I Borrowed Him

Not Powerful to Hold

"I'm sorry. I can't.." Naomi muttered in Jester's arms.

The morning is bright, at the international airport which is crowded with the activities of both prospective passengers and passengers who just got off the plane. One of the waiting areas for boarding, seen Jester and Naomi who were hugging in front of Selena who was also there. Jester and Selena look very surprised after hearing what Naomi murmured, but Jester seemed reluctant to let go of her embrace and Naomi did not let go of her embrace.

"Naomi... You're kidding me right.. You're fucking me right... hey... this isn't funny, you know?" jester blurted it out, Naomi's cry grew - so she heard Jester's words.

"Naomi!! tell me you're kidding me!!" jester snapped while squeezing Naomi's shoulders and pushed her a little so that Jester could look directly at Naomi's face, but Naomi just fell silent and continued to cry sobbing - sobs.

Regardless of her being the spectacle of many, Jester blindly vented all her complaints and questions against Naomi who signaled she wanted to leave Jester. Of course there is no calmness for Jester to hear Naomi mutter, the loss of a loved one is indeed Jester's fear and it makes it more difficult for him to manage his emotions.

"Hey... What's wrong...? did I hurt your heart? I'm not done." Jester said Naomi cut

"Jess listen to me." Naomi's words cut back Jester.

"Tell me what's my fault.anything I'll give you as long as you stay here.please don't be like this to me.." sounds so sad Jester said, saying, slowly Naomi's hand touched both of Jester's cheeks.

"Jess shut up. Listen up.." As if not to give Naomi time to talk, Jester cut back.

Jester's voice trembled because it was so emotional, expectantly Jester tried to defend Naomi in every way that Jester was able to. Begging and pleading for Naomi to remain by his side, Jester's condition is devastated by Naomi's apology, the fear of losing again penetrates Jester's mind to make him no longer able to control his panic.

"What do you want? just say it baby. but please stay here..I beg you.. I promise you to be a good man for you. won't do anything wrong for you..." timpal Jester again continued to force Naomi with tears rushing out of her eyes

"Jess.. please listen to me." pinta Naomi, but Jester shook his head.

As soon as Naomi saw Jester pleading for her to stay by Jester's side, Naomi's tears were also unstoppable. Naomi seems to be dejavu with the slump of Jester when she lost Luna, but the situation of Jester this time is much worse. A sense of dilemma again upsets Naomi, but she believes that Jester has a friend who will always be there for her and Naoko the mother needs Naomi's presence more.

"i don't want to!! I don't want to hear anything other than you saying you want to stay here.. Stay here Naomi, as if it no longer has any power at that time Jester slowly to the bottom of his foundation and continue to look down.

"Hey baby... I will be back... I will definitely be back.... okay?" said Naomi tried to convince Jester, Naomi also joined in front of Jester who was crying so bitterly.

Naomi's words seemed to have no effect on Jester, in the collapse Jester only haunted by the thought of Naomi's abandonment and it made Jester worse. While Naomi is still trying to calm Jester down with her very soft sentences.

"Give me time to make amends to my father and mother.I promise I will definitely come back for you..." Naomi hung up her sentence for a moment, her breath was getting heavier with tears still flowing down her cheeks.

For a moment Naomi's eyes closed with her tears flowing from both eyes, her breathing deep and exhaled slowly. As her eyes opened, Naomi looked into Jester's eyes with love, and her soft hands touched Jester's cheeks. Naomi seemed to want to say something very difficult and heavy to say not only for Jester but also for herself.

"Jes....I beg you to keep your heart open.I allow you to seek my successor, I will not dispute that. But if until I return you still can't find another woman, I will definitely accept you.." Naomi's words were cut by Jester.

Whatever Naomi said at the time, only the rejection that Jester gave. Jester cannot take all Naomi's words for granted, in his heart Jester hopes that Naomi will cancel her departure and choose to be with Jester. Realizing their marriage dream of the two of them remaining a few days.

"You lied to Naomi!! you do not intend to return!!! i.." haven't finished Jester's yelling at Naomi, Naomi kissed Jester's lips for a while and let go slowly.

"Do you remember our promise? I will be your guardian angel and accompany you forever.The transgressor will be cursed to be the loneliest man in his entire life until he returns to keep his promise." Naomi said, Jester was stunned to see the face of his lover.

"Then.... Then why don't you keep your promise?! you reneged on a promise and went somewhere. You left me somewhere... liar!!" timpal Jester

Jester's condition was so heartbreaking for Naomi, giving pain like Luna to Jester was not the choice Naomi wanted. Naoko's circumstances forced Naomi to be so brave for Jester. It is impossible for Naomi to leave her mother unaccompanied, as if she wanted to make amends for failing as a child, Naomi begged Jester to understand her choice.

"I'll be the loneliest person.I won't have any reason not to come back to you. Give me time Jess, but if you can't wait for me. I don't forbid you from finding my replacement even if I'll come back one day..." Naomi continued her sentence

"But I won't be able to imagine my day without you. I'll be lonely Naomi" joked as Jester said it, Naomi shook her head several times in response to Jester's words. Naomi slowly looked behind Jester, where she saw Luke, Sarah, Harry, Justin, and Grece arriving.

Luke and Harry stared with great pity, Justin as if expecting this to be the end result, Grece tried to hold back his tears staring at Naomi, sarah was angry with Naomi but did not dare to vanish at the time. Naomi looked back at Jester with a smile, though tears still continued to flow down her cheeks.

Naomi, who is also seen slumped with a forced smile, emboldened to face Luke, Harry, Sarah, Justin and Grece who look at her with faces that represent their feelings. The tightness in her chest the more Naomi felt because she felt she had done something evil to Jester and also again hurt the feelings of Jester's best friend because of her decision.

"Luke... Harry.. I know you're gonna hate me. But I have a good reason, I'm taking Jester for a while. I beg of you." asked Naomi, Naomi's cry that looked so heartbreaking that even Luke and Harry could not keep looking into Naomi's eyes. Both of them just nodded while throwing their faces, now the eyes of Naomi look at Justin and Grece.

"I caused a lot of trouble and left that problem with a deep wound on Jester's heart... Justin and Grece, I'm putting Jester on you. Help her get up. I beg of you" Naomi said, Grece hugged Naomi tightly and now her tears could no longer be lifted. While Justin just smiled and nodded his head, slowly Naomi and Grece let go of his embrace.

From a distance not too far away Selena was seen crying with what she saw, The jester who was still in a row seemed to lose the strength to support his body and Naomi who looked so crushed entrust Jester to Jester Friend made Selena understand the heavy burden carried by Naomi. There is a sense of regret in Selena's heart when it feels too late for delaying to tell Jester about Naomi's plan.

"Sarah. I know you must be mad at me, you are Jester's brother. You care about each other and help each other. I'm sorry I left Jester in this state, but trust me... I love your cousin's sister more than anything, you know how I would love someone. I beg you, help Jester get up until I get back.." Naomi asked Sarah, sarah slaps Naomi.

Like not feeling pain, Naomi just let the slap of Sarah on her cheek. Naomi's tears grew unstoppable as she felt the time to leave Jester was drawing near.

"I don't like the way you do, hurting my family means hurting me too! But about your request.I accepted it, come back as soon as possible" Sarah then hugged Naomi, rubbed her back a moment and let go. Dissolved in Sarah's arms, Naomi cried - so that her breath was more and more bothered. Not long before Sarah immediately moved away from the place, along with Naomi who walked closer to Selena.

"You know what you have to do, Selena. I leave her to you. I and you are the woman who loves her, you should know that you are not like me who hurt her.... hi childhood friends.please yes.." pinta Naomi so clean, Selena seemed unable to stem her tears at that time but Selena did not answer anything.

Naomi again walked up to Jester and rested in front of Jester who was still struggling and crying, Naomi's hand held Jester's hands and squeezed them so hard.

"Jess... listen to me.." said Naomi, slowly Jester lifted her head and looked at the face of Naomi who tried hard to smile in front of her.

"In the future you will live your life without me. Maybe you will forget the memories that we have been through. You will continue to fly far through your life and start a new life story without me. But...." Naomi hung up her sentence for a moment and adjusted her chaotic breath

"You should know that I don't want to leave, leave you alone with your heart... I hope that you will not forget our memories and keep them in your watch box." Naomi said calmly despite her broken heart, slowly Naomi stood up and turned around to continue her journey.

Both Jester, Luke, Harry, Sarah, Justin and Grece are no longer able to hold Naomi with such a strong determination, but not with Selena. Just a few steps Naomi moved from her place, suddenly Selena took a few steps forward to approach Naomi.

"I don't want to be your tool!!! you and Luna are the same!! you guys are against me!! do you think I'm a robot, huh?!!! I won't do anything you ask of me!!! there will be none!!! did you hear Naomi?!!!" selena shouted at that moment so angry, Selena's body to tremble violently after evaporating all her emotions.

"So, promise me you'll come back.... I'll just borrow him!!! you heard Naomi!! I borrowed him!!!!" selena shouted again and this time her tears flowed profusely, Selena's last sentence was able to stop Naomi's steps.

Slowly Naomi turned and looked at Selena with a smile, before long Naomi again walked to the special boarding place leaving Jester, Luke, Harry, Selena, Grece, Justin and Sarah there. With a cry, they all closed the farewell that was out of date. Slowly Luke and Harry help Jester to stand by carrying him to a place where they can all see planes taking off.

On the other hand, in hangar number twelve. At that time William and Marrie seemed to have understood Naomi's decision from Naoko, both William and Marrie now seemed unable to hold Naoko and Naomi to leave. Not long after an airport car entered the hangar, Naomi is seen getting out of the car and walking into the private jet without even turning her head to look at William and Marrie who continue to look at her with a sad feeling.

But at that time William saw tears falling from Naomi's chin, powerless to resist making William seem to let Naomi into the private jet without saying goodbye. With a slight bow, Naoko seemed to be begging William and Marrie. Slowly Naoko's thin body was directed back into the private jet of the Scott family, as soon as Naoko entered when the private jet door was closed slowly.

William and Marrie get back in the car to find a safe place for the jet to take off, on the edge of the runway when William embraces Marrie who puts his head on William's shoulder. Watching Scott's family's private jet climb out of the hangar slowly, taking off, the plane began flying from Naomi's home country to Japan.

On the other hand in the boarding waiting room, Jester was seen standing in front of a large window. Staring intently at the private jet of the Scott family that took off. Behind Jester, Luke, Harry, Justin, Sarah, Selena and Grece are sitting with their own grief, after making sure the Scott family's private jet was flying at the time Jester was still standing looking at the clear sky during the day.

All are still sculpting no one can move, they all understand if Jester's heart is currently being completely destroyed. For Luke and Harry, it will be difficult because of the experience they had before when Jester was heartbroken because of Luna.

Amidst the silence, Selena walked up to Jester and stood next to him. Slowly Selena placed her hands on Jester's cheeks and forced Jester to look at her, although she looked upset but Jester let what Selena did to her.

"Hey..he promised to come back.Soak spirit, we will definitely keep you company, morning.....afternoon... me and my friends will be with you. You are not alone, come on spirit while waiting for Naomi to return" said Selena, slowly pouting face Jester gradually disappeared although the smile is still difficult for Jester to lift.

"My pain now is not about his passing, but about who will accompany him after me." said Jester sounding sad, Selena who was still holding Jester's cheeks with both hands was instantly showing a pouting expression.

"Of course you are! didn't you hear that he's coming back?!" somewhat snapping Selena said it, as if getting a lure from Selena at that time Luke, Harry, Justin, Grece, and Sarah were lured to join in entertaining Jester.

They all arrived - suddenly running near Jester and hugging Jester crowded, Jester who was surprised was not able to hold his legs to stand. Finally they all fell down and the sound of laughter was heard first from Grece's lips, the sound of laughter that seemed to spread to others. They all laughed and Jester was no exception, warm when Jester's heart was surrounded by his loyal friends.