I Borrowed Him
The Heart that is Fragile
It was a clear night that day, in a hospital located some distance from the urban center. The hospital looked quiet and only a few people were waiting for their relatives to seek treatment and get treatment at the hospital, their faces looked sad and worried. In the area of the hospital there is a garden that looks dim - dim, some garden lights that light up at that time can not illuminate every corner of the park. It was in the garden that Naomi and Daniel were talking together, and it was seen that Naomi was releasing her hand from Daniel's hand.
"Naomi.." said Daniel amid the silence of the two, Daniel's shocked face when it was clearly visible when Naomi pulled his hand forcibly.
"I can't" said Naomi, Daniel was surprised by Naomi's rejection.
"No. can... Whahuh? why are you like this? why did you say you couldn't?!" with a slight snatch Daniel asked, Naomi threw away her face.
"I'm sorry" Naomi replied briefly and coldly as she turned to leave Daniel, but Daniel immediately pulled Naomi's hand to stop walking away from her.
"Naomi wait!! say why?!" daniel's question forced Naomi to answer his question, Naomi kept her back to Daniel at that time.
"My heart is too fragile to see you with others" Naomi replied flatly, Daniel turned around Naomi and suddenly knelt in front of Naomi while holding both hands.
"Please forgive me, give me a little more time. It's less than six months away and I promise there won't be a contract extension" in a clear voice, begging Daniel to say it, but Naomi flinch as if she doesn't care about Daniel anymore.
"Stop Daniel, sorry" Naomi firmly refused, Daniel clasped Naomi's hands tighter when he heard the rejection
"Naomi I beg you!" Daniel still forces Naomi, but Daniel's actions make Naomi even more uncomfortable
"Daniel!!" Naomi snapped for Daniel to let go of her hands, while Liam and Blenda, who saw Daniel kneeling in front of Naomi, were sad. The two walked to the park chair, which was close between Naomi and Daniel.
"What exactly is this why?" liam asked as he got close to the chair, Naomi was surprised to see Liam and Blenda at that time.
Liam and Blenda sat in the garden seat and were silent for a while, Blenda with a gesture asked Naomi to sit next to him. Forcibly releasing Daniel's hand, Naomi walked up to Blenda and sat down and lowered her head, Blenda patted her gently on the back.
"Dad doesn't know what happened to you two, but Naomi.dad understands your heart is currently hurting badly because of Daniel" Liam said amid their silence, Daniel on his knees walked on his knees and put his head on Naomi's thigh.
"I just want to make up with Naomi" said Daniel whose voice began to hoarsely hold back the cries, Liam and Blenda simultaneously sighed when he heard Daniel's words.
"Naomi, do you still love Daniel?" liam softly asked, Naomi was still speechless and lowered her head for a while.
"I don't know.my heart is so fragile right now, I'm so tired.." replied Naomi, when Daniel's hand squeezed Naomi's hodie.
"I'm sorry Naomi!! i beg!!" when Daniel asked, Daniel's tears broke along with his apology. Naomi, who was shocked by Daniel to tears, tried to raise Daniel's head without saying, but Daniel refused to pull Naomi's hand.
"Do you have another man in your heart right now?" blenda asked amid their momentary silence, Naomi was jolted when Blenda asked her about it. Highlighting Naomi's eyes that had been showing a sudden feeling of anger turned into a look of guilt, Naomi lowered her head.
"Is that guy the kind of guy who bothered to pick up when Daniel left you at home?" blenda asked again because Naomi did not answer her first question, at that time Daniel's tears were getting louder and dripping on Naomi's thigh but Naomi remained silent and let Daniel cry on her shoulder.
"I once held Daniel very tightly so that he did not leave, I also often begged him to keep our relationship good - fine. I used to humble myself so I wouldn't lose Daniel and all that I've done because I love him so much" Naomi replied after she had been silent for a while, naomi's words made Liam, Blenda and Daniel look her in the face.
"Until one point I realized that the one who was leaving was still going to leave and that's when I started to stop loving her either because there was another man in my heart or not" Naomi continued her sentence, saying, Daniel lowered his head again and put his head on Naomi's thigh and wept back full of regret.
"Right now that I am unable to make peace with my own heart, my mind still often asks that I continue to hang on with Daniel but my heart is already too sick. Sorry" said Naomi, Liam sighed and then stood up and pulled Daniel to leave Naomi with Blenda that night.
"It's okay if you don't love Daniel, I understand because of Daniel's rude attitude towards you. But I ask, think well Naomi. Actually Daniel loves you very much" Blenda hugged Naomi while stroking her head several times, Naomi felt the warmth of the embrace.
"Mother, I'm sorry. I have one request of you if allowed" Naomi said in Blenda's arms at the time, as Blenda let go of her arms and clasped Naomi's shoulders as she looked at her face.
"Whatever it is, Liam and I already think of you as our child" Blenda said with a smile, Naomi lowered her head at that moment.
"I promised Becca I'd always be by her side, at least let me keep seeing her even though my relationship with Daniel might not be salvageable" Naomi told Blenda, with a slight laugh Blenda responded to Naomi's request.
"certain... Of course I'll let you, the mother who should have asked you to visit Becca. Becca and Beccy really like you as her brother, our hands are always open to you even if you break up with Daniel. The one we asked of you, Naomi, can you?" blenda asked, Naomi looked at Blenda sadly.
At the home of Jester and Naomi on a clear night, a Mercedes Benz V260 looks new to the house. After it was parked perfectly, Jester was seen getting off the car and immediately walked towards the main door of the house but the main door of the house was locked. Jester pressed the doorbell several times but there was no sign Naomi would open the door for him, then Jester turned his eyes to look at her watch which had shown at eleven o'clock in the evening.
"Has he slept? it's eleven o'clock too" asked Jester to himself, Jester pulled out his phone and called Naomi. Just ringing a few times, a taxi was seen stopping in front of their house. No sooner did Naomi appear to get out of the taxi and Jester walked up to Naomi, while the two looked into her eyes without saying anything as the taxi began to leave the house.
"I thought you were asleep, where did you come from?" jester asked, sounding relaxed to see Naomi who came out without telling him, suddenly Naomi ran and crashed herself and hugged Jester tightly.
"Naomi?! hey what's up?!! did anyone hurt you?!" jester asked in a panicked tone, but Naomi shook her head several times in the chest when she responded to his question.
"No, there's nothing" Naomi replied as she let go of her embrace, smiling at Jester.
"really? but I feel like you're no good" asked Jester suspiciously, but Naomi walked past Jester just like that to the main door of the house.
"Right, I'm fine. Did you wait long? I'm sorry I didn't say I was leaving" Naomi replied as she walked to open the door, Jester trailing Naomi as she listened to Naomi's reply
"No, don't mind me. But.." Jester's words hung, just then Naomi turned back to look at Jester
"But what?" Naomi asked in astonishment looking at Jester who looked very worried about her situation, both of them were silent for a while.
"You... you've been crying?" asked Jester, the question made Naomi even more astonished. Naomi rubbed her eyes and made sure no tears were shed at the time, but she was sure she wasn't crying all the way home.
"What are you talking about? why don't I cry, are my eyes red? maybe because I was holding back the sleepiness" asked Naomi in a tone that sounded confused and astonished, while Naomi looked back at Jester.
"That's it, fine if you're all right. Can you open the door?" jester asked, Naomi nodded and opened the door.
The two of them enter the house and separate in the main hallway of the house, Naomi towards the room while Jester towards the family room. In the room Naomi sat in front of the glass dresser and watched her face from the reflection of the glass, paying attention to the details of her face to find out where Jester knew she had been crying when she met Becca.
"When I cried when I met Becca, why did Jester say I was crying?" Naomi looked confused and asked herself, not feeling suddenly - her tears flowed.
"Why.... Why am I crying? I'm why the hell?" naomi muttered, Naomi covered her face with both hands and let her tears flow. Amidst her sudden cries the door of the room opened, the shocked Naomi immediately wiped her tears as she turned her back to the entrance.
"Aah sorry.I should have tucked the door first" said Jester because surprised Naomi suddenly turned her back, Naomi tried to adjust her breath so that Jester did not realize she was being manic.
"It's okay, what's up?" naomi asked briefly, Jester scratched her forehead several times before responding to Naomi's question.
"Thank you" Jester replied briefly, Naomi was a little surprised to hear Jester's reply
"For?" naomi asked briefly, Naomi's heart was beating fast at that time.
"You've bothered to prepare for my dinner with Camilla and it seems like everything is going well for me" Jester replied, Jester's eyes staring at the sky - the sky of the room as he uttered it.
"It's good that it's smooth, I'm glad to hear it" Naomi said with her hand squeezing the dress near her chest she was wearing at the time, the flames of jealousy burned Naomi again at that time and her heart felt pain listening to Jester's words.
"And..sorry..." Jester folded his sentence, at which time Jester's sentence again made Naomi a little surprised.
"I'm sorry? why apologize?" asked Naomi who sounded worried, in her mind Jester would break the relationship between herself and Naomi. Not feeling her tears coming back, Naomi could barely control herself anymore to hold back her tears.
"I don't know, but my heart hasn't calmed down since then. So I'm sorry, maybe something happened to you earlier and it wasn't there beside you to strengthen you... so I'm sorry" replied Jester in a voice that sounded full of guilt, like a fire extinguished by water. Naomi was silent and still turned her back on Jester, while Jester seemed to run out of words.
"That's all, good night Naomi" Jester said as she closed the door, Naomi's tears broke again as Jester closed the door.
"These tears..for who exactly? am I crying because of Jester or Daniel? geez... I'm actually why the hell?" naomi murmured while wiping away the tears that flowed from her two eyes.
