Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

The Love Struggle of Reynand

Didn't I tell you that one day I will be a very painful longing that you want to embrace but can't repeat.

didn't I offer you many times just to maintain our relationship??

Butwhat??

Your ego, your stubbornness, and your arrogance say that my presence is not important to you

I'm sincere you're a waste

my love you always ignore

I always pray if it is my fault, then let karma repay you. But if this is your fault then the woman present in your life after me will be the most painful karma for you

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The twilight has started to fade. The blowing of the wind that was cooling already felt, making the hot steam of the afternoon sun has melted replaced with the coolness of the atmosphere in the afternoon. Reynand who was still sitting in the back of the old house of Princess Eyang still noticed the door of the house which since this morning was no longer open. His eyes looked weak and broken, for hours he sat here without eating or drinking. But the hunger and thirst he no longer felt. Her heart and mind just wanted Nara to come back and forgive her. But it felt really impossible, even to see Nara no longer wanted to.

Surrender??? Of course he would not do it before getting an apology from his wife. He had to wait patiently, as there was no longer any purpose in his life other than wanting to get an apology from Nara. Nara's hatred, Nara's disappointment and Nara's pain, has managed to tear Reynand's feelings apart, opening her heart if Nara's love is also able to make her heart crumble.

Already several times he tried to enter the house, but again the princess did not allow it. And finally Reynand chose to sit back in this place. To return to the city he was impossible. Finding Nara was a difficult thing for her to get, she was afraid that if she came back then Nara would leave again.

"You are so stubborn as a person, have been told to go home, even keep waiting here" said the princess arrived. Reynand who was daydreaming immediately gasped and looked at Eyang princess who was already standing before her with eyes that were squeaking looking at Reynand. This man is very stubborn, even though the princess has repeatedly expelled him today

"Mrs, I'm not leaving. My wife is still here" replied Reynand who immediately stood up and looked at the princess with her heartfelt gaze

The princess sighed heavily. He noticed Reynand's appearance from head to head and shook his head so incisively. His appearance was really random flirtation, he was handsome but no longer dazzling even look pitiful now.

"How can you take Nara's heart again, if to take care of yourself you can't" said Eyang princess so ketus

Reynand immediately looked at himself, yes this is not his style. But what can he do if to enter the house only he is not allowed.

"I don't know what you've done to him until he treats you like this. But obviously you must have disappointed her right" said Eyang princess

Reynand fell silent and nodded slowly

"Do you really want to apologize from her???" ask Princess. Reynand immediately looked up and nodded quickly

"True madam" she replied

"If your intentions are sincere, then I will help you" said Princess Eyang. And of course hearing that Reynand immediately smiled happily

"Really madam. Thank you, thank you very much" said Reynand who immediately bowed his body in front of the princess

"But don't be happy just yet. I haven't spoken yet" he said so sharply that Reynand immediately fell silent

"I only let you stay here as long as you want to persuade Nara. But of course all is not free" said Princess Eyang

Reynand was silent, not free? Does that mean he has to pay? Not even a penny of money he has now. Maybe there's only a piece of blue money left in his pants.

"I'm sure you don't have any money" said Eyang the princess made Reynand immediately gasp and bowed. He has nothing more now. All the money he had he had given Zelina for their needs at home. While his savings and other assets have been frozen by Thunder because he has access to all of Reynand's assets.

The princess screeched cynically and folded her hands in front of her chest. He looked at Reynand lightly even though his heart was a little groggy. But to prove Reynand's sincerity then he must be able to bear with this man.

"You have nothing, but you bravely come to Nara. Don't you know if he's gonna need a big enough fee for his treatment?. Are you gonna let that go? Or just let him die slowly. Is an apology enough for you?? and if you've got it will you leave her again" asked Eyang the princess endlessly looking at Reynand who was still bowed

Reynand swallowed her saliva heavily and shook her head slowly. The words of the princess seemed to stab her heart back. She desperately wants Nara to recover, she desperately wants to see Nara healthy again and smile beautifully back. But right now he really can't think of anything about it. Fill his head as if it feels dead-end. The regret and all the problems he faced really made him unable to think clearly.

"Madam, I'm an evil and stupid husband. But really for whatever sake I want Nara back healthy as before" said Reynand

The princess frowned at a glance

"Then??" her question hangs

"Let me be here for two or three days, and if Nara still can't accept me. Then I will return to the city" Reynand replied

"No madam, my struggle will not stop at any time. Although Nara would not forgive me, I resigned. I went back to seek treatment for Nara and also a kidney donor for her" Reynand replied so confidently, though she knew this was difficult because Nara's blood was so scarce. Whatever he will do later. I don't know in what way, but obviously he'll try to work on it. Polie's company needs her, too, and Reynand can't just stay in a place like this. He has to prove to Nara that he sincerely wants to improve himself for the better and become a responsible husband.

"You know your wife's blood is rare" the princess asked and Reynand immediately nodded

"What if Nara doesn't want to come back with you?" ask Princess again. And this time Reynand again sighed heavily

"I accept it, but I will keep fighting to get her love back" Reynand replied

And now the princess who sighed and nodded resignedly. Reynand had a firm conviction. He could see the burden this man was carrying was indeed not a little, and again his sense of regret to Nara was also indescribable. Not knowing what she had done, yet clearly the princess would give her a chance.

"Alright, you can stay here and see Nara doing some treatment from me. But you do not live in the house, but rather in the little one" The princess immediately pointed to a small sack with a walled board not far from their place. Right beside.......... cowshed??????????

Reynand's eyes were a little balled up looking at that, which was true that he was stationed there. Is this old lady wrong??

"You don't, if you don't want to you can sleep here" snorted the princess. And inevitably Reynand immediately nodded in agreement

"There is also a complete bed and bathroom. Sometimes my guards stay there" said the princess as she walked towards the saung followed by Reynand

"What the madam is Nara's family. And what treatment did the lady mean?" tanya Reynand looked at the princess who was walking ahead of her

"No, I don't know Nara either" replied the princess. Reynand who heard that immediately gasped and stopped her steps

"Not knowing him. Then why is Nara here?" reynand asked confusedly

"My granddaughter brought him here. And asked to hold Nara for a while. And I also did not expect that Nara was suffering from such a purifying disease. Even it is severe" said Princess Eyang. Reynand fell silent and again followed the footsteps of Princess Eyang. Who brought Nara here?? What Arya??? But ....

"I only treat it in the traditional way and it can only inhibit the spread of cancer cells. And you must know that the best way is to lift both of his kidneys that have been damaged" The princess immediately turned to Reynand when they arrived in front of the saung

"Thank you so much for helping Nara, madam. I will definitely think of a way to get him to the hospital and get a kidney donor" Reynand said. And the princess immediately nodded in agreement

"Yes, it's your responsibility because you're her husband. But if you can't then don't blame others if you can win Nara's heart" said Eyang princess so ambiguous

"Other people?" reynand

"Well, you can clean yourself. I have to make a potion for Nara. If you want to see him, after Maghrib he will have that diaula. Usually he will experience vomiting and also pain. You can help her." said the princess as she turned her back to leave Reynand

"Ah yes one more" suddenly Eyang princess turned her body and looked back at Reynand who was still staring at her place

"If you want to eat, you have to work. Nothing is free here. Arya just helped me take care of my cattle and crops. So you also have to" said Princess Eyang. And immediately Reynand turned to look at the cowshed that was there

"Well, that's really your job later. Cleaning the cow pen" said the princess who immediately left Reynand

Reynand took his place. His head is getting dizzy now. He...must clean the cowshed???? That shit??? O God, like his sin Reynand is indeed enough so that the difficulties he got not only burdened his heart but also his mentality.

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After cleaning himself and changing his clothes. Reynand went straight to the hall mentioned by the princess earlier. His body was much better, fortunately he still remembered carrying a change of clothes in his car. If not, then he doesn't know what to wear.

From a distance he can see Nara with Princess Eyang there. There is Arya who holds Nara's wheelchair and also the princess's personal servant. Nara appears to be drinking something from a small gold cup, but does not know what it feels like because Nara looks so miserable.

And again, Reynand's heart immediately throbbed in pain at Nara's agony which was so alarming. His heart became weak. Even his steps felt lengthened to reach into the place

Arya who saw Reynand's arrival immediately looked at her dislike. He thought why Nara's depraved husband was still here and had not left, but had been repeatedly expelled by Nara. Arya wanted to get closer to Reynand who had arrived at the side door, but the princess seemed to block her

"Let it go" whispered the princess

Arya sighed and turned her face away from Reynand. Mr. Adiputra who has now lost his arrogance.

Reynand walked closer to Nara. Nara was shocked to see Reynand coming. But when he wanted to say something, suddenly his stomach churned violently and vomited something from inside there

"Nara's......" Panicked Reynand immediately ran towards Nara, but he immediately stared as not only he reflexively approached his wife, but also someone who had just come from inside the house. Reynand's eyes widened with an increasingly irregular heart..

"Airport........