Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

Nara's Decision

A week passed by so quickly, and it did not feel like the day was also passed by. Even now, the year has changed. This January is still full of rainy season. The season really really really Nara hates. Not hating the fate of the rain that must come down and wet the earth, but he hates himself who can not withstand the cold every time the rain comes.

Nara looked out the window, her body wrapped in a thick blanket. Since the morning the rain has not subsided, do not know why. It should have been summer, but it was raining at the beginning of the year that didn't want to stop.

Although sometimes, Nara likes the time after the rain, because occasionally the rainbow must come and curved beautifully above the sky of the old house where she currently lives.

Sometimes Nara thinks, not her life has suffered too much and tears, even blood has always been shed. But can he be like the sky? After the rain, the rainbow is formed. Can he be like that, after he is sad, happiness will come in his life.

Ah, Nara was too hopeful. Let alone to be happy, he could survive until this moment alone was already a miracle. Though he just wanted to quickly go back and meet his parents so as not to bother the people around him, but.... why did God still not take his life??? How long will Nara have to endure again, how long will Nara have to bear the burden of this heart that is pressing on her more and more??

With Reynand, he was always in pain. But after not being with Reynand, why is the pain still there?? Even with different pain. In the past, he was hurt by Reynand's cruel attitude and never saw him. But now, he was sick to see Reynand who had not yet also given up and let go of her. Although Nara does not know what she is doing there, but Nara knows that Reynand is sincere and has regrets about what she has done before. But even so, still, Nara could not return to him. Disappointment and illness that he suffered have killed Nara's heart to hope for happiness.

Tok tok tok tok

The sound of the door being knocked made Nara's daydreams crumble. He turned to the door, and Arya came. He's got Nara's wheelchair.

"Get out yuk" Arya asked

"You what?" ask Nara

"Drinking tea in the middle room, Princess Eyang has made a bonfire at the place of his burning" replied Arya

"Males Yo" said Nara

"Why, Bima also just came, if in the room you continue to get dizzy later" said Arya

"I don't feel good bothering them. I'm shy. I'm not even who, but they're too good" Nara said. He really did feel bad with Princess Eyang and Bimantara. She was only a stranger, yet they instead treated her so well, even the princess sincerely took care of her who was this sickly.

Arya smiled, she sat down beside Nara and rubbed her shoulders. A girl who is like her own sister. Even more than that.

"Not everyone in the world is evil. You are surrounded by good people. And you should be grateful. You lost everything, but God replaced it with another. Don't waste their kindness, after all, I also work here, so we're not just hitchhiking" said Arya

Nara smiled and nodded, but her eyes looked watery

"Thank you, you still want to accompany me at a time like this. Though you can go and look for a better life" Nara looked at Arya who was smiling and shaking her head

"Since my parents died, you've been the home for me instead of Nara. I won't leave as long as you are. I will continue to take care and accompany you until you get someone who deserves you to be happy" said Arya

Hearing that Nara instantly shed her tears. Though he had been crying a lot, but somehow the tears were always there and it was easy to come out

Arya wiped Nara's tears

"Don't be sad, you have to be strong. You have to heal" Aryan pinta

And Nara just smiled as she responded. Want to tell me where maybe he can heal on Arya alone Nara can no longer. He knew how diligent Arya was at the daughter's house to work and repay the kindness of the old woman who had so well accommodated them. He does not want to make Arya sad, this good man is already very good and meritorious in Nara's life

"Now we come out, yeah, not good with them" said Arya

And again Nara just nodded. She was silent as Arya lifted her body and put her on the wheelchair

"For a long time you are getting lighter like cotton" said Arya, confirming the blanket on Nara's body

"Let's not mind where I go" replied Nara

Arya chuckled and directly pushed the wheelchair

"Yes too, try if you're still fat like before, can't afford me. Mending lifted the sack of rice" Arya replied

"Would I have been fat?" ask Nara

"Yes, before you know the haughty master, your body will be round" replied Arya

"Anyway" snorted Nara sounded dislike. Arya laughed again hearing that.

And Nara can see in the middle room of Bimantara and Princess Eyang already sat together while drinking their tea.

"Hi Nara, how are you?" ask Bimantara who immediately greeted Nara and helped Nara sit on the sofa

"As you can see. You just arrived?" nara asked as she confirmed her sitting position to be more comfortable, to sit alone she was no longer comfortable, her waist was really no longer shaped like it.

"Well, it's raining all day, while I'm off tomorrow, so I decided to come here" Bimantara replied, he poured warm tea into a glass for Nara

"Because there's your purpose. Otherwise, you never even go home for two months. The bottom of the ungodly granddaughter" snorted Eyang the princess who was sitting in her rocking chair

Bimantara laughed as she handed the glass containing green tea to Nara.

"Sorry Eyang, usually Bima is busy. These two months of work is not too much" replied Bimantara

Arya who was chewing her fried banana seemed to be slipping towards Bima, and muttered something like....

"Mode"

Bimantara seemed to open his eyes with annoyance. Arya likes to drop her pride in front of Nara. What if Nara hears

While Nara, now still looking at green tea in her hand with bitter feelings. Well, whatever it is, even though the guy's been over two weeks never come again, but still all his always remind about him. Reynand and her favorite green tea.

"Hey, why daydream?" asked Bimantara slightly made Nara gasp in surprise

"Still hot" Nara's pretext

"You want me to blow" Bima bargained

"Bimaaa" call Eyang princess

Bimantara immediately scratched his temple awkwardly, The princess indeed could not please a little of his heart

Arya immediately snorted a laugh at Bima's annoyed face, while Nara was just silent and indifferent, because she did not know what was wrong with them

"Eyang does not want to take a nap" Bima bargained on the princess who was still sitting quietly in the fireplace

"Sleeping your bald afternoon, you do not see this already what time" said Princess Eyang

Bima immediately looked at the wall clock hanging, and it turned out to be five in the afternoon. He laughed again and turned towards Nara who was smiling looking at him

"Can't look at the clock anymore, look at it's just somebody's wife. So the eyes also go along with it" murmured Arya

"Yo, you want me to botakin ya. Nyahut aja" snorted Bima look upset, but Arya just sniffed indifferently. seductive Bima quite fun, let alone he who was so seen to like Nara, but Nara who was indifferent and did not respond to anything. Really funny.

"Why I'm angry, I'll talk real. Where is my fault?" asked Arya with her face that sucks to make Bimantara immediately screeched cynically

"Don't be noisy. You are this if you have gathered there is just his behavior. Make my head dizzy. Shall I ask you to get milk red?" threaten Princess

"Lord Bima aja Eyang, he has never been" said Arya

"As you have, marry not yet, let alone milk red" muttered Bimantara

Arya's eyes immediately widened hearing him

"Eyang like his master Bima already mated, his brain already ngeres" Arya immediately chuckled to see the eyes of Eyang princess who slid sharply towards Bimantara.

"This child did ask to be brainwashed" Eyang princess immediately woke up and approached Bimantara who immediately hid his head behind Nara's back. Nara shook her head and laughed looking at the princess who looked so upset

"Here you are, here" exclaimed the princess who wanted to pull Bima's ears, but the man increasingly slipped his head between the sofa and Nara's back

"Aaahhhhh pity Eyang. joking doang" cried Bima.

"Becanda embahmu, it can not be said. So the child is getting weird" cried the princess while pinching Bima's waist tightly making the man immediately scream in pain

"Sick Eyang, my goodness" he pounded his teeth as well as in pain, making Arya and Nara increasingly laugh at his sight.

"Aahhhh Nara, please dong" exclaimed Bima

But Nara immediately shook her head and instead shifted her body, making the princess now able to catch Bimantara's ears

"What do you want, here"

"Douh sick Eyang, already ah, Eyang kdrt nih" said Bima while holding his ear which was still pulled by the princess

"Pull and hold Eyang, until it breaks up, later live change the cow's ear" ledek Arya makes Bima more upset

"Awas you Yo, I botakin you later" said Bima

But arriving, the princess's servants came and surprised them. Eyang Putri immediately released Bima's ear and looked at her servant who came in a hurry

"Eyang, in front of the guests" he said

"Who?" ask Eyang the princess who started walking past Nara

"Mr Reynand" the servant's reply made the princess's footsteps instantly come to a halt.

Nara was stunned in her place, while Arya and Bima looked at each other with annoyed faces. Why did the haughty master come again. They thought after two weeks of not coming, he had given up.

Now the princess turned her head back towards Nara who was still silent in her seat

"Nara.." call Eyang the princess.

"I don't want to meet her Eyang" Nara replied in a voice that sounded so slow. His heart was troubled, why Reynand came again and again. He already wanted to end it all, but why did Reynand just keep going???

"Nara, this is for the last time. If you don't want to go back to her, then reiterate her. But if you still want to be with her, then don't let her sway in your uncertainty" said Eyang princess so seriously

Nara's gaze lowered, Arya and Bima did not dare to make a sound, even though they were so hopeful that Nara would no longer return to Reynand.

But it's up to Nara. However, they know that Nara once loved Reynand.

And that's what's happening now, Nara's heart is back. But he decided to stop. He does love Reynand, but to return, it feels impossible, especially with his circumstances like this. Reynand only felt guilty, Nara had no idea how big of a feeling the man had.

"Bima, can you please take me to the front" asked Nara to Bima who was a little surprised, not only Bima but Arya and Eyang princess.

But with Nara's request, they already know what Nara's decision is for her relationship with Reynand.

Finally, Bima brought Nara to the front of the house to meet Reynand. Followed by Princess Eyang and Arya behind them.

And upon arriving in front of the house, Nara was immediately stunned to see Reynand who had been standing in front of the terrace with a pale face and looked at her with a very different smile.