I Borrowed Him

I Borrowed Him
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One week after Luna's funeral day, Jester and Naomi live their lives as if everything is fine. Live the routine by going to college, gather with Luke, Sarah, Harry, Justin, and Grece for band practice, and live the day full of intimacy. Jester looks to be able to forget Luna, until one night when Jester opens the closet he sees a letter and a pink note that one part comes out a little between the pile of clothes. Slowly Jester pulled the letter and note and looked at it for a while while daydreaming, before long Naomi was seen opening the room door and was about to enter.


"Emmm... Jester... What's wrong?" naomi asked worriedly, Jester turned her gaze to look at Naomi.


"You keep this in my pile of clothes?" ask Jester


"Yes... Don't you want to see that again? you asked me to keep it so I kept it there" Naomi replied in a slightly frightened tone, Jester smiling as she sighed.


"Actually I just wanted to ask about this letter and note, it happens that tomorrow we have a holiday so I want to gather friends to visit Luna's tomb" replied Jester there was implied sadness


"You don't want to... Just go with me there? maybe you need time to get yourself impregnated Luna. if with friends - friends.." not finished Naomi said, Jester cut.


"This letter and Note is not intended specifically for me, I do not know what it contains but I am sure there is a message for Luna and other friends" timpal Jester, looking back at the letters and notes he had held since, Naomi was silent for a moment looking at Jester.


"Let's visit Luna's tomb together, he once said that if he was afraid he would soon be forgotten when he was buried" said Jester again while looking at Naomi with a smile, Naomi smiled back at Jester's smile.


"Well, I'll tell Grece" sounds happy Naomi said


"Aaaa I just remembered! I'm not asking Sarah to print a photo, is she done with my request, huh?" jester chirps when he realizes his request to Sarah


"I can ask that for you, let's have dinner first. Do you intend to bathe?" answer Naomi


"Wedding together?" invite Jester with a perverted smile that he aimed at Naomi, Naomi's face flushed to hear Jester's invitation.


"Jester!! stop asking for such perverted things with your perverted smile!!" naomi snapped in annoyance, Jester laughed as she carried Naomi in the bathroom. There was a commotion at Jester and Naomi's house that night, Jester and Naomi's relationship gradually returned to the same level as before.


Evening changed the morning that looked quite bright that morning, the residential dicluster was seen two cars parked in one house that seemed to come almost simultaneously. In the BMW 330i at that time Justin and Grece look down along with a smile that they look at the Mercedes Benz E300, not long from the Mercedes Benz E300 down Luke, Sarah, Sarah, and Harry walked right up to Justin and Grece.


The five of them went stale for a moment before entering the house of Jester and Naomi, not long seen Mercedes Benz C300 stopped behind the Mercedes Benz E300 car. Selena came down with a new look that made Luke, Harry, Justin, and Grece surprised, Selena cut her hair oval bob with a side hemisphere leaving her long hair that she used to take very good care of.


"Hi" said Selena when her friends were silent looking at her without a word


"Well, Hey Selena, where's your long, beautiful hair? you cut it this short?" asked Grece who sounded shocked to see Selena's new appearance, her feminine figure was now no longer visible and changed with a tomboyish-looking figure.


"Aren't we gathered here to be together at Luna's grave and not to comment on my appearance" Selena sneerily said, then he just walked past his friends and went to the courtyard of Jester and Naomi's house.


Selena knocks on the door of Jester and Naomi's house and Jester opens the door and looks surprised to see Selena's new appearance, seeing Jester who was surprised by his new appearance at that time could only have a sour face staring at Jester.


"Why am I surprised by how I look?" selena asked in an upset voice, Jester laughed at Selena's question.


"I'm sorry, let's go in first" Jester replied and then let Selena in, before long Luke, Sarah, Harry, Justin and Grece walked over to Jester and went inside the house.


Selena's new performance makes Jester, Justin, Luke, and Harry remember Selena's figure when they were still sitting on the bench of High School, and, but because they do not want to make Selena feel uncomfortable to gather together, they finally try to be indifferent and ordinary to the changes Selena.


In the room where Jester, Naomi, Selena, Luke, Sarah, Harry, Justin and Grece gathered, Sarah took out some photos she had printed at Jester's request from her handbag. Slowly Sarah revealed the photos on the table, photos of Jester in several photo spots while being fenced while holding the picture frame Luna made Naomi, Selena, Harry, and others, Grece and Justin were curious to see it. They also took the photos and watched them carefully, even without a word but at that time the sadness felt thick in the family room.


"With the best quality of paper and ink plus.I've melaminated the photos so as not to fade, according to your request Jester" chirps Luna while staring at Jester who is still silent looking at his friends who are busy paying attention to the photos.


"Thank you, I can count on you" Jester said


"What do these photos do?" luke asked curiously, Jester sighed and took out Luna's letter and note.


"About the photos later you will know, I deliberately gathered you here because these letters and notes do not seem to be devoted to me" replied Jester, looking at the letter and note with a sad look


"That's not just a note, it's Luna's diary, sister, Luna wants you to read her diary.... it would be a shame if you read that note in front of us" said Selena, Selena's words at the time distract everything.


"That's it. okay, means this letter that I might have to read in front of Luna's grave" Jester said.


"Why are you sure that letter is for us too?" asked Grece who looked puzzled, Jester looked back at the letter and was silent for a moment.


"The last night I met him, he said that he was afraid that we would forget him when he died, so I thought when I wrote this letter... there must be a message that he also conveyed to you" replied Jester sounding sad


"You still care about him, brother?" selena asked slightly pressed Jester, slowly Jester looked back at Selena with a visible smile line


"I.. care about him, what about you?" ask Jester while looking at Naomi, Luke, Harry, Grece, Justin, and Sarah alternately. They all stared at each other in turn, then all smiled almost at the same time.


"I care about her, she's my best friend even if we're not friends for long" Naomi replied with a smile


"I have my own memories of High School with Luna, so of course I care about her" Luke replied as he stared at Jester


"Our memories with Luna when High School are very imprinted now, unfortunately, only for a moment we gather. Hey Jester, I must care about him" Harry chimed in on Luke


"Don't ask me, he's been my best friend since we were babies and of course I care" Selena said


"I care that I care.. I've had memories of him since the talent hunt and my reunion with him was so much fun, right, baby?" with the spirit of Grece said while staring at Justin, Justin was just laughing in response to the words of Grece.


One by one they expressed how their memories and feelings for Luna, when it was so felt that the figure of Luna was able to occupy the best place in their hearts. The departure of Luna for ever will not make them forget the figure of Luna, they also look smiling at each other.


"I don't know her, but I feel the loss of you guys. To be honest I'll pretend to care" Sarah says, Sarah's words make everyone look at Sarah with a flat face.


"What's? you guys didn't invite me to Jester's birthday, it was your fault until I got this way" Sarah said, Jester and Naomi laughed at Sarah's words because they suddenly remembered the time they had clashed at a fast food restaurant.


"Te.. Thank you, I hope I didn't trouble you guys" Sarah said


"All right, let's go" Jester said, standing up and followed by Naomi, Luke, Harry, Selena, Sarah, Grece and Justin.


They set off for the public cemetery where Luna was buried, a twenty-minute journey they needed to get to the public cemetery. Upon their arrival, they all walked down the path to get to where Luna was buried. A tombstone with a picture frame Luna was seen, Selena and Naomi's eyes were seen glazed staring at the photo of Luna who seemed to smile at their arrival all.


"Hai Luna" Jester chirped as he sat cross-legged in front of Luna's grave


At that time both Naomi, Selena, Sarah, Grece, Luke, Harry, and Justin just stood behind Jester, all of them silent with their own sadness. Only Sarah looks flat-faced staring at Luna, slowly Sarah stroked Luke's back trying her hardest not to grieve.


"I'm sorry I just got to visit you after a week of your burial, but here I want to show you that you won't be forgotten" jester said while taking out photos and small pink notes from Luna, Jester arranged the photos according to Luna's check list and pasted the photos on Luna's headstone.


"All your checklists I've done and this is proof - proof, I tick all yes" Jester said, checking all Luna's lists, as soon as Jester finished closing the note then sighed for a moment.


"Friends - friends. let's hear what Luna has written in her letter" jester said then opened the letter and issued its contents, Jester arrived - suddenly laughed a little and made his friends astonished.


"What's the matter Jess?" naomi asked curiously, Jester looked back at Naomi


"I'm right, this is for all of us. Listen" replied Jester then looked back at the letter and was about to read it.


Jester looked so strong and was able to make peace with his heart when he was about to read the letter that Luna wrote and left for them, with a face that looks sad but among them all look so curious about the contents of the letter made by Luna at the end of her life.


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For : Jester and friends


From : Luna Lincoln


Hey Jess, hum, I wish when you read it, there were friends there. If anything, read it out loud so that they also hear what I've written.


First, I thank Naomi in particular. You are a tough woman and your heart is so strong, having heard stories about your love, your family, and your suffering all this time. Unlike me, you still have to suffer for the future. I hope you stay strong like that, believe in Brother Jester and keep your communication with him not like me. The spirit!


Second, Selena, you're the only one that makes it hard for me to accept the fact that I'm leaving so soon. You do not deserve to suffer like that, you should still live free not bound by the complicated love I forcibly bound you to. I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me and stop loving Brother Jester. I MEAN IT - REALLY.


Third, Luke and Harry. I'm sorry I broke Jester's heart because I didn't want to do it on purpose. You know how much I love Jester, I even asked for your help to force Jester's brother not to hesitate to approach me. It's a funny memory and if I remember back, it's nice to meet you guys. Thank ye.


Fourth, brother Justin. Huh... I was troubled because of your actions, but thank God you can have a girlfriend as beautiful as Grece. I'm so happy for you, don't disappoint him and don't hurt him. I believe you'll make Grece happy.


Fifth, Hi beautiful Grece. We meet again after a long time, Hahaha.really the world is not as wide as moringa leaves, I did not expect to be able to meet with the producer of my talent search event first. When I met you again, I was afraid that you would realize I was Lunar. But it seems like my physical changes made you forget me, sorry I let down your trust in me. I don't mean to make you troubled by my sudden resignation, I just came - suddenly felt there was something big that I had to pursue right away in my time. Again, sorry and thank you for being my most enthusiastic fan.


Sixth, Sarah, I didn't get to know you, but I'm sure if I had more time, we'd make good friends. Sorry, I didn't have that time to share with you. So thank you for helping Naomi solve her problem.


Seventh and most important in this letter, Brother Jester, I am confused what to write because there are so many things I want to talk to you about. But first I want to apologize to you about everything we've been through, second I want to thank you for accompanying my last days. You are the reason I tried to recover from my illness from the first time we met but fate was very cruel to me, believe me. when I found out about the disease I was craving, I decided to live alone and not want to be in touch with anyone.


But so strange.I've made up my mind to live alone, but when I met you for the first time, meeting with you made me realize that humans can't live alone. At first I just felt lonely, I just wanted someone to touch me, but long ago I fell in love with your warmth. Honestly I don't want to part, until whenever I want you not to let me go. I want to hold you and I don't want this to end.


But the day I found out that I was destined not to be healed, I also think that this life is not only doing something for yourself but there is also living for the happiness of others and it will make us happy. I want people around me to smile, I want to live like that. Supporting people whenever they're tired, I try to live like that for the rest of my day.


I felt successful in my last wish to make the people around me smile and bring you all together. When I write this letter I know I will not survive, but even if I die. Please remember I will die with a smile without regret. Jester's sister, Naomi, Selena, Luke's sister, Harry's sister, Justin's sister, Grece, and Sarah, respectively, we have memories together ranging from trivial things to big things and it feels strange in one month all so imprinted on my heart.


Hey... What do you think? am I impregnated by you?


Hey, Jester.... Am I going to keep rubbing my heart?


Hey are you guys gonna keep remembering me? what about you, brother Jester?


Don't forget about me, you have to promise me that....


Fortunately, you are the last people I met. Hopefully you can continue to be friends as my last work in this world, hopefully my true dream can be delivered in the hearts of each of you.


Last... Brother Jester Gates.... I love you


Loves you...


So love you...


I'm sorry I couldn't accompany you on your holiday in Paris...


I'm sorry I can't keep my promise to always meet you...


I'm sorry I've always acted with you...


I'm really apologizing for everything....


Thank you.... Sayonara...


NB: Naomi.... I've used the right word, right?


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