Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

October Is Coming Again

Time moves by so fast, and days pass by. Even every second that passes can no longer be felt. Happy, crying and tears, all come and go with time.

And it could not be imagined, if now Nara could still enjoy this world so mortal. He was still left alive and healthy again as he used to after he almost died eaten by the disease.

And what is never imagined is that he can still meet with October this year. The moon where all the sweet and bitter memories of Nara are hidden in her. The rain and heat that came in turn made Nara again have to be grateful for what God has given. He still has to carry out his role in a world that still feels painful and empty. Sometimes he thinks, why is he healthy again if his heart is now painful and empty? I don't know, God's destiny who could have guessed.

Nara took a deep breath and looked out at the company building. Where else is October filled with relentless rain. And once again, he hated this atmosphere so much. The atmosphere that made his heart even more uncertain.

The sound of an open door did not make Nara allow her view of the drizzling rain that now flushed the city of Jakarta that afternoon. Because looking at this, there is a sense of longing, emptiness and love that is still left, like a trail of rain that will imprint on the ground where it crashed.

"Nara..." A call from Arya made Nara turn towards her, but only a glance!

"You can sign this. The file here is already mounting and waiting for your hands to work. The rain out there will never stop if you keep looking at it" said Arya

Nara snorted and sighed

"There is no other sight that can catch my attention than the rain out there" replied Nara who now turned and sat in her seat

Arya smiled looking at Nara who was refreshed. Since a few months after her operation, only two weeks ago Nara again led the company Polie. And now the Polie company has stood stable again.

"Dopindo Company proposes abandoned project cooperation in the city of Bandung. They wanted to make a bigger bridge and build a hotel around the area. What say?" ask Arya. He was sitting in front of Nara now

Nara fell silent, she looked at Arya intently

"Dopindo Company?" muttered Nara and Arya instantly nodded

"Did they believe in us, didn't they themselves cancel the partnership and seek redress?" ask Nara

"Yes, but all the losses have been handled by your ex-husband since we left. We have nothing to do with them anymore" said Arya

Nara was stunned for a moment, but after that she immediately nodded

"Yes, take care of everything. It is easy that he was not consumed by the incitement of Mr. Baskoro and also Mr. Abas" said Nara

"No, it's all still going well. Your stepfather is still on the job now, having been proven to commit fraud cases some time ago. While Mr. Abas, we have no relation whatsoever to the large company that almost faltered" said Arya

Nara nodded slowly, but again she thought of something that until now had not been known the truth. But is it still necessary?

"Just take care of everything" replied Nara who now began to open the documents that should be examined her

Arya watched Nara's face fixedly. She is already healthy, but Arya can see if Nara still holds something in her heart. He was smiling, but his smile still bore a thousand wounds and longings. Has Nara not been able to forget that guy???

"It's been a few months Nara, haven't you been able to forget?" asked Arya who could no longer hold back her curiosity

Nara looked up and smiled thinly

"Why are you asking like that?" ask Nara

"He's gone, but until now you've always behaved like he was with you. You are still not a cheerful Nara as before knowing her" said Arya

"It's not that easy Yo" replied Nara

"Is your love so great that you can't see another beauty trying to get into your heart??" ask Arya

Nara sighed slowly and shook her head

And that's the truth, ever since she chose to let Reynand go, and ever since that guy left her life, Nara hasn't killed all her feelings, his heart and soul also seemed to have left with Reynand's departure a few months ago. How else could he open his heart to others? If he feels he no longer has all that. Everything he had left to Reynand, and now Reynand had taken her away.

"That's it, you can continue your work. After this I will go home first" said Nara

"Hurry up?" ask Arya

"I want to be grieving after home" replied Nara

"It's still raining, and it's only a week ago that you went there" Arya replied

"I just miss" Nara replied, making Arya instantly speechless.

"All right, but I can't keep you company, I have to be late tonight. There's a lot of work I still have to finish" Arya said

"Hmmm, no problem. I prefer it myself" replied Nara

"You are like that" Arya snorted and immediately got up from her chair, leaving Nara who was just smiling faintly.

Nara went back to check the already so mountainous document. Today he was so lazy to work actually, but want how else. This is his responsibility, and he is so grateful that his mother's legacy company can still stand well until now. And all because.

And at about four in the afternoon, Nara finally decided to go home. He returns home in a taxi because Arya does not allow him to drive himself.

And not until an hour later Nara has arrived in front of her minimalist home. Home with a million bitter memories with Reynand. Yes, although it was filled with bitter memories, but still Nara could not leave this house. He couldn't leave this house empty for so long. Because after all, this is a place that will be his shelter.

Since Nara was discharged from the hospital, Arya brought her back to this house. The house is empty, but Nara knows that before Reynand leaves, she must have stayed here. The smell of her body even Nara can still feel to this day.

Nara opened the door of the house, which again was just the usual void that greeted her. The shadow of him serving all of Reynand's needs immediately flashed, especially with the treatment of the man. It hurt, of course, but he no longer remembered the pain. All she remembers is about her love and all Reynand struggles for her.

Nara went into the room, but she immediately sat down in front of the ornamental table. Looking at his face was reflected that big. A face that is no longer as sad as it used to be, a face that no longer needs a thick makeup decoration to cover his pale face. Nara rarely wears makeup. For whom else would she decorate if there was no longer her purpose.

Nara's hand touched the bend of the desk drawer, she pulled her slowly. Still neatly stored her diary in there along with Reynand's silver bracelet, and also a.

The necklace that Nara had given Reynand first as an expression of gratitude for helping her.

Nara smiled faintly, not expecting Reynand to keep this necklace for eleven years. October is twelve years old. As long as it's their complicated story.

Nara's hand held the necklace gently, and what made her smile was a beautiful engraving behind the necklace's weir. Carving kemuning flowers.

Reynand. if all goes well, surely our story will not end this badly.

...

After cleaning up, Nara decides to go somewhere. A place where all prayer and sorrow will always be imprinted if there.

Nara's bare feet slowly stepped on the grass grass that was embedded neatly. The wet and cold feeling instantly absorbed his body because the grass was wet by rainwater. Long dress in white color and also a matching veil that he wore was waved swept by the wind on a day that had begun to twilight.

Nara's eyes looked forward. In his hand carried a basket of sow flowers that were still so fresh. Flowers as a gift for the person who once filled his life during this time.

He misses, he wants to pour out all his heart again. Although now he will only reveal to a headstone that can no longer reply to his words....

Visual bonus. Anara Polie's