Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

It Has Been Over And Ended

Reynand stared at a woman who still seemed to be covered with various medical equipment on her body. His face was so pale, even his nose was still fitted with breathing apparatus.

Reynand blinked her eyes and swallowed her saliva which felt so sticky. The pain that Nara experienced as if she was able to feel for herself.

But now, she was quite happy, having been able to do something useful for Nara. Even though now he has to be hurt and feel the pain. But Reynand never regretted it.

Reynand's eyes looked at the yellow-covered letter she had been holding. There was a sense of unwillingness, there was an inexplicable pain seeing this letter. Especially seeing Nara. Parting with Nara was a deep pain in every problem she faced. But letting Nara stay by his side at the moment was also not a good thing.

Nara asks to separate, Nara no longer wants to be by her side. Nara has given up, and it makes Reynand really weak.

Reynand placed the letter on the table, and he grabbed a chair there. He threw out his body which was in pain inside and out.

Reynand's glassy eyes looked at Nara who was still closed as if she no longer wanted to look at him. Really, Reynand really missed this woman's smile. But now, what is it possible to get her again, after she decides to release Nara from her love prison all along.

"Nara.." call Reynand so softly. She grabbed Nara's pale hand and grasped it gently

"Is everything I've received not enough to make amends to you?" ask Reynand. He bowed down while kissing Nara's hand feelingly

"I've lost all of it. Everything Nara. There's nothing left in my life but a life in this body" Reynand said

"Nara's...."

Reynand looked at Nara with tears again dripping down her handsome face. There were a myriad of wounds that could not be explained how it hurt. She wants to stay, but Nara prefers to give up

"If this one life I have I can give you, I will give it. I know my mistake was so big. I hurt you inside and out, I'm a jerk. And I deserve all of this"

"Nara, my beautiful little sister...."

Reynand smiled poignantly as she rubbed Nara's head, she shook her head and bowed back. He really could not resist this feeling. Various emotions were so stirred in his heart

"If all this destruction of mine can make you feel satisfied. I'm not okay. I'm okay to accept her. But one thing you should know, if ever since, eleven years ago, in October of that time, I've fallen in love with a beautiful teenager who was so afraid I was living alone"

Reynand looked fixedly at Nara and kissed Nara on the back

"Since then, until now, you've only been Nara. You're all I've ever wanted, you're all I've been waiting for to be my wife"

"If you can take me back, then I'll tell you everything. All these long stories about my search, about my story with Cleo and about my current hardship"

Reynand gave her lips and softly shook her head. It hurts so much to express what should have been revealed long ago

"I was so stupid to have wasted you, I was so stupid I never realized you were the little sister I was always looking for. I was really stupid, and now that you hate me, you choose to leave and no longer love me. Nara's sick, it hurts...."  Reynand again sobbed with breath that felt tight.

Reynand cried so bitterly and was restrained. He really couldn't help his feelings. All the problems of his life and the problems of his heart really make a proud and arrogant Reynand is now really helpless.

There was only Reynand's sobs and the sound of Nara's heartbeat in the room. Everything came together to form a melody that was so heartbreaking. Sadness, regret, pain, and love all come together so strongly that they form clumps of unexplained and unraveling feelings.

Long Reynand cried until it felt like she could no longer say the word. But for the last time, Reynand took a deep breath and looked back at Nara's face

"today....

"In January, I fulfilled your request. I want you to pick up your own happiness. I just wish you could be happy Nara. You are happy with what I have given you" said Reynand who again sounded so sad

"Not that I give up, I never give up fighting for you. I'm just giving you time to think and calm down. Your happiness is my happiness"

"If you hear, then you remember my words this Nara" said Reynand who now holds Nara's hand so firmly as if she channeled her feelings to Nara who still chose to be closed

Reynand looked at Nara with a sting

"Even though I'm no longer by your side, know that my love will continue with you wherever you are. Since eleven years ago, until you're old"

"Today, I"

"You can go, go find your happiness. I'm sorry I hurt you all this time"

"I, love you Anara. Love you so much"

For the last time, Reynand kissed Nara's forehead gently and for so long. So deep and soulful, that her unstoppable tears fell down Anara's face.

Reynand moved, looking at Nara for the last time. For whatever reason, he really can't. But this is Nara's request and for her good. Then Reynand should be able to.

Reynand turned around and turned around, leaving Nara with tears constantly falling down. Pain ... It hurts so much!

...

While in the room, Nara opened her eyes with tears flowing down her face. He heard, he heard all the expressions in Reynand's heart. It hurts, wants him to be clingy and he approaches the man he misses so much and loves. But it's all over. Their story is over.

Why is this sick? Why does it hurt more than Reynand hurt her first??? Why releasing Reynand should be like this. Reynand should not have loved her, so Reynand should have continued to hate her, instead leaving her before she decided to leave.

"Nara's...." Arya immediately approached Nara. And she immediately hugged Nara who was crying so bitterly, even just this time she saw Nara as soon as she spilled her cries. Is this how sick they feel????

....

Reynand was still trying to walk in her pain. Sometimes he rubbed his red face. His eyes still water. His heart ached and grew sick when he saw Bimantara who had just entered the hospital lobby.

Their eyes collided for a few seconds. Looking at each other fixedly, but Reynand immediately switched and re-legged his feet leaving Bimantara who was sculpting and looking at the departure of Reynand.

"What's wrong with him?" bimantara Gumam. He was so astonished to see Reynand's pale face that seemed to be crying, even his face was still flushed and swollen. His body was also a little shrewd as it endured the pain. Is she okay? Or...Have something happened to Nara???

Bimantara immediately entered the hospital to Nara's room.

While Reynand got into his car, he started driving his car at a very high speed.

Reynand's eyes were pushy, hollow and empty. His heart was really hurt, he didn't want to leave, but circumstances forced him to leave. He really did not want to lose Nara, but Nara had already chosen to give up. She wanted to fight for Nara's love back, but with her circumstances like this, what else could she be proud of???

He already has nothing, he's been banished from Adidaksa's family. And all because of his father and Cleo!!!!

Suddenly Reynand's eyes sharpened. The eyes that were once sad and full of burden now contained deep hatred. A pile of grudges and wrath suddenly flashed past him.

Empty emotions that were once full of love and regret are now turned into emotions to finish someone off.

Reynand growled and tightened his car. His eyes were red looking at the focus ahead. No matter the streets were quite crowded that afternoon, Reynand immediately turned the steering wheel of his car into the highway. And of course he again increased the speed of his car like a man of loyalty. Reynand will come to the person he used to call the papa and also the ex-lover who really hated it now.

If he was destroyed, then they should also be destroyed right???? Yes, all because of them, because of their greed to make Reynand turn into a heartless demon and endure this painful suffering.

Reynand does not accept, Reynand does not accept if only he is sick and destroyed alone! Reynand must avenge this pain, must!

But arrived....

brakkkk

The car that Reynand was driving hit a road barrier and rolled several times over the asphalt road. Crushed and crushed, even blood had already dripped all over his body. Reynand's hands drooped weakly, his eyes began to dim, and there was a loss of consciousness, just someone he remembered...

"Nara's..........

....

Letting you go is something I never imagined

Even when hatred still covers my heart

But now, now,

I was forced to let you go, though,

to release the love that has been deeply embedded in my heart for a long time

It hurts Nara..

But if my pain makes you happy

Then I accept

I always pray, though,

if the time is coming, then,

our destiny can be more beautiful than the present

~I am guilty.... Reynand~