Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

Reynand Trauma

Reynand sat down limply in front of his saung with a paled face. He had just regurgitated the contents of his stomach which was only filled with rice porridge this morning. The smell of cow dung can really make her feel very tortured let alone having to clean and struggle with the dirt and the cow for so long. It was late in the afternoon and she had just finished her work.

Every now and then he turned to the house of Princess Eyang, soon they would definitely come out for Nara to get some fresh air and also do some medicine in that hall. Reynand decided to take a shower first before going there.

And sure enough after finishing the bath, Reynand could see if the sheula was already there was a maid Eyang princess who prepared various supplies for Nara's treatment. Reynand does not know what kind of treatment is done by grandmother Bimantara, but certainly he really hope Nara can survive while he is still looking for information about kidney donor for his wife.

Reynand's eyes interjected when suddenly his eyes looked towards the exit, where Bimantara was pushing Nara's wheelchair.

Nara and Reynand's eyes collide and look at each other from a distance, but not for long as Nara immediately decides her sight.

Reynand walked closer to them. He did not care about the dislike gazes of everyone there. Reynand just wants to see Nara and accompany her wife, isn't she the one who deserves it more?

"Come out, Nara wants to fight and I also want to drug her body" pinta Eyang princess without looking at anyone between Bimantara and Reynand who was in a room sheula.

Reynand looked sharply at Bimantara who just sighed and turned around to leave the room. And now only the three of them live with a personal servant Princess Eyang.

"You why don't you come out" said Eyang the princess looking at Reynand. His hand held a ceramic bowl that contained something like....stretched??

Reynand immediately shook her head quickly. It had been since last night that he was waiting for this moment. There's no way she's gone, and there's no harm in her being here and seeing Nara

"No madam, let me here. I am her husband" Reynand replied

The princess only snorted, she looked at Nara who was only silent with her blank gaze, then switched to a place for Nara to fight later, or her term steam bath.

Nara was already lazy to argue again, her waist was throbbing in pain at this moment, even she felt it was already very cold and her entire bones were also sore. Arguing with Reynand would only further drain his energy.

Reynand knelt down before Nara, looking at the pale face and Iyu Nara gently. But when he was about to touch his hand, Nara immediately dodged making Reynand bowed sadly.

"I beg you, let me be here to accompany you" asked Reynand to look at Nara's face with clinging, longing, love, and deep regret. But Nara no longer expected.

Nara turned to Reynand with her flat eyes

"When will you listen to my words. Since long ago, everything was your wish. So do as you please" Nara replied so coldly

Reynand again bowed sadly, she nodded and smiled faintly. Nara's hatred and disappointment may have been ingrained, until now Reynand was so difficult to ask for forgiveness. But even so she will still try to convince Nara if she is really sincere and sorry.

"Bring Nara here" said Princess Eyang. Reynand gasped slightly and got up to push Nara's wheelchair

He grabbed Nara's body with such a heart. Back.for a moment their eyes look at each other with a fixed but different meaning. Nara immediately embraces Reynand's shoulder with a ringing in her face because her waist can no longer be compromised, is very painful and feels destroyed. Reynand who saw it felt like she was hurting her heart especially she knew that Nara was holding back her pain at the moment.

Reynand sat Nara in a special chair underneath which was a tub filled with warm water and a potion that smelled distinctive and fragrant. He helps the princess to undress Nara to leave the interior alone. Reynand's heart again hurt so much to see Nara's innocent body being so thin and withered, unlike the last time she looked at a body that was once beautiful and so seductive. Now only the bones are covered with skin. Reynand was heartbroken as if she wanted to scream at this moment. He is really stupid and increasingly regretting having let Nara alone in enduring her pain, instead of treating, but she instead adds to Nara's bodily wound. If you may ask, Reynand will replace Nara at this time. This good woman is suffering enough, please do not add any more suffering.

Reynand immediately stepped aside as Princess Eyang drew closer to Nara and began to smear the black colored herbs on Nara's body, was there a spell-like greeting??? whispered by Princess Eyang. And after that the princess's servants immediately put together and twisted a barrier like cloth but did not penetrate water and air. Only leaving Nara's head bowed and closed her eyes withstanding the pain.

"Nara, drink" said Princess Eyang. Reynand swiftly helped Nara to drink the potion. A herb that tastes very bitter and makes his tongue feel numb. Even Nara had to hold her breath to finish it. He wanted to refuse, but it was not good. The princess had already been so good at helping him, and she should know herself to obey all the old woman's orders.

Reynand rubbed Nara's wet lips and the sweat on Nara's face. Nara just kept quiet and closed her eyes. The pain and steam that entered his body really can not be explained how it feels. He really wants to give up, but why does God still give his breath to this day????

Reynand was already there, and should if she were to die, she would definitely die quietly right???

Almost half an hour Nara was fighting, half an hour she endured the biting pain until she felt something was going down there. Very much, like when he urinated even more, and it felt so thick and warm.

Nara slowly opened her eyes and turned to the princess with a blurry look

"It's okay. You have to be strong, let it out" said the princess who knew what Nara meant

"Nara..kamu strong" muttered Reynand who again rubbed Nara's face. He was anxious, panicked, scared and also came weak to see this helpless Nara.

"You must heal, you must heal Nara" whispered Reynand continuously while rubbing Nara's face and head

The swab was so felt to Nara, that it made her a little calmer. But still a sense of disappointment, still so great in his heart.

"Already, open the cover" said Princess Eyang to his personal servant

"You picked Nara up here" and now the princess turned to Reynand while handing the man a bathrobe

Reynand instantly accepted her and nodded quickly, she turned around and immediately turned to face Nara after the daughter's personal servant Eyang opened Nara's body cover

But immediately Reynand's eyes immediately faded when he saw the blood clotted Nara so much. Even the container of warm water that was below him had now been changed with Nara's blood. Very much, even Nara like being on the lining of the blood pool.

Instantly Reynand immediately shook her head and held her head which instantly pulsed in pain, even her trembling legs held back that strange feeling. Reynand's face also instantly paled eloquently, making the princess's servant Eyang so astonished to see her.

"Why, scared?" ask Eyang the princess so cynically. Nara, who had closed her eyes from drowning, now turned and looked at Reynand who had paled, then turned her head back to her feet where everything was red. He turned back to Reynand.

Reynand seemed to take a deep breath and shook her head slowly with a faint smile, a true smile she forced. Really for whatever sake, anyone knows that now the man's body is shaking violently.

Reynand just remained silent and immediately enveloped Nara's body with the bathrobe she had been holding tightly. Nara noticed Reynand's face, her face was pale and Nara could feel if this man's hands were so cold and trembling. Isn't Reynand really afraid of blood???

Reynand did not dare to look down, she just stared at Nara's face, as if it could strengthen her heart and mind that had been filled by the incident. The fear, nausea and fear really make his head really hurt.

With all her might Reynand immediately lifted Nara's body. Nothing else was said, for his lips were tightly clenched and slightly quivering now.

Nara also just remained silent and embracing Reynand's shoulder which clearly felt so quivering, Reynand would not faint and drop her right??

"Quick put it here, do not let you drop Nara" said the princess who had prepared a lounge chair that was indeed the place of Nara

Reynand immediately put Nara there, slowly and carefully, although even his body can no longer be conditioned

The servant of Eyang Putri directly enveloped Nara with a cloth, then returned to take a large bucket of water and towel to clean Nara's body

Reynand again held his head that really hurt, his breath looked stingy even cold sweat had soaked his pale face now.

"Go away, Nara is done, just stay clean up" expelled the princess

Reynand looked at Nara who was still looking at him weakly. He still wanted to accompany Nara while there was this opportunity. But this strange pain and feeling really could not bear him. Nara's blood so much kept ringing in Reynand's head and reminded her of the blood that most destroyed her at that time.

"I'm sorry" said Reynand so weak and slow, Nara just fell silent and looked at Reynand who passed out with a step that looks limped and a little shrewd

"Lelaki is weak, but so arrogant and arrogant" grumbled Eyang princess while making something in her cup. Nara just kept quiet and still looked at Reynand's back that disappeared behind the door.

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Reynand fell behind the hall. He could no longer walk far towards the saung which was only a few steps away.

His head was throbbing pain, even his body was extremely limp. She squeezed her hair firmly making her pale face instantly blush.

The feeling of fear and gripping really made Reynand helpless. Nara's blood was so much, that she couldn't bear the trauma.

"Grandfather.." muttered Reynand who immediately drooped and was unconscious.