Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

I'm with you

There was nothing more beautiful and soothing than looking back at Anara's beautiful face. Seeing her smile, seeing her shady face, enjoying her scent, and of course being able to feel a warm embrace that could treat all the pain that Reynand was experiencing.

The longing, love and pain she felt in a tubi now slowly began to make her calm. Looking at Nara's face that was always there in every breath of her life. Let go of the longing that is so biting and so excruciating to the inner.

'Anara's....

This love is getting stronger. But can I still hope to have you again???'

Reynand nodded as she looked at Nara's face.

"Why look at me like that?" nara's question made Reynand slightly gasp. He shook his head slowly and smiled faintly.

"Nothing, I still feel like a dream" Reynand replied

Nara bowed and returned to spooning the rice in the plate she was holding, and fed it back to Reynand.

"Why don't you come to me again?" ask Nara

Reynand swallowed her food in her mouth and looked at Nara with a bitter smile. He shook his head as Nara wanted to feed the food again.

"You see how I am like this, how I can appear before you" Reynand replied bitterly

"You give up so easily" Nara sneered as she placed the plate on the table and gave Reynand a glass of water and medicine.

Reynand smiled faintly and received everything from Nara's hands. This was the night he had dreamed of the most. Both with Nara, even though she knows Nara's disappointment must still be so great.

Reynand took her medicine quickly, while Nara was still looking at the handsome face that still looked so pale and lethargic. There was no longer Reynand who was full of charm with her sharp gaze, no more Reynand with her haughty nature and cold face. Now only Reynand was weak and full of pain. Nara didn't even expect that Reynand could turn out like this. Was that the pain she felt???

Nara used to be so anxious that Reynand could feel her pain, but why did seeing Reynand like this she couldn't? His heart was very sick and very sad. It is undeniable that Nara's love is still so big since the past until.

"Nara.." call Reynand.

Nara blinked her eyes and looked at Reynand who was now returning her gaze.

"Can't you forgive me yet?" ask Reynand

Nara smiled faintly and sighed for a moment.

"Don't I tell you a long time ago, if I've forgiven you" replied Nara

"Is your disappointment still so great to me?" ask Reynand again. His eyes were still sad and sad.

"Yes, even now it's getting bigger" Nara replied.

Reynand was stunned and bitterly looked down. His breath looks so heavy.

"Not that I gave up fighting for you Nara. I'd love to fight you back, find your love again. But there's nothing more I can be proud of, I'm no longer the Reynand that was, that was full of power. God punished me for the mistake I made. I don't even know how to get up. All I know is that the love you gave me is still always saved, and that love makes me even more unable to forget all of it" Reynand said. His eyes returned to glass. The word 'as her own' is still always pinned in her heart.

"You can't do anything because of your own stupidity" said Nara looking at Reynand who was still bowed.

"Why did you act stupid and give it all to me, I'm really disappointed in you Rey" added Nara again

Reynand looked up, looking at Nara's watery eyes again.

"I don't like you sacrificing everything for me. Why don't you let me die.."

"Nara...no" Reynand said quickly, she immediately grabbed Nara's hand and clasped her firmly.

Again, Nara's tears again dripped on her beautiful face. Reynand shook her head painfully and wiped those tears away.

"I won't let you die, I want you to stay alive and happy again. Either way, I want you to be happy and healthy again Nara. It's enough of you to suffer because of me" Reynand said with eyes that also began to water and pool.

"Let me suffer, let me replace your pain. I'm fine, I accept it because it's my fault. This is my recompense for my sin on you" said Reynand, who also shed tears.

Nara shook her head and looked down painfully, more and more tears flooded her face.

"You let me live, but you don't know if nothing can make me happy even when I'm healthy" Nara replied with sobs that she couldn't stand, his hand began to return Reynand's hand.

"Nara.." said Reynand.

"The pain is still the same Rey" Nara said again

Their hands clasped tightly together, and they cried again together in Reynand's bathroom. The day was getting late, although the drizzle no longer fell, but in the room the rain of tears still existed. It was as if it was no longer the sky that brought out pain, but the two of them.

"You want me to be happy by letting you get hurt, but you don't know that I'll be happy if you're happy too....." Nara was sobbing so bitterly.

Reynand immediately moved out of the wheelchair and sat next to Nara with all her might. He immediately pulled Nara into his arms, hugging Nara firmly and with a heart that could no longer be described how sad she was.

Nara cries in Reynand's arms, she wants Reynand to know how she's been feeling. He looks good, but his heart is not like that. Especially seeing Reynand like this.

"I'm sorry, please forgive me" Reynand continued. There was nothing else he could say but that.

Nara hugged Reynand's body firmly.

"Why are you doing all this Rey, I should be sick enough, you should let me......"

"No Nara no" Reynand said quickly, she immediately cupped Nara's face and wiped the tears on the pretty face with trembling hands. The beautiful face that she always let out her tears, the beautiful face that she always hurt her heart.

"I don't want you to feel it alone. Whatever I have done is not worth your struggle all along. The pain I felt wasn't as painful as Nara's"

"I'm sorry for my stupidity that never saw your love, I closed my heart to others and waited for my childhood love, but foolishly I didn't realize that the woman I was looking for was you. I'm sorry, please don't cry because of me anymore" said Reynand, who was still looking at Nara's face

"You're looking for me, but you're in a relationship with Cleo" muttered Nara bowed bitterly

Reynand smiled and pulled Nara's chin to face her.

"Later I'll tell you everything, everything about me and Cleo" Reynand said

"Nara's...." Reynand rubbed Nara's face gently again

"Since long ago, I loved that beautiful teenage girl I met under that yellow tree. But I lost track of her, but since knowing you as Anara, without me realizing the longer I live with you, you seem to be able to replace her position, you can seize my heart, you can take my place, it's just that I'm so stupid that I can't see it because my heart and eyes are blind" Reynand said

Nara looked at him with a glance.

"I know I'm a jerk, but I beg you, I'm sorry. I'm really not as strong as you are Nara. It hurts so much, I've lost everything, but the most painful thing is when I lose you" Reynand said, making Nara's eyes water again.

"I'm sorry" Reynand said.

Nara grabbed Reynand's hand on her face and grasped it gently.

"I've forgiven you, but if you're serious in your words. Then do something else for me" asked Nara anyway.

Reynand nodded without hesitation.

"Whatever I will do to avenge your pain Nara" Reynand replied.

"Go back healthy, come back like Reynand who always has ambition, come back to be a strong and passionate Reynand again. I know there's a lot you still want to do" Nara said.

"Nara's..." Reynand smiled poignantly at Nara's request, which did not hurt but energized her.

"Can you do it for me, Rey?" ask Nara.

"I can do it, but if you keep going, I'm not sure" muttered Reynand bowed sadly. However, his strength and spirit are only in Nara.

Reynand was stunned when she felt Nara's hand grip strengthen in her hand.

"What if I was around you you could get back up?" ask Nara

Reynand looked up, looking at Nara in disbelief. Even to ask Nara back she was already very helpless.

"Nara's..." Reynand immediately hugged Nara firmly and kissed her head.

"I promise, I promise to get back up. I'll be like Reynand you want me to be. I promised Nara" Reynand said so hotly

Nara smiled and returned Reynand's embrace.

What is wrong with forgiveness?

If he goes his tormented heart.

Perhaps by learning to forgive and accept Reynand back, things can improve.

From then until now, his heart could not turn away.

Whatever pain he's been in, Reynand is where he's back.

Stupid you???

Some might say she is the dumbest woman in the world.

But believe me, if there is no hurt word, then what is the word sorry created for??

God has taught that if all mistakes are made, they can still be corrected with opportunity.