Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

The Painful Reality

Reynand stared at the head of Nara, who was already weakly drooping and no longer conscious. Blood came out of its core and quite a lot. The rain that flowed that afternoon made the ground turn red. There is no pain more painful than that felt by an Anara Polie.

Reynand's trembling hand rubbed Nara's cold pale face. Witnessed by dozens of people and also the rain that continues to pour increasingly heavy. How devastated Reynand was when she found out who Anara really was.

His heart seemed to be hit by something so big that it felt so painful and throbbed strongly.

Anara, the beautiful teenager she once helped eleven years ago. A beautiful teenager who once made a sweet promise to her. And the beautiful teenager he's been looking for all this time.

No, it can't be Nara. And why should Nara???

Tears were not noticeably dripping on that face but were disguised by the rain that had soaked his body. No one dared to approach, everyone seemed to be waiting for what exactly was done by Mr. Adiputra there.

No one knows that Reynand is still convincing his heart if someone who is his wife is someone he has been looking for all along.

The person he had treated so cruelly turned out to be his little sister.

And the one he treated unfairly was his first love.

No, it's impossible..

October in the rain

Eleven years ago

and a sweet promise from a beautiful teenager

"Nara..." - Ogre Reynand rubbed the pale face that was no longer inhabited.

"Yahoooooooooooo!!!!!!!!" reynand's shout was so thunderous that it exceeded the sound of rain that second

"Naraaa, no, she's not you Nara. She's not you" Reynand said hugging Nara's body with her regretful cry. Hugging the body he always hurt, crying over someone he always considered a burden to life. But in fact now even he who is so sorry that his taste does not know what to do

"Yahoo!!!!!" call Reynand again. But free, Anara Polie no longer can hear it. Anara has entered her subconscious. He was no longer able to endure the pain that so tormented his body and heart. Reynand's cruelty is out of bounds. And her love can no longer endure.

Under the black sky and amidst the torrential rain, Reynand's regretful cries instantly broke out. All the memories of his treatment of Nara instantly popped up. Making his heart feel more guilty and turbulent with great. How he treated Nara all this time, was so vile.

Reynand grimaced sickly, very sick. Moreover, seeing Anara who was drooping weakly and no longer energetic. He really couldn't help his feelings.

Reynand lifts Nara's body into her sling. His body felt so weak and so fragile. Her white dress looks dirty by the wet soil and also the blood that flows continuously.

Reynand's face paled at the blood, but if she still cried regret there, then Nara would really die.

Reynand immediately takes Nara to her car. Witnessed by everyone still there. Although the rain kept fluttering, but they knew how panicked and tense his face was of a master Adiputra.

In the car that was heading to the hospital, Reynand's eyes could not be separated from Nara's weak face. His face was extremely pale and it was the pale face that Reynand had always encountered this late end. Reynand's hand shook with Nara's. He really did not think if the beautiful teenager, it turns out to be Anara Polie.

After arriving in front of the hospital, Reynand immediately brought Nara inside to get help. He even ran a little to bring Nara's body inside. It is impossible to guess how Reynand's face looks at the moment. It felt like he wanted to punish and kill himself now. He really is the dumbest man in the world. Hating someone she's always been looking for long ago.

Reynand was sitting limp in front of the IGD room where Nara was being treated. Reynand's face was pale, but the guilty look was still so clearly emanated there.

He beat his head repeatedly, trying to resuscitate his stupid brain. Dizzy feeling in the head he no longer ignored.What is in his mind at this time is why can he not know if Anara is a beautiful teenager??? Even with her cruelty she always tortured Nara every day of her.

Though he himself said, if he waited for Nara to keep his promise, and after Nara kept that promise, he instead made Nara tormented every day. Reynand was really sorry.

"Mr Reynand" called a doctor who had just come out of Nara's room.

 Reynand gasped and immediately stood looking at the doctor's face

"There's something we need to talk about" the woman's doctor said in a serious manner

Reynand simply nodded and followed the doctor into a room. Reynand sat in front of the doctor and was still in her wet clothes. But he no longer ignored. Even the female doctor was a little astonished to see Reynand. A leader of a large company that always looks neat and elegant. But today he came to the hospital carrying a girl with a random appearance even her face looks so frustrating.

"Did the girl have a disease?" ask the doctor. Reynand was silent to hear it. But he immediately shook his head slowly. He doesn't know Nara's situation, not even a little bit he never knows. All she knew for two years was that Nara always looked healthy and smiled carelessly. But at the end of this he was indeed so weak and pale

"Master, like her the girl does have a pretty serious illness. And from the symptoms I saw, the girl had a deadly disease, like"

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"You're kidding doctor" Reynand murmured

"This is just a prediction, sir. Our team is examining him, it may take another hour or two" the doctor replied

Reynand nodded in disbelief. His breath arrived suddenly dusty and felt tight. He immediately got up from his chair and immediately walked out in a hurry. Leaving the female doctor who was looking at her confusedly.

Reynand walked over with a little run. Again his brain was out of sync with what he heard today. Even the road to his camp feels so far away right now. Reynand's footsteps were so slow, he seemed to be walking on the water at this time. Hopefully the doctor's guess was wrong, he'll have to figure it out now.

Reynand passed Thunder, his assistant had just arrived. Thunder was seen carrying a paper bag and also Reynand's goods

"We go home" asked Reynand who just kept passing quickly. Thunder looked at him in wonder, yet continued to follow him. I don't know what this young master is going to do. Actually Thunder is also surprised because why Reynand so hate Anara Polie? but today she saw for herself with her eyes if Reynand looked so compassionate and distressed to see the owner of the Polie company faint and unconscious. He did not know if the girl was the wife of Sirih Reynand. That haughty man was so good at covering it up.

Finally, Thunder took Reynand to the house he had been to several times. Although curious, yet he never dared to ask.

After the car stopped, Reynand immediately got out of the car and a little ran into the house leaving Thunder who had not even had time to open the car door for him.

Reynad unlocked the door in a bit of a hurry. The key he always carries because they do have one key each.

Reynand immediately ran towards Nara's room. Enter the room which was apparently not locked by the owner. Reynand's feet, which had been impatient to get in, stared at the door. His face was tense again and so sad to see the blackened blood spots in the room. The blood that came out when Reynand beat him that night.

"Nara..." muttered Reynand so softly. Moreover, seeing blood spots that look like traces dragged into the bathroom. It is true that Reynand's heart is so twisted to see her. It hurt so much that Nara could no longer walk

Reynand's feet were walking weakly following the trail of blood that had dried up. Nara must not be able to clean it until she just let her room dirty like this. Even on top of the bed Reynand also saw blood spots that had also dried up.

Reynand immediately sat down limply on Nara's bed. His face paled, because he really could not see blood since the incident a few years ago. But now that's not what he's thinking about anymore. Right now his heart really feels like it wants to get out of its place. Even since then his heart continues to throb in pain seeing this reality.

Reynand bowed with her eyes closed

"Do I still deserve to say sorry to you Nara" Reynand murmured

He took his breath in. Even he himself could not interpret how much regret he currently had. Although Nara marries her and seizes Cleo's happiness, when Reynand finds out that Nara is her little sister, she goes awry and feels deeply sorry. Why couldn't he realize it any longer so he didn't have to torture Nara like this.

Reynand moved, and walked slowly towards Nara's dressing table. He sat in front of the dresser. Looking at the dresser where Nara always polishes her face to always be fresh and beautiful.

"I want to look beautiful in front of my husband" said Nara immediately ringed in Reynand's ear, making her smile instantly so sliced. Even his eyes were back in glass.

Reynand pulled a small drawer in front of her. And he immediately found an old diary book that was coupled with a silver bracelet on top of it.

Reynand snorted a smile yet with a face that was shattered and filled with regret. He grabbed the bracelet. And he knew, it was his favorite bracelet back then, a bracelet from his grandfather that he gave to a beautiful teenager who was grieving.

The silver bracelet that is still good engraves its name. Reynand.

"Even you still keep it well" Reynand murmured

Reynand opened the old diary. Inside the first cover is a photo of Nara's teenager who is exactly like her little sister. Full of bright smiles and beautiful. Reynand rubbed the photo gently, reflecting back on her meeting with her little sister eleven years ago, in the same October of the same rainy season.

"When I grow up, I'll get married to my sister as a thank you"

Nara's innocent expression made Reynand bow with her eyes closed. His heart again hurt. Why must this way Nara enter into his life. Why take advantage of the difficult situation at that time? Why should it be in this way their meeting after eleven years??? Why make Reynand act cruel, and finally Nara hurt

'I'm sorry Nara' Inner Reynand so many times. Only in his heart, he was truly unable to say that, not because of prestige but because his guilt was so great that Reynand did not know whether it was still appropriate for him to apologize to the girl

Reynand's eyes found a large brown envelope underneath the diary of Nara. He immediately put down the diary and grabbed the envelope that was still in the drawer. The envelope that Reynand knew was a medical note, because it was wrapped in the name of a hospital .

Reynand's hand shook slightly holding the object, even his heart rumbled back violently after he had dissolved in memories with his little sister.

Slowly Reynand opened the hook that was blocking him. He pulled some paper from inside. Paper with writing that is difficult to understand. But for Reynand Adiputra, he knew what he was seeing now. Reynand's breath began to hunt, looking at the note, as what the doctor had said earlier was true.

Reynand's heart seemed to be hit by something back, even his eyes and mouth were flabbergasted to see Nara's medical results. Reynand's hands trembled so strongly, her face paled even her eyes instantly glazed over.

Reynand's head shook in disbelief at what he saw

"Stage Three Kidney Cancer"