I Borrowed Him
Wake up
A bright Monday morning, at a famous private campus in the city. Seen students and students who demanded knowledge in the campus came to follow their respective lectures, the campus became crowded immediately. Laughter, mutual reprimand, and chatting were seen in every corner of the campus, not least in one of the campus aisles close to the business room. Seen Selena who looked down with tears facing Jester whose face looks full of guilt.
"Sorry Selena, I don't know what else to say" Jester said, breaking the silence after Selena's request that Jester stay away from her, Selena shook her head a few times and immediately turned her body about to leave the place.
"But why...it's too sudden, can I know what made you arrive like this?" asked Jester in a sad tone continuing her sentence and hoping to get an answer from Selena, Selena stopped her steps but did not turn back to look at Jester.
"Camilla made me aware of everything, of your kindness to me, of my misunderstanding of your kindness, and I could no longer afford to fight alone without a single reply from you" with a voice that sounds sad Selena said, Jester was surprised by the words of Selena who called the name Camilla.
"Camilla... What did he tell you?" asked Jester again curious, Jester's voice sounded soft to give a sense of comfort to Selena.
"He told me that you never thought of me as a woman but as just a friend or a sister, saying that you had no interest in me, and you're being nice just because you don't want to hurt my heart" Selena replied still sounding bitter, Jester took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
"That's not true, I always see you as a very beautiful woman and if I may say I often blush when you look at me. I'm being nice because I don't want to hurt you, but honestly, I'm always happy to be with you" Jester said in a soft-sounding tone, Selena turned around and looked at Jester sharply even though her eyes were still tearful.
"Stop lying to me! don't hurt me with your lies any more than this sister.I beg you, just stay away from me.." kind of snapped Selena said it.
"But what I'm saying is honesty, did you forget the incident at the squere festival for the second time? I was very upset at that time, even until I just arrived at that place actually I was in a bad mood. At that time I was hard-hearted to enjoy the moment with you, but everything changed when I saw your smile, your spirit, your spirit, and the sound of your laughter is able to make me forget about my frustration that day and my mood has improved greatly" Jester said in a still soft voice, Jester walked up to Selena and looked into her eyes deeply.
"What Camilla said was not right, my heart was beating fast every time you showed your charm in front of me, the surprise of your every behavior always made me want to laugh, I think of you as an attractive woman and if you remember I told you once.." Jester said hanging, his hand gently stroked Selena's head.
"You won everything from Camilla, the problem is only that my heart can't turn away from her. I'm sorry for that" Jester continued the sentence he had broken, Selena brushed off Jester's hand on his head slowly.
"Quite a sis.." - Timpal Selena and lowered her head again slowly, Jester's eyes increasingly showed the sadness of his heart.
"If it's just Camilla saying, maybe I'll believe your words, but Luke's and Harry's brother's stares further reinforce Camilla's words" Selena continued, Jester is surprised to hear the names of his two best friends are called by Selena and for a moment he remembers the story of Luke and Harry who met Camilla and Selena.
"Luke and Harry.. Did he say something rude to you?" jester's tone changed, there was a hint of anger heard in his questioning back then.
"No, brother Harry and brother Luke didn't say anything to me. But looking into their eyes at me at that moment, I understood what they wanted to tell me without having to say. So I beg you, brother, stay away from me and I will stay away from you.." replied Selena in a still hoarse voice, Jester turned around and was about to leave Selena there.
"I now understand why you are like this suddenly, it must be Luke and Harry right? let me tell them how to behave with you!" jester's voice suddenly became very angry, hearing Jester's anger when it made Selena immediately stop Jester's steps by pulling his arm.
"No. no brother, what Harry and Luke's brother did was right. I'm the one who doesn't know myself to keep chasing you" in a panic-sounding tone Selena said, Selena continues to be dragged by Jester's steps while trying to pull her arm to stop walking.
"I've told Harry to be nice and get in the way of Luke if he's being rude to you, but they don't seem to care about me" Jester said in a tone that sounded very emotional
"No, not like that. You misunderstood what I said, brother! stop first!! let me explain!" selena said with a slight clap, but Jester flinched and continued to walk in search of Luke and Harry.
"They have to learn to listen to my request" Jester said again, Selena let go of her hand and stood straight at Jester's back who kept walking away from her emotionally.
"I will never forgive you if you still blame them for my mistakes!!" selena snapped slightly shouting for Jester to hear her words and Selena was able to stop Jester's steps.
"I will never forgive you! I will never want to know you again!!" Selena snapped back as Jester stopped her steps, Jester turned to look at Selena who was back in tears.
"I don't want you to stay away from me because Camilla's words are confirmed with the eyes of Luke and Harry, maybe indeed I can't return your feelings of love to me but your presence in my life is very meaningful" jester responds to Selena's anger at him, hearing Jester's words as they leave Selena stunned.
"But I've been mean to you.I've been mean to Naomi, too, I'm the most heartless woman you've ever known. I.." Not finished Selena's sentence, Jester cut.
"Even if you plan my murder, I will never be angry with you. I'm sure you have a good reason for that" said Jester, Selena gasped at Jester's words.
"Why?" ask Selena. The look on Selena's face then became filled with a flogging between confusion and trying to make sense of Jester's every word, but her heart was still determined to stay away from Jester.
"Because you mean so much in my life" Jester replied briefly, Selena was surprised by Jester's short answer. In his heart was filled with doubt to believe Camilla's words, the two fell silent for a while and stared at each other.
"If indeed leaving my life is what you want and you feel it's best, I won't stand in your way. I can only say sorry and I hope you're happy" Jester broke the silence and turned back to leave Selena there
"Is it okay - what if I still want to be around you?" selena asked in a rather loud voice, Jester stopped her steps and turned back to look at Selena.
"I've been mean to you before, brother, I planned something that bothered you. Do you mind if I choose to stay close to you?" Selena asked again as Jester looked only silently staring at her so deeply, Jester raised her hand as if giving gesture to hold Selena's hand.
"It's okay, I never felt you ever did anything bad to me. It will be more fun to see you in my circle of friends, come here" Jester replied in a happy-sounding tone, the warm smile from Jester's face undermining Selena's determination to get away from Jester's life.
"Not now sister, I have to set my emotions first but I pull my words that want to get away from you and tell you to stay away from me" Selena smiled as her hands wiped the tears that were still left on her cheeks up to her chin, Jester lowered his hand with a smile that was still staring at Selena.
"So about the ice cream shop you've been talking about, are we still scheduled to go there?" asked Jester in a pleased tone, Selena nodded her head several times in response to Jester's question. Selena smiled sweetly at Jester and soon turned to leave Jester in the hallway near the college administration room, Jester turned and walked towards her class.
Jester attended the lecture quietly for ninety minutes during the first lecture hour of the day, after which Jester walked to the central park with Luke and Harry in the same class. Once there Jester sits in one of the park chairs next to Harry, while Luke is seen standing in front of Jester and Harry.
"Maybe it's time for me to talk to you" said Luke, arriving as the trio fell silent, leaving Jester staring intently at Luke.
"I also want to hear your explanation of what happened between you and Selena" Jester said in a slightly angry tone, Luke and Harry stared at each other at Jester's words.
"Harry I told you that you have to keep Selena from saying - Luke right?" jester asked as he looked at Harry next to him, Harry sighed before answering Jester's question.
"I've done it and Luke didn't say anything that could hurt his heart" Harry replied calmly
"But she cried this morning! What did Camilla say to Selena and you guys seem to approve of her words?!" ask Jester again with a snap, Luke looked at Jester sharply.
"It wasn't our fault, Selena was crying this morning because of your stupidity" Luke's friend pressed on, Jester looked at Luke standing in front of her.
"Still remember about the conversation we called about you?" luke's question sounded calm
"About me being carried away by the flow? I don't understand what you're talking about" Jester replied, asking, Jester's face looked upset at Luke.
"Until when are you going to give these three women false hope?" ask Luke in a pressing tone
"What do you mean I gave you false hope?" Jester looked confused
"Are you really unconscious or pretending to be unconscious? Luke sees you drifting - the udder is not necessarily the direction, you are pulled there - here follow who you are with at that time. You know, in our eyes you're like a big-time playboy" Harry replied trying to explain what Luke wanted to say to Jester, but Jester still looked confused.
"I don't feel like I'm being swayed, you guys are overvaluing me" Jester argued somewhat snapping
"When you're with Naomi you seem to be her lover, when you're with Camilla you say that you still love her, and when you're with Selena you're following her selfishness to the point of making her feel like you have a taste for her. What's his name if it's not a false hopegiver?" harry asked until Jester was silent, his eyes focused on Luke waiting for Jester's response.
"I love Camilla, for Naomi and Selena's problems I just don't want to." Jester's remarks were cut by Luke.
"You're still sure of your heart for Camilla? let me ask you, why were you so angry when Selena told Camilla that she hurt her?" ask Luke to try and resuscitate Jester
"That's because." Jester's answer hung, his eyes alternately staring at Luke and Harry with faces that looked confused.
"Why did you help Naomi get this far? what's in it for you?" ask Harry to press Jester
"Why are you guys pressuring me like that stupid?!" Jester sounded emotional as he asked, Luke and Harry sighed almost at the same time.
"Your good behavior is wrongly translated by Naomi and Selena, while your heart is currently worried between holding onto your principles or turning away" Luke said, trying to revive Jester
"Naomi is a beautiful and famous celebgram, she can - she usually humbles herself and declares her love for you openly - such light. How long will you realize that your attitude is like that badboy guy out there?" harry asked Luke, Jester threw away his face and frowned hard at Luke and Harry.
"Then what should I do? do I have to cuekin Naomi and Selena?" jester asked sounded resigned
"Are you sure you're not in love with Naomi?" harry asked, hearing the question made Jester surprised.
"What the fuck is your question, you stupid fox?!!" jester shouted and his face turned red
"Then are you sure you're not in love with Selena?" harry asked again, Jester threw away his face before answering Harry's question
"Of course not, I just feel comfortable when he's close to me" Jester replied sounding calmer
"Then what about Camilla, do you still love her?" Harry again asked in a pressing tone, Jester looked at Harry with a surprised look.
"You're still asking a sure thing like that?" Jester asked back in an astonished tone, Luke and Harru looked at each other.
"Jester, I'll tell you what's clearly drawn inside of you. You love Naomi and you've lost your love for Camilla, and then for Selena you really just think of her as a friend" Luke draws the conclusion of every Jester answer, jester looked at Luke in seriousness.
"Where did you draw such a conclusion? You behave like a psychic who can guess the heart of people, this is my heart. Sure enough, you" asked Jester in a rejection of Luke and Harry, but a look of doubt was clearly on his face. Sentence after sentence from Luke and Harry disturbs his mind and heart, Jester begins to doubt his love for Camilla.
"From every look on your face" Luke replied briefly
"Then what do you think I should do?" jester asked sounded resigned
"You have to be sure of your heart first, stop lying to yourself. Try to open your mind and heart, accept Naomi as you open your heart to Camilla" Luke replied
"You know I opened my heart to Camilla it just happened, since the incident with her in High School first" said Jester sounding still indecisive
"He is.... How would you feel if you remembered him?" asked Harry curiously, Jester turned to look at Harry with a face that looked sad.
"My heart hurts. If I insist to remember, I feel a little dizzy" replied Jester slightly stammered and his appearance showed sadness.
"There's no need to talk about him, after all he won't be present again" Luke said, for a while the three seemed only silent for a while.
"If she falls for Naomi.... does she accept me? I've been bright - light on him if I love Camilla, what would he say to me if I suddenly turned my heart? it could be that he'll feel me, right, not to mention." said Jester cut by Luke.
"You're so chatty, let Naomi answer your questions and you can prove enough with your attitude that you love her" Luke's chimpanzee sounded annoyed at Jester's words, hearing Luke's words made Jester throw his face
"I'm afraid of rejection, I've been rejected twice. It seems that I am really cursed to be an immortal singles" Jester said in a sad tone, Luke and Harry stared at each other with smiles.
"Hey, do as we tell you to approach Naomi and I'll make sure there's no rejection" Harry said
"We're gonna break your curse our way and I'm sure Naomi is an angel sent from the sky to break your combo" Luke said
Jester looked back at Luke and Harry with a smile, then the three laughed together and went from the central garden to their next eleventh of the day. Luke and Harry are ahead of Jester whenever Jester is confused about his love affair, heartbreak at High School with the girl Jester loves makes Luke and Harry so extra to keep his best friend's heart from getting lost in the grief of his romance.
In class, Jester begins to think hard about Luke and Harry, not what Jester can imagine he is trapped by three women at once in his life. He who attracts women randomly instead drags him into a situation that he did not expect at all, yes.
The presence of Selena also made herself aware about being good to the opposite sex is not an easy thing to do what else when it comes to knowing that she has a liking, then about Camilla... is it possible that her heart had just turned away from Camilla? Does it have to go through this heavy phase to unleash the curse of its eternal singles? or is it in the affairs of love is he this innocent as a child born from a wealthy family with a myriad of academic achievements that he has? All those questions made Jester daydream throughout college.
