I Borrowed Him

Longing Laxity

The night is cloudy in a cluster of luxury housing, in one of the houses with a typical Japanese cultural accent when it looks Naomi and Jester standing opposite each other in the kitchen in the house. Naomi's hand that was seen sticking gently on Jester's cheek seemed to make Jester sculpting, as if, the words that Naomi said also added to Jester's mind about what Naomi really wanted to tell him.

A pair of lovers who should let go of each other after a long time not together is like being unable to let go of longing without burden, among all the problems they went through together is indeed the most severe problem and very bad influence for the relationship.

Jester, who felt that everything would come back well - just as he had told Justin, now again had doubts about Naomi's words and attitude. Unlike Naomi who looks easier to melt the awkward atmosphere between the two, but the attitude that Jester shows seems difficult to be good - fine and feels so awkward.

"What is that..that is?" jester asked in astonishment, Naomi gave a small laugh and removed her hand from Jester's cheek. Without answering, Naomi walked past Jester and was about to get out of the kitchen.

"Naomi!! what does that mean?!" jester asked again with a snatch, Naomi stopped her steps and turned to look at Jester with a smile.

"You're tired, come here, we need to rest first" replied Naomi then turned back and walked to the room leaving Jester who was still there.

With mixed feelings of confusion, anger, and annoyance Jester stepped his feet following Naomi into the room. In the room, Jester sees Naomi sitting opposite a mirror. As if it had become a habit of Naomi that Jester understood what Naomi was doing before going to bed, Jester immediately walked past Naomi to the mattress.

Jester sat on the edge of the bed staring at Naomi who was rubbing her face with serum, occasionally their gazes met from the reflection of the mirror and Naomi smiled every time they looked at each other. Compared to the upside with Jester, looks disappointed face on Naomi he showed.

"Pulling on, you will follow in my footsteps with many wrinkles on the face" Naomi replied with an audible voice of laughter

"It's not the time to joke around" Jester's chimpanzee sounded very upset, Naomi finished her facial treatment and her breathing sounded so heavy.

"Jess... What memories are so imprinted about me?" ask Naomi

Naomi's question about the memories finally re-introduced Jester's mind which was at that time was being overthinking, Jester just wanted to let go of longing with Naomi. But several times Naomi said things that make Jester back have to think hard about the purpose of each speech Naomi.

"Memories? everybody! there's nothing about you that I've forgotten" Jester replied with a slight snatch

"Remember the beginning of why did we meet?" asked Naomi again, Naomi's question at that time made Jester remember the memories of her who arrived - suddenly pulled Naomi's arm in the campus parking lot.

"Yes, I remember that when I was cornered by papa for accusing me of being a same-sex lover" replied Jester, Naomi laughed at the answer.

"Either why when papa asked me my name. I immediately answered him with my real name, I followed your charade even though I was confused, and I ended up stuck because my mom and dad really took our relationship seriously and agreed to it" Naomi continued Jester's answer, naomi slowly turned around to look directly into Jester's confused eyes.

"I still love Daniel.you love Camilla, not to mention the bright Selena who wants to have you. Because of you. I dare to get out of my safe zone, I release Daniel, I tried so hard to save you but instead you saved me again." Naomi continued her story.

"Saved you?" ask Jester who is beginning to get confused.

The current state of Jester seems difficult to digest what Naomi wants through the memories that Naomi reveals again. Jester is still a figure that is difficult to control himself, his emotional turmoil seems unstable, his feelings feel so sensitive. While Naomi is still seen trying hard to melt the atmosphere, the Jester she presented today is indeed different from the Jester Naomi knew before. But Naomi still with her attitude that shows that everything is good - fine.

"Dumb Daniel's first act... Remember?" naomi said, Jester nodded his head.

"After.... Luna died bringing new wounds for you, after which we were shocked by our abduction by grandfather Arthur.... daniel's folly for the second time." Naomi said as she said.

"A lot of things we've been through and made us stronger to take the next test, I've learned a lot and I want to change some things in me so I can live better, how're you? is there anything you can learn from all the events we've been through together?" ask Naomi

"I'm confused, I think I'm still like me. Isn't it about Camilla that you asked me to stay who I am?" jester asked in a confused voice, Naomi was silent for a while and suddenly smiled.

"I don't think you have anything else to change" Naomi laughed a little when she said it, but Jester's expression was upset.

"But that's how you are. You're always involved in other people's problems, I'm with Selena, Luna with her illness, Sarah with her family, I'm with Daniel.... but you yourself don't seem to have your problems that I can help you with." Naomi said.

"I understand why you don't feel the need to change anything in your life" Naomi smiled back as she said

Naomi's smile seemed to change nothing from Jester, the awkward atmosphere was still thick felt. Jester's assertiveness of each of Naomi's words further makes the atmosphere between the two feel so different. Whether tired or indeed Jester is no longer able to hold the burden for his mind, or even Jester feels relieved that the lover he is waiting for is in front of him and his longing makes him awkward. But the figure of Naomi is still always trying hard to break the awkwardness between the two.

"Naomi.. I feel lucky to meet you, I.." Not finished Jester said, Naomi cut.

"that's not it. I'm the one who feels lucky to meet you, I'm the one who feels helped. If you weren't there, I would be alone here by now and probably just crying" Naomi said, then stood up and walked over to Jester, naomi slowly put her hand on Jester's boat and placed her forehead on Jester's forehead.

"All those memories..the learning is... or whatever it is...blow it all out tonight.." Naomi said it.

Naomi's body was getting closer to Jester who was still sitting on the edge of the mattress, Jester who looked up because Naomi stuck her forehead and then pulled Naomi's hip to get closer to her body. Right between her two open thighs is now filled with Naomi's body that is no longer the same, naomi's body now feels so shrunk and the touch of Jester's hand as if only blocked a little fat and meat that wrapped the backbone of Naomi.

The eyes of the two were still closed to each other with breath sounds that could be heard from each other, the scent of Naomi's body never changed. Still and always the body scent that Jester longs for, slowly but surely the boost from Naomi's body can be felt by Jester. Without a fight Jester followed the direction of Naomi's movement until when Jester opened his eyes, Naomi's beautiful face was right on top. Naomi's body felt so light to Jester, a change that was felt, their eyes clashed.... the longer the more intimate the two of their lips are linked, the hands of Jester who was originally on Naomi's back are now increasingly moving wildly stroking Naomi's frail body.

That's how they vent their longing for both, enjoying an intimacy in an uncharacteristic atmosphere. But the same touch and kiss never change, always full of love. Wrestling in a room that bears witness to the intimacy of both vent love and longing. Dissolve in a quiet and silent atmosphere until both are asleep when tired begins to feel.

At midnight Naomi opened her eyes, momentarily staring at Jester's sleeping face beside her. Slowly Naomi got out of bed and put on all the clothes she had taken off, and Naomi took her mobile phone at a table. His finger was seen writing a message to someone, as soon as Naomi walked out the room door and opened it.

"Sayo.nadara.... Jester.." muttered Naomi with tears rushing out from her eyes, Naomi walked out of the room and closed the door slowly.

The night changed in the morning at Jester and Naomi's house, when Jester's hand was seen fingering the bed next to him as if he was looking for something. Realizing that something she was looking for was not there, Jester immediately opened her eyes and woke up looking for Naomi around the room. But Jester does not find Naomi there, after wearing her clothes perfectly when Jester runs out of the room and hopes Naomi has been waiting for him in the kitchen as usual.

Not even Jester's feet reached the kitchen door, someone was heard pounding on the door so hard and repeated as if something was going wrong. Putting aside looking for Naomi's whereabouts inside the house, Jester runs towards the main door of the house. The noise of a woman with a man was so audible, that Jester finally opened the door and found Selena was fighting with Jester's private driver.

"Miss, the president's president is on a break. Miss can't force it like that!" somewhat snapping at Jester's private driver reprimanding Selena

"There's no time!! brother Jester has to catch up with Naomi otherwise it will be too late!!" selena's snarl sounded so emotional

"Selena! what is?! jester asked with a slight swipe, the clash made Selena and Jester's private driver turn his eyes to look at Jester.

"Sister! did Naomi come here last night?!!" selena asked in a panic, Jester was surprised by Selena's question.

"Yes, but he seems to be gone" replied Jester in surprise.

"Wine! you must get to the airport!!" selena's orders, hearing the airport word, leave Jester confused.

"Airport? what's with the airport?" jester asked still confused, immediately Selena took her mobile phone and showed a chat from Naomi.

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Selena... I heard you had a fight with Sarah, Jester also said if she believes in Sarah more than you.... I leave him to you. I entrust Jester's happiness to you...

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As soon as she finished reading the message that Naomi sent to Selena, Jester's eyes were wide open, as if not to believe what he read after everything that happened last night but seeing the panic of Selena makes Jester inevitably have to trust Selena.

"Where is he going?!" snapping Jester to Selena

"This is the thing I really want to talk to you about, brother! sister, we need to catch Naomi and hold her!" selena answered in panic

"Take me to the airport! Selena you come with me and tell me everything!" jester orders his personal driver and Selena

The three of them ran to the Mercedes Benz S450 and got into it, with the driver immediately driving Jester to the airport. But just out of the cluster gate, the morning was already very visible dense urban road.