Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

I'm Missing

Gendis looked at Bima when she was in the man's room. His eyes immediately met with Bima's eyes that were still soft and weak. Bima smiled faintly looking at Gendis, but that smile even made the tears of Gendis drip back. Why is she this cool???

"Why stay there?" bima asked, still with her weak voice.

Gendis held back her sobs as she stepped slowly closer to Bima. His footsteps felt heavy, not heavy because he had to meet Bima, but heavy because he did not know what he felt now. Gendis was really very happy to see Bima who was conscious and smiled back.

Yes, he misses this smile. So missed.

"Why did you wake up so long" said Gendis while directly hugging the body of Bima who was still lying weak on his bed.

She was no longer ashamed, Gendis really missed this man.

Bima smiled, her hands slowly raised and rubbed Gendis' back. Very slowly, because he was really still weak.

Gendis increasingly cried and hugged Bima tightly. A week he waited for Bima's consciousness, a week he was always filled with fear and anxiety. And now, Bima was conscious, Gendis was really happy.

"Can I hug you later. My stomach hurts" said Bima arrived.

Gendis gasped, she immediately moved and stood looking at Bima with her bitter face, while her hands rubbed her tears rough.

"I'm sorry. I'm a deliverance" replied Gendis. He immediately pulled out a chair and sat beside Bima's bed. Look at the face of Bima which is still so pale. But he can already smile even though thin. Even the eyes of Bima since then never switched and continued to look at Gendis closely. Until it is able to make Gendis feel awkward and misbehaved.

"Thank you.." said Bima.

Gendis frowned, looking at Bima in confusion.

"For what?" asked Gendis who still left her sobs.

"Thank you for being my reason for staying alive" Bima replied.

Gendis was stunned hearing that. Why is that word the same as Nara said earlier???

"Every day, I always hear your whispers calling my name. I wanted to give up because it hurt so much. But hearing your voice, I was like given something that makes me more eager to survive" said Bima.

Gendis immediately bowed hearing that. That is what Bima said. Why does he like to hear a word of praise that can make his heart feel so happy.

"But you woke up because of Miss Nara" muttered Gendis so slowly, she even more bowed because she again had to endure her sobs. Only her tears fell back from her chocolate bead. For some reason when remembering that his heart hurt.

"Are you jealous?" ask Bima

"No, it's just that I feel like I don't mean anything to you. This week I have been so scared and anxious about your situation. But in fact, only Miss Nara can make you wake up" replied Gendis.

Bima smiled faintly and closed her eyes for a moment. He turned his face away and looked at the sky of the room with a meaningful look.

"I woke up because of Nara" Bima replied

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"But the reason I woke up is you" said Bima who now looks back at Gendis closely, even so deep as to be able to make Gendis pecking at the glaring eyes.

"I always hear your calls when I feel like I'm not here. But as a result of the words whispered by Nara, it made me have to wake up quickly. I don't want people who are the reason for me to live more sad and leave" said Bima again.

Bima extended her hand slowly towards Gendis, Gendis looked at that hand in confusion. But when he saw Bima glance at his hand, making Gendis immediately reach for that hand. The burly hand that immediately grasped his hand gently and still felt so weak.

"Don't cry anymore" Bima's pinta

Gendis shook her head, but more and more tears just came out and Gendis immediately rubbed her face rough.

"I woke up to collect your promise" Bima said again.

"I don't want to marry someone who is still attached to her old love" Gendis replied instantly.

"Is that man you?" bima Tuding.

Gendis pursed her lips and slapped Bima's arm at a glance.

"Why me, I even want him dead, not you like this" said Gendis directly.

Bima smiled again, but her smile this time was getting wider. And Gendis was so happy to see that.

"Are you afraid I'm dead?" ask Bima

"Of course" replied Gendis.

Gendis again wanted to cry hearing those words.

"Why are you so bad. I've been waiting here for a week. I was always scared and I was hoping you would wake up. But you're like this" exclaimed Gendis so annoyed.

He even wanted to move, but Bima pulled his hand back.

"Hey..don't go anymore" said Bima.

"You are evil" said Gendis, who sat down and wiped her tears. But his next hand he still let in Bima's grasp.

"All right, I'm sorry. I just don't want you to wait for me here just because you return the favor, or feel guilty" said Bima.

Gendis looked at Bima still with the rest of her sobs.

"And I also don't want you to still be bound by your past love to make me an escape" added Bima again.

"I should have said that" said Gendis.

Bima looked at Gendis closely.

"I was afraid that when you married me you would only make me your escape from your feelings for Miss Nara" Gendis said, bowing back.

Bima smiled again and increasingly tighten his hand grip on the hand of Gendis.

"Do you think I'm asking you to marry me that's just a joke?" ask Bima.

Gendis looked back at Bima closely.

"When I've said that, let alone between life and death, I say it seriously Gendis. I ask you from my deepest heart. Because without realizing it, you can remove his name from my heart, and instead change with your name" said Bima so deeply.

"Is that fast?" asked Gendis with a face that could not be interpreted.

"Who knows what someone's heart is like. God is turning back the heart. Our closeness for two months is enough to make me forget my sadness" Bima replied

Gendis snorted a smile and shook her head slowly.

"And what I doubt is your feelings" said Bima again.

"Do you think I was joking when I made that promise?" ask Gendis who even reversed Bima's words.

Bima blinked her eyes and looked at Gendis who was also staring at her. Until they look at each other closely now.

"I'm afraid you're gone, even seeing you like this hurts more than seeing David's betrayal. Don't know what, but I really don't want you to go. I .... I miss our togetherness Bim" replied Gendis who was immediately bowed with a red blushing face.

"Is it really like that?" bima asked, and Gendis immediately nodded

"If so what should I propose to you if it is healed later" asked Bima with a smile knot.

Gendis laughed and nodded quickly.

"Faster is better, I don't want any drama to get married again" Gendis replied directly.

And this time Bima who laughed a little, but a second later she immediately grimaced in pain.

"Bim why?" ask the panicked Gendis.

"My stomach hurt brought a laugh" replied Bima.

"Bas stupid, then why are you laughing" said Gendis

"You're funny" Bima replied with her smile looking at Gendis's pouting face.

"You laughed at my misfortune" Gendis said.

Bima shook her head slowly.

"I laughed at your blushing face" replied Bima.

Gendis immediately turned her face again, which was now increasingly blushing. Damn it, just looking at that gaze alone can make his face heat up.