Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

Bima Sadar's

Again only the heartbeat of Bima on the screen monitor that was heard accompanying the loneliness of Gendis in the room. He was still at home sitting and looking at the face of Bima who was still closed with a breathing aid in his nose. Gendis heart was really sad to see this.

Gendis is still at home holding Bima's hand which still feels cold. Swiping her gently and sometimes dipping her full of hope. Hope that Bima will wake up and regain consciousness.

"Bim.." call Gendis while rubbing Bima's pale face slowly.

"You sleep a week.  Why don't you wake up yet."

"I miss Bim. You exist, but like nothing" Gendis's expression sounds so painful. A week waiting for Bima's consciousness was enough to make her spirit disappear. His heart was always afraid and worried if Bima would really go from his life.

"You wake up. Don't sleep on. Are you not the same as princess? He is waiting for you to wake up every day. He's sad Bim saw you like this."

"And I'm sad too. I want you to wake up quickly. I want to see your laughter again, I want to see your beautiful face again Bim. I want you to wake up" Gendis again drowned her face in Bima's arms. There was a sad cry, he was scared, and he was really scared.

Why didn't David just lie here. Why should Bima?? Why should this good man???

"I miss you Bim" muttered Gendis

"That's a long time"

Every day, even every moment when there was with Bima, Gendis always whispered a word of plea to this man. Words of hope so that Bima quickly realized and could be with him again. But until now, Bima did not want to wake up at all. Is he so comfortable in his sleep.

Gendis looked up and looked at Bima again.

"Bima. I'm waiting for you. I promised to obey all your wishes. Therefore you wake up" pinta Gendis while wiping her tears.

"Sufficiently he disappointed me, Bim. No more you" pinta Gendis.

Until Gendis suddenly gasped when the door of the room opened.

"Gendis" call someone. Gendis turned her head, and it was Nara who entered with her warm smile.

Gendis quickly wiped her tears and smilingly looked at Nara. A beautiful woman who became the reason she was able to meet Bima. Yes, because this woman is the one who made Bima to do desperate things and almost endanger her life. And now that Nara is coming, what with the arrival of Nara Bima can be aware of?

Gendis immediately moved from the chair and let Nara get closer to Bima. Gendis watched Nara closely. There was really not the slightest flaw in him. Beautiful outside inside, it is only fitting that Bima so admires her.

"How are things?" nara's question made Gendis slightly gasp.

"Still just like that, miss, there has been no change at all" Gendis replied, with her voice sounding so hoarse.

And Gendis could see that now Nara was approaching Bima, sitting in the chair she was sitting in. Gendis took a few steps back and let Nara see the state of Bima.

"Bima, I still remember all the words of your poet who could always make me strong in living my life at that time" said Nara.

Gendis was stunned to hear Nara's words. Why did his heart become so disturbed?

"I'm happy now. But my happiness is not complete if I see you like this" Nara said. His eyes were still fixed on Bima's pale face. And it was not separated from the eyes of Gendis who had been watching him since.

And for some reason, hearing Nara's expression, Gendis' heart felt sliced and sad. What was? Why like this?

"Wake Bim. We're all waiting for you to wake up. I want to see you happy, so that I'm happy too" Nara said

Nara brought her face closer to Bima's face, and she was seen whispering something in Bima's ear. I don't know what, Gendis doesn't know, but clearly, the corner of her heart really feels torn to see that.

Gendis couldn't, she chose to wait outside. This scene somehow made Gendis feel uneasy and uneasy. Moreover, he knew that Nara was the person Bima admired the most.

No, Gendis really can't afford to linger here for long.

Gendis' eyes began to water along with her footsteps that began to step out. Though he was sure if he did not have any feelings for Bima. But when looking at the closeness of Nara and Bima, why is his heart this sick???

Gendis's hand grabbed the door handle and opened it, but when she wanted to step out, Nara's cry suddenly made Gendis turn back.

"Sheel.... Bima unconscious" exclaimed Nara at Gendis.

Gendis pecked at hearing that, Bima realized??? Did ya???

Tears instantly dripped on her face, but she did not step at all, but pulled over when the princess's eyes and Naina who heard Nara's exclamation immediately barged in and closer towards Bima.

"Bima you're already aware of Bim" exclaimed Naina looking so happy. Even the princess to cry. Nara immediately moved and pressed the doctor's call button.

Gendis shook her head in disbelief seeing this. Bima's conscious, and it's because of Nara???

More and more tears flooded Gendis' face, she turned her body and stepped out of the room. He was happy to see Bima who was already conscious, very happy. Why does his heart hurt too?

Gendis sat in the chair waiting in front of Bima's room. She was crying and so claustrophobic. Why is it like this, why can his heart be this sad?

Gendis smiled bitterly with tears that increasingly flooded her beautiful face.

Two months more they were together. Are there not a few deep impressions or memories that you feel on him?

That laugh, her warm smile, her kiss, and her request to marry Gendis, was all that just a joke???

Gendis shook her head and bowed while wiping her tears. He was trying to hold back his sobs, especially when the doctor who handled Bima had already arrived.

Gendis just looked at the doctor and the nurse entered Bima's room. But to see, it seems Gendis has not been able to. I don't know why his heart is so broken. It even felt as painful as when he was betrayed by David.

Is this love?

I don't know...

But clearly, the presence of Bima was able to make Gendis forget David.

But unfortunately, the presence of Gendis is not able to make Bima long as he feels.

...

Lama Gendis sat quietly in the chair waiting for it. Until the doctor and nurse came out again from the room Bima.

"How's Bima doing doctor?" ask Gendis directly

The middle-aged male doctor smiled and nodded.

"It's been much better, miss, it's a good thing that she was able to come to her senses quickly. There's nothing to worry about. It's just that his condition is still so weak and still requires good care" replied the doctor.

Gendis immediately smiled hearing that.

"Thank you doctor" replied Gendis directly

"Same as miss. Excuse me" said the doctor.

Gendis just nodded her head and let the doctor go from her presence. While Gendis looked back towards the room Bima who was still tightly closed.

Gendis sighed for a moment, and turned back her face. Bima is conscious and is fine. It was better that he left, right, his heart really felt bad now.

But when he just wanted to step, again Nara's voice made Gendis step stopped.

"Gendis" call Nara.

Gendis rubbed her tears again. He turned towards Nara.

"Where are you going?" asked Nara who was walking closer towards Gendis.

"You're out, miss" Gendis replied, trying to smile at Nara. Although it actually feels so hard.

"Why go, Bima is looking for you" said Nara

Gendis.

Nara smiled and rubbed Gendis' shoulder.

"Let's meet him, not this week you always wait for him to wake up" said Nara again.

"But..." Gendis seemed to doubt.

"He was looking for someone who always accompanied his unconscious, someone who kept him alive" Nara said

Gendis was stunned hearing that.

"Gendis, when she opens her eyes, your name is what she calls. And now he's waiting for you inside. Come on." take Nara again.

Gendis' eyes watered back to hear that.

"Don't think no, her happiness is you. And he survives for you too" Nara said again.

Gendis immediately smiled and immediately went into Bima's room, even she slightly ran into the room. No longer did he care about the princess and Naina who wanted to go out.

He wanted to meet Bima.