a bed makes Jester worried.


"You sick?" jester asks and holds Naomi's forehead to see her temperature, but Naomi is not hot.


"I just don't feel well, you go to college. I'm good" Naomi replied.


"I have a quiz today, so I can't win Naomi. How'd you guys?" jester asked as he looked at Luna and Selena, both of them staring at each other.


"I also have a quiz, Luna who is a freshman is also not likely to skip" Selena replied, Luna just nodded in response to Selena's words.


"I'm really gapapa Jess, don't worry too much. At home too I can rest" Naomi assures Jester, at that time Jester can only sigh.


"Well, you want to go with me?" jester asked, looking back at Luna and Selena, the two of them simultaneously shook their heads.


"Eemm. I'm with Selena having business after college" replied Luna.


"Where are you going?" asked Jester again, when Luna and Selena looked at each other again.


"Eemm. anu kak, met an old friend.." replied Luna stammered, Jester looked at Luna suspiciously.


"Some of our High School friends who knew Luna was here asked Luna to meet them, Luna would leave the country so they forced to meet" Selena said to convince Jester, hearing Selena's reasoning makes Jester throw all her suspicions.


"Well, if so, I'll go first. Naomi you take a break, if there's anything - do you have to call me right away" said Jester then kissed Naomi's forehead, immediately he walked away from home to rush to campus.


"You two be careful" Naomi said, seeing Luna and Selena also leaving


"You take care of yourself, sayonara~" with a smile Luna said


"We will still meet again, Sayonara is not right for us." Naomi laughed a little.


"Ittekimasu is more appropriate, sayonara was goodbye for a long time or will not even meet again" explained Naomi, when Luna and Selena looked at each other again.


"Alright. ittekimasu Naomi~" said Luna and left Naomi in the room waving to them, in the main hall of the house Luna and Selena was silent while continuing to walk with a sad look.


"Old friend yes." Selena sounded sad.


"Well, it's not a friend, but I often meet him for a long time..think of it as a friend~" said Luna, Selena increasingly showed her sadness at hearing the words of Luna.


"You just have to keep seeing her" said Selena, but Luna just laughed in response to Selena's words.


That morning Jester, Selena and Luna left the house. Naomi is still lying in the bedroom, after making sure the sound of the Mercedes Benz C200 car goes Naomi immediately took her phone and ordered a taxi online. Soon, an online taxi is parked in front of Jester and Naomi's house. Undercover to cover up her identity, Naomi got out of the house and got into the taxi.


"With Naomi Scott? you're the selebgram?" the driver sounded enthusiastic


"Yes, sorry to leave soon? I was a bit of a hustle" Naomi replied sounding panicked


"Ooh well, to the Gates hotel in the satellite city.This trip will take one hour and fifteen minutes" the driver replied and immediately drove his car.


That morning Jester, Naomi, Luna and Selena went through their respective activities. A new-looking jester on campus heads straight for class and learns to prepare for a quiz, Naomi is on her way to one of Gates' satellite-city hotel branches, luna and Selena are on their way somewhere. In the density of the urban road, a Mercedes Benz C200 drove quite fast. Inside the car, Selena who was driving was chatting with Luna who was sitting next to her, their faces looked quite serious.


"Naomi told you to go back to Jester?" selena asked surprised to hear Luna's story


"Yes right, he said that after opening the message on his phone" Luna assured Selena


"Daniel for sure, he's the one who doesn't know how this time he's doing" Selena said angrily.


"I want to help her but it looks like Naomi wants to solve it herself, Selena~ is looking for a way donk" Luna forces Selena to find her way, she says, although upset, Selena seems to be thinking of ways to find out what message was sent by Daniel.


"Hmm. I don't know what kind of app Daniel sent, but if we're lucky then Daniel sent Ingram a message" Selena said when they fell silent for a while


"Why go through Ingram?" ask Luna curiously


"I know the password Ingram Naomi, I was once the admin" Selena replied without burden


"Good!! now open, I want to know what Naomi read on her phone!" with enthusiasm Luna said it, Luna immediately took Selena's phone in her bag and immediately operated without thinking


"Hey! that's my phone!!" snapped Selena, but Luna did not care and immediately logged out of Ingram Selena.


"What's your email and pass?" asked Luna, Selena sighed.


"There is a note application, there is an email and Naomi account pass" Selena replied, Luna immediately searched and entered the email and password Ingram Naomi account. After successfully logging in, Luna started searching in the messages. There are hundreds of messages in there making Luna dizzy to look for them one by one, some messages sent by Naomi fans.


"The selebgram account is different" with Luna's breath saying, Selena also laughed at Luna's words that sounded desperate. Luna went back to the scroll looking for a message from Daniel, not long after she found a message from Daniel and immediately opened it. Once open Luna immediately read all the messages and there was a photo that made her so surprised, the look on Luna's face at that time made Selena become curious.


"Why? what did Daniel tell her?!" selena asked frantically, Luna also showed the photo sent by Daniel to Naomi. The photo shows Naomi kissing Daniel forcibly in a hospital, and seeing the photo makes Selena surprised.


"That's impossible, there must be a trick behind this photo!" selena denied the photo


"I know that, but here's the son of a bitch's weapon to suppress Naomi! geez Naomi.why don't you be honest with us" said Luna so regretted what happened to Naomi.


"Daniel has everything to put pressure on Naomi, which is why I'm saying it's the most cowardly person who's ever lived on this earth!!" Selena is getting more emotional


"Selena turn around!! we're on campus and we're looking for Jester!!" luna said it


"Huh?! you want to involve Jester? there's no way we're gonna get him involved, we're gonna handle this ourselves!" push Selena down firmly


"That wouldn't solve the problem, if it were just us then Daniel would keep pushing Naomi. If Jester finds out about Naomi's secret, then no one else will be able to threaten Naomi!" Luna insisted on her opinion


"Douh Luna!! you don't understand either?!!" selena asked annoyedly at Luna


"Yes I know! Naomi's done it with this jerk, right? I know, what's the problem?! sooner or later Jester's brother will know, after all if this is Daniel's weapon then.." not finished Luna explained, Selena cut.


"The Gates family and the Scott family are a distinguished family in the country! if Jester finds out and hears from the Gates family, their marriage will be annulled!!" kind of snapped Selena said it


"We still have to say the same to Jester! I'm sure Brother Jester will understand Naomi's condition and figure out a way that their marriage won't be annulled!!" Luna denied Selena's words


"Sister Jester won't accept Naomi! family honor is important to Jester's classmates!" Selena still insists on rejecting Luna's idea


"I understand Jester better than you, follow my way and everything will be fine" Luna said and made Selena stunned to look at her face.


"It's up to you" said Selena resigned, Selena immediately moved the direction to turn back to the campus where most likely Jester was located.