Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

Dinner Together

Lose with the situation

Love that wants to kill me slowly

Scraping every joint of life I have

But hope still makes me have to survive

There are a lot of things I haven't finished yet

The love..

Howareyou?

My heart misses meeting?

Are you still remembering me

In October, my love is still with you

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Beautiful eyes that glint looking at every beautiful carving embedded on a white canvas. Every curve and color that is drawn is true as painted from the heart. There are many meanings implied in the painting, traces of a story that will not be forgotten.

See, despite trying to forget and give up, but still the heart always betrays. Although the pain and disappointment are still so inherent, but why still miss???

Wherever and whatever the circumstances, remains one name that always crosses the heart and mind.

People have said, if the best medicine is not new people, but time!

But why did those two things not apply to Nara at all? There was no best medicine he had gotten for these few months. The more time he passed, the more homesickness gathered in his heart. The more he gets to know a new person, the more reluctant he is to close the sheet that has passed.

Why is this sick????

Once again, Nara's eyes were still staring at the painting she had bought displayed this afternoon. The correct painting really reminds me of the story of her twelve years ago. There is no sign of who the painter is. There was only a small piece of writing on the corner of the canvas.

'most beautiful october'

Nara smiled thinly but looked so bitter. He knew who this was, there was no one else but him.

Yes, it is hypocritical of his heart. He said give up and stop, but still love and miss.

Never mind, it's all over. Let this love be there whenever he wants to stay there.

Nara turned her body, grabbed a small bag on the table and put on her leather jacket. The sound of a car horn has been heard out there, making Nara's footsteps immediately leave the painting in the corner of the room.

...

"Why so long? I thought you were sleeping?" ask Bimantara while opening the car door for Nara

Nara smiled and got into the car, making Bimantara immediately close the door of the car and immediately entered after Nara.

"You're so impatient. Are you so hungry?" asked Nara while looking at Bimantara who was wearing his seatbelt

Bimantara chuckles and starts driving her car away from Nara's house

"A thousand times I've asked you to come out and eat together. And only tonight did you approve of it. Of course, I was impatient and my hunger also increased many times" replied Bimantara

Nara immediately snorted a smile hearing that expression.

"Your expression is too exaggerated Bima" said Nara

"Everything will always be excessive when dealing with you" said Bima

Nara just shook her head slowly and smiled faintly.

Bimantara glanced at Nara and smiled faintly. She was so happy tonight, because Nara finally wanted to go out alone with her. Usually they always come out the three with the long-haired guy. But tonight, Bima can finally enjoy time alone with Nara. Things that have never happened in a few months. If invited alone, Nara would always refuse, and promised at other times. Maybe tonight Nara is tired of the bill of promise from Bima, then with forced Nara to accept his invitation.

No problem, Bima knows if Nara has not been able to forget the haughty master, who even his existence alone no one knows.

Since the departure of Reynand, Bimantara always tried to approach Nara, trying to knock back Nara's heart which he had closed tightly. But until now, it has been difficult. Whether how much Nara loves the haughty man, Bima really amazed.

But even so, he would not give up. Her love for Nara is deep and longing.

There wasn't much they talked about on the way to the intended dining venue. Nara was more silent and only responded to the words of Bimantara.

And not long after that Bima immediately parked his car in front of a classic restaurant. Tonight the rain did not fall, so his intention to dinner together with Nara was smooth and controlled.

Nara got out of the car and watched the restaurant. The restaurant is quite luxurious, but the place is comfortable and stands like a saung saung decorated with beautiful lights.

"Come in" Bima asked

Nara nodded and smiled faintly. The two of them went inside and walked along. The visitors of the night were quite a lot, because indeed today is a holiday.

They sit at a table located a little corner of the room, making the view from there clearly visible but they are not too flashy. It's pretty convenient for Nara.

A waitress restaurant came and brought a menu book

"What did you order Nara?" ask Bima

"Anything, the most important thing is not to be fatty" replied Nara

Bima chuckled softly and immediately nodded. Since she had been with Nara a lot, she already knew how this woman tastes.

Quinoe, brown rice, salmon and salad and bowl smothies are the options for them to eat tonight.

Bima handed back her menu book to the waitress after she recorded their order.

"It's pretty comfortable, isn't it?" Bimantara tried to open the chat. He couldn't stay still if he was with Nara. Staring at the beautiful and graceful face of Nara makes her never bored. So the only way to see the scene is to always invite him to talk. Because if you just look at it, it won't be polite.

"Yes, do you go to this place often?" ask Nara anyway

"Hmm. The food is quite good, but if it comes alone it is not the best choice" replied Bimantara

"Why?" asked Nara strangely

"You don't see who comes to this place more young people pair up. And if it comes to themselves will they not think that I am a pathetic man?" bimantara

Nara immediately snorted a smile hearing that

"Your mind is too much. This is a place to eat not a place to show off the couple" said Nara, but Bima immediately shook her head and sighed for a moment

"You understand the fate of singles like me. At the age of this old, of course, such a thing becomes quite sensitive" said Bimantara

Nara smiled at Bima, the face of this man is handsome, but can always change the expression. Very frequency with Arya

"Then you have to find a partner" said Nara

"Yes, I was looking for. But dear that I approach the heart of stone" said Bima

Nara smiled faintly and shook her head slowly

"Then look for the soft-hearted. There are many options in the world" Nara replied

"For love, what can you choose?" tanya Bimantara looked at Nara with clinging

Nara was stunned for a moment, but a second later she immediately sniffed her shoulders indifferently coinciding with the waiter who came to bring their order.

"Please sir, miss" said the waiter so kindly

"Thank you" said Bimantara while Nara just smiled

They started to enjoy their food and ignored their sensitive conversation.

"Nake?" ask Bimantara

"Lumayan" answered Nara

"Not a satisfactory answer" said Bimantara made Nara immediately laugh. And really, Nara's laughter and smile really make Bima's heart so rustled warmly even without realizing he continued to look at this beautiful face without getting bored.

Nara who felt looked at was only silent and indifferent, because really she did not want to give any hope to this good man.

Nara chewed her fruit while looking away at other objects, but suddenly she frowned when she saw someone at the end there also watched her closely.

Isn't that........ Zelina????

It's pretty far between his desk and the cashier's table. But Nara's eyes could still see clearly if the girl was Zelina. Nara didn't believe what she saw. Why is Zelina here and wearing a maid outfit? Does he work here?? Since when???? It had been a long time since she had met Zelina, but she still remembered the beautiful face of the young girl.

"Hey, what are you looking at?" bima's question took Nara by surprise. He straightened his eyes and shook his head slowly

"Nothing" Nara replied with a faint smile

He continued to eat his food while Bimantara turned to look at Nara earlier. There was no object of any interest, then what did Nara see????

...

While Zelina is also still glued to her place. Since Nara and Bima entered earlier he had already seen them. Zelina really did not expect to be able to see Nara here, yesterday Arya and now Nara.

And what makes her more surprised is, it turns out Nara already has a replacement for her brother.

Zelina smiled bitterly at this. Nara is not wrong if she is related to another man because no matter how Nara's relationship with her brother is over.

But what makes Zelina sad is, Nara looks able to laugh and smile, while her brother, slumped in his longing and love for Nara......