Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

Reynand's accident

Reynand sat looking at the dark but bright night sky. This mid-November every night the moon and stars are always present. It did not feel beautiful, because the beauty he wanted was already destroyed and no longer remained. Not even a hint of love rubble was found in Anara's beautiful eyes. There was no longer a beautiful smile that always welcomed his arrival, no longer the gaze of love that he always saw every day.

Now only a blank and empty gaze seemed able to hit Reynand's heart firmly. Yes, he has lost Anara's love, and the pain is that Anara left when he realized that he had indeed fallen in love with his wife. Even eleven years ago, he fell in love with a little brother he met under a yellow tree in early October.

But now, all seemed lost, destroyed and no longer left because of his own mistakes. The folly of her who never realized about Nara's love and it turns out Nara is the person she was looking for all this time.

Reynand smiled smirkingly, rubbing her disheveled face roughly. This regret really made him helpless. It's only been two weeks, but it's been so hard, what about Nara who can last for two years? Even now the girl's body has also borne a disease that is not easy to cure. Nara's suffering is quite great, and all is due to Reynand.

Yes, if Nara can last that long, then Reynand should also be able to. Although for his entire life he endured this regret, then he accepted. As long as he can still see Anara.

The day was past midnight, and Reynand was still sitting in front of the saung which became his overnight place. He was not allowed to enter the house of Princess Eyang at all, even just to see Nara for a while also could not. So, finally he could only sit in this place while occasionally paying attention to the back door that had been tightly closed since this afternoon.

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Next morning.....

Reynand had woken up and had cleaned herself up. Sleep only a few hours, and it can not be restful and comfortable anymore. Currently he was sitting in front of the saung and again noticed the door of the princess's house that was still closed. Hope someone gets out of there and takes Nara for him. But.all feels impossible. Reynand was already like a fool with her sad face now. Like beggars who expect their mercy. Sometimes, she did not expect that her life would change drastically like this. From a young master Adiputra who had everything, now only a pitiful Reynand was filled with misfortune.

The door of the house suddenly opened, and suddenly it made Reynand immediately stand up and want to get closer to the house. But his footsteps immediately stopped when all he saw was Arya who came out with something in her hand.

Arya walked closer towards Reynand, looking at Reynand flatly and coldly. There was no longer any respect and his polite look at this Adiputra master. Because now Reynand is no longer who.

"It's breakfast for you" said Arya who handed a tray containing a bowl of porridge to Reynand and also a glass of water

"Where's Nara?" Reynand no longer cared about that, all she wanted was Anara

Arya snorted cynically, she handed the tray rudely to Reynand. Reynand swiftly received it and immediately grabbed it until the drinking water was spilled a little about his shirt.

"Do you no longer have the mind of the master, you are left to stay here is good, and now you still want to find Nara. Is it not enough to make him suffer?" arya asked furiously

Reynand sighed softly and bowed at a glance

"I can't make amends, I just want to fix things" Reynand said

"You want to come back after you've lost all of it. What if you're still in power you still want good intentions like this?" cynical Aryan. It's so bad he hit Reynand's nose. If it wasn't for Nara and Eyang's daughter, Reynand's been out since last night.

Reynand looked up and looked at Arya

"I know my mistake was already so great. It even made Nara hate me like this. But I really want to fix everything, I want to apologize to Nara and prove to her that I am really sincere" Reynand said so seriously. But Arya still will no longer believe the words of this man who is still Nara's husband. He was already so disappointed, and to believe it would indeed be so difficult.

Arya snorted cynically and shook her head

"After what you do you think Nara will want to come back that easy? It won't. You have not only broken his heart, but also his life" Arya said

Reynand bowed down again and sighed heavily and felt pain. He knows, he knows. But...is there no second chance to correct and make amends????

"It's free to talk to a stubborn person like you. I just hope that you no longer make Nara burdened with your presence here. The wound in his heart is deep enough" said Arya. And Reynand just fell silent hearing that. The words were like a deep incision in his heart.

"Better now you have breakfast and after that work" said Arya

"Working?" reynand

"Yes, do you think you're just eating sleep here. The princess asked you to clean the cow shed. I'm grateful that he wanted to give you breakfast today" said Arya so ketus and after saying that he immediately walked to leave Reynand to the cow pen owned by Eyang princess, leaving Reynand still staring at the bowl of porridge.

Reynand took a heavy breath, he sat back in the chair in front of the saung. Looked at the porridge bowl with a poignant look.

His hands shook grabbing the spoon, spooning it a little and putting it into his mouth that felt dry. Ever since last night, he had forgotten the last time he put something in his stomach. There was no hunger and it had to be the one he felt, only his body was indeed limp due to the increased stomach acid.

'Already grateful to be given breakfast' said Arya back ringing, making Reynand immediately smile miris. Yes, indeed he must be grateful, because to buy food alone even he no longer has money. Really sad.

Although not tasteful, but Reynand still forced to spend a bowl of porridge without toppings and sauce. Only rice is cooked with so much water and given so little salt. It seems that Bimantara's grandmother really helped Nara to avenge her heartache.

After finishing breakfast, Reynand immediately followed Arya who had been in the cow cage that looked very spacious. There were dozens of dairy cows there, and it made Reynand shudder and shiver.

"Mas Reynand" he said

Reynand immediately nodded and looked at the middle-aged man's astonishment, he put on his boots and carried a floor-brushing broom and also a bucket of water

"The task is to clean the cage here. This is the tool" the worker said, handing a broom and a bucket of water to Reynand. Reynand accepted hesitantly and looked at the cow pen that was already filled with dirt. He turned to Arya who was feeding the cow along with the other workers

"Can you be mas?" ask the worker who surprised Reynand

"Oh yes sir" Reynand answered quickly. He couldn't possibly refuse right, could he be directly attacked by the princess and Arya later, let alone Bimantara. Reynand sighed again and somehow he did that a thousand times. Remembering about Bimantara makes his heart even more bitter. I don't know what Bimantara did in there with Nara. Reynand really did not know how to, just wanted to fight but his rival was already heavy.

After the worker left, Reynand immediately approached the cowshed. The pungent smell of cow dung makes her really nauseous and want to vomit. His head also became dizzy, but as much as possible he tried to restrain him.

Slowly he began to sweep away the dirt and water it with a little water. Several times he looked like he wanted to vomit, even his face was already pale and cold sweaty. But to stop he had to think a thousand times, especially now that the princess's personal servant was already here and monitoring his work.

Arya who was not far from there once in a while only glanced cynically at Reynand who looked so miserable. Didn't expect that the famous and arrogant Mr. Adiputra was now willing to clean the cow pen and play with the dirt. How shiny. If the public knew, then this would be the most horrendous news in the world right? A Reynand Adiputra, after being kicked out of Adidaksa company is now turning into a jobless worker and willing to clean the cow pen for a bite of rice??? Waw.... Arya immediately smiled amusedly if she imagined that. But...... What is it that he should do???????? It seems interesting to see this haughty master suffer even more. A wicked laugh came out of his mouth.

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While not far away in the corner of the house, the princess and Bimantara stood together with the same face could not help but smile when they saw Reynand who was so troubled. It seems like everyone is really enjoying Reynand's current plight. Howmirious

"So he's a young master who just went broke?" ask Princess

"True Eyang, Bima even did not think that he was the husband of Nara" replied Bimantara

The princess smiled and rubbed the sturdy shoulders of her grandson

"They're having problems, you don't go in and add to their problems. Not good" said Princess Eyang

Bimantara frowned and immediately looked at her grandmother in surprise

"What do you mean?" bima asked, Eyang princess immediately shook her head and looked back at Reynand who was still working there

"Eyang knows you like the girl" said the princess, and Bimantara slightly gasped at her hearing

"For now we just need to help him, let God bring his own destiny" said Princess Eyang again

Bimantara smiled and nodded

"Bima knows Eyang, Bima also does not want to be a grabber of people's wives. But if they're separated, maybe a different story" Bimantara replied with a little laugh made the princess directly hit her shoulder with anxiety

"His sweet is the same wife of people" taunted Eyang princess

"Well, I liked it a long time ago. Bima also did not know that she was married. No one knows their relationship either. Know it was also only last night" replied Bimantara

"But Eyang.." call Bimantara then.

"What?" ask Princess

"Will Nara be healed?" bimantara asked with a face that changed. Although he was hurt and disappointed when he found out Nara was married, but his heart had indeed fallen on the girl for a long time. And seeing the state of Nara that now he really did not have the heart and was so sad. No matter who Nara belongs to, Bimantara is only worried about her circumstances

The princess sighed softly and shook her head

"So, his blood is very rare. You know there are only a few gold blood types in the world. Eyang not sure if Nara can be cured, let alone looking for a kidney donor, certainly will not be easily obtained" said Eyang putri

"Bima must help find Eyang" said Bima so sure

"You helped her like this, but if she's back with her husband how is it?" ask Princess

Bimantara smiled faintly and shook her head, although her heart ached hearing that, but she also could not stay silent

"It's okay. Bima will follow the destiny as Eyang said earlier" replied Bimantara so resigned