Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

Risking Life

The eyes felt so heavy to open, but the clink of time had to tell her to wake up immediately. Nara slightly grimaced when she felt that her body really had crumbled, let alone the pain on her waist that was really agonizing. Slowly the leg level down and tread on the floor that somehow feels so cold, or because it is his body that is getting increasingly unhealthy and can not feel comfort anymore.

Nara's eyes glanced at the small clock on the table, it was already 06:30. Even when he opened his eyes he had lost to the sun, especially in later life. I don't know, Nara can't imagine it, being able to wake up every morning has become a blessing for her.

Although tired and heavy, but Nara still had to get up and prepare breakfast for Reynand as usual. Aunt Jum only came during the afternoon, it was only to clean up the house that she left to work, for the purposes of Reynand, all she herself who served her.

After washing her face and changing her clothes, Nara went straight out to the kitchen, but she was shocked by the existence of Reynand who had been sitting at the table eating with a face so coldly staring at her. There was nothing in front of the man, he just sat there quietly and waited for Nara's presence, yes Nara should know if this man was filled with discipline.

"Have you forgotten your duty?" reynand asked coldly, but Nara immediately smiled welcomingly, please do not show her sadness, Reynand should know, even though she showered Nara with a rude attitude, but Nara will reply with every smile

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll make breakfast for you" Nara said quickly, she wanted to pass to the food storage cabinet, but her hands were immediately blocked by Reynand, even the man stood up so quickly that the chair he was sitting on fell down on the floor

"You're getting less and more ignorant of yourself, if you can't serve me, then you're out of my life!" reynand snapped with a hand that was so strong in Nara's arms

"Sick" Nara murmured, because for whatever sake she could not receive more harsh treatment, her body was already weak and fragile

Reynand immediately smiled cynically looking at Nara's pain, as if it was a pleasant thing for her, although she was a little surprised to see Nara's face was so pale, but what cares about her

"ill? Sick you said? It's not worth what you did to me and Cleo, you asked, you got to accept" Reynand said

He immediately pulled Nara's arm firmly, dragged her back into Nara's room and threw the weak girl on the floor, staring at her with a look of hate and disgust at once.

"You're always wasting my precious time, you useless! If in five minutes you don't come in the car, I'll chop off your head!" threaten Reynand who immediately passed and out of Nara's room and into her room. Even Nara could hear the slamming of the closed door.

Nara rubbed her flushed arms, she got up quickly and immediately changed back her clothes, polished a little of her face with make up and immediately grabbed the bag that was on the table. Forget the bath, because really, to stand on the floor he was so cold.

"Nara!!!" a loud booming voice scream made Nara immediately ran out of the room and found Reynand who was standing in front of the door looking at her with a sharp eye

"Quick stupid!!" snapped while pulling firmly Nara's arm until Nara felt her head dizzy because of the pounding of Reynand who brought her into the car, even Reynand deliberately pushed Nara to make the girl grimace again when her head was hit by the dashboard of her car.

Reynand drove forward at high speed, while Nara just stood still and looked out the car window. Her heart aches, of course, but what she wants to hope for, Reynand hates her, but she is instead imprisoned in this man's love. Let him spend the rest of his life waiting for Reynand's love.

Nearly two hours later, Reynand's car arrives in front of the hospital, where he comes to give blood to people he hates every month. For Reynand, and for his stupidity.

"Hurry up" snapped Reynand who again pulled the rough arm of Nara. Nara just kept quiet and followed the big stride of the gallant foot. Even she felt her waist back in pain because she hadn't taken her medication this morning.

Without waiting for anything, Reynand immediately brought Nara into the space that had been specially reserved for her. There were already two nurses on duty to take Nara's blood.

"Take as much blood as necessary" Reynand said without thinking about Nara's health at all, which she knew all along Nara was always healthy and never sick, she always eagerly goes through the day to serve her or even take care of the company, then what she should care about.

Nara immediately smiled faintly at the departure of Reynand who did not look at her at all. Nara was sitting limply on the bed with a little ringing in her face.

"Your mama's okay?" ask a nurse who used to handle her

"Hmm, do it" said Nara, who was lying there

"But as if you are not well, miss, we should check first" said the nurse looked hesitant, but Nara shook her head thinly and smiled. If they knew Nara was sick, they wouldn't take her blood, and Reynand would definitely go crazy

"It's okay, I'm fine. Do it quickly, you do not want if your master is angry" said Nara, the two nurses look at each other doubtfully, but inevitably they also do it.

Needles began to be inserted into Nara's skin, making her instantly closed. The pain began to spread throughout his body. Even he felt if everything felt cold and frozen, limp and not powered when cc for the sake of his blood that only slightly had to be forced out. And finally, Nara could no longer, she was closed and forgot all she felt.

The two nurses immediately stopped taking the blood of Nara who was pale like not being drained by blood, Nara's body was very cold, making them anxious, but complained to the owner of the hospital was also free, because he definitely wouldn't care as much as before. And finally they chose to let Nara sleep in her pain.

....

Nara's eyes began to open with a wail, the clanking of the wall clock accompanying the silence in the room. He was only able to glance at his eyes observing his current existence. Yes, it turns out that he was still in the room, alone and lonely, neglected and forgotten after he almost died because of her.

Nara rubbed her head that felt so dizzy, her gaze even seemed to blur and spin, somehow the nurse took Nara's blood. But he felt if they only left little for the sake of sustaining his life.

What Cleo wouldn't be getting sicker receiving her blood, would her cancer not be contagious to that woman. Nara did not care, her evil heart side even wanted Cleo to feel the way she felt right now.

Nara glanced at the worn-out wall clock, it was five in the afternoon, during which time she fell asleep. Nara forcibly removed the infusion needle embedded in her back, but no longer felt any pain perhaps due to her already numb and frozen skin.

His head was still dizzy, but his eye sight had improved again. Nara grabs the bag on the table, puts her shoes back on, she has to get out of here. His head will get sicker if too long in the room that smells of carbolic and drugs that are so stinging.

His waist pain was so biting, yet he continued to walk limped down every hospital room space. But his footsteps stopped in front of a room. He could not control his legs and chose to stop.

The person in the room was Cleo, with her own husband, Reynand. The door wasn't shut so Nara could see them up there.

Cleo was indeed beautiful and gentle, even the hospital clothes she wore could not cover the beauty she had, her white skin and almond eyes were shining brightly.

Nara is so jealous and sick to see the way Reynand treats the girl, completely inversely proportional to the way the man treats her, the longer she sees her, the more her heart aches.

Everyone knows that Reynand has an ice-cold heart and nature, haughty and arrogant, but Nara knows very well that the real man only gives all his tenderness and warmth to Cleo. Yes, Reynand used to be so good to her, but now, there is no more kindness left, even just a smile Nara never received again.

The two men are instantly aware of Nara's whereabouts, and can see Cleo directly hugging Reynand's arm and hiding behind his back.

Reynand rubbed Cleo's shoulders gently, but stared intently at Nara who looked at them with sadness

"What are you standing there for? You want to scare Cleo!" reynand snapped, but Nara just fell silent and looked at them with a sick heart. How not, Reynand's gentle treatment of Cleo was Reynand's attitude that he had always yearned for all this time.

Nara was bowed, as if keeping her heart wound so wide torn apart. He looked back at Reynand and smiled bitterly, making the man frown a little as he swept over Nara's pale and withered appearance, a tinge of emotion suddenly appearing in his heart,I don't know if he understands anything

"Go home, you are no longer needed here" Reynand said with so much heart

"You're not coming home?" nara asked, and could she see Cleo staring at her sadistically from behind Reynand's shoulder, the girl's hand clutching firmly Reynand's arm which looked at Nara with hatred and irritation.

Somehow Reynand hated her so much, but Nara had given everything Reynand wanted, even her life. She never hindered Reynand from meeting Cleo, but couldn't the man be a little gentle on her, Nara's heart ached so much if she imagined what they had been doing for these two years behind her

Looking at Reynand's gaze which was like it wanted to devour her, Nara smiled back and nodded slowly. He turned his body around with eyes that were again blurred by a swirl of tears. Sick, of course, Reynand is her husband, but prefers to accompany other women rather than her dying wife.

She had already willingly shared her blood for Cleo, she was willing to share her husband with the girl, but why couldn't Reynand share a little love for her.

Nara immediately fell on a chair in front of the hospital, no one cared as she grimaced with the pain of rubbing her waist, everyone just passed by and passed her by.

Without feeling the tears Nara drips to endure the pain, pain due to illness and pain because her heart is back injured. Nara cried, she cried again, even she thought her tears had dried up, but today she cried because of the pain she could not bear. His hand gripped his chest shirt tightly, as if it could attract pain in the heart.

Nara held back a cry and looked up while biting her lower lip when she saw a little boy come and give her a tissue.

"Sister, this is a tissue for you, I give it for free" said the boy innocently

Nara smiled so poignantly as she grabbed a piece of tissue from the child who was selling the tissue behind her back

"Don't cry anymore, you can't be afraid, said the mother syringe does not hurt really" said the boy so innocently

Nara just nodded and wiped her tears. And the boy hurried away while shouting the tissue to the people around him

Nara looked at the tissue in her hand with a bitter look and was so nanar

"Fear...."

Nara rubbed her waist which was really sore, then bowed with her eyes closed making the water droplets again drip on her pale face. He's not afraid of needles, but he's afraid of something else. She was afraid to go to the hospital alone, she was afraid to hear the doctors say about her illness, she was afraid to go through self-medication, and the most she feared of all her was....

die alone without anyone caring.