Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

Last October

The drizzling rain that glistened at the end of the night accompanied the loneliness of Nara who was still drooping on the floor so cold. His eyes looked at the sky of the room with such a poignant look. The pain in his body and in his heart was right as if it felt killing. Tears from earlier seemed unstoppable, continuously flowing on his pale face.

Blood started to pool on the floor where it rested. He's been lying there for a few hours. He was unconscious due to unbearable pain. Nara thinks that she will not wake up again, but in fact, the universe is still letting her live and face this pain.

Nara smiled weakly, her eyes glancing at the bloodstained patches on the walls. He still remembered how Reynand vented all his anger on that innocent wall. It was not the wall that was broken and injured, but his own hands that were bleeding again. Even Nara could not imagine how if the fist landed on her body, she would probably die. But the reality is, Reynand still has the heart not to hurt her more severely. Even though he did not know what the man would do later. The proud and powerful Reynand, he already felt being played with, then he would definitely not remain silent.

Nara tried to move her body which was really weak. It felt like Nara's waist could no longer support her body. With all her might Nara dragged her body towards the bathroom. Slowly Nara began to reach the bathroom, making a trail of blood follow where her body was dragged.

Four o'clock in the morning, he couldn't stay still and lay on the floor until tomorrow. Nara had to clean herself up and take her medicine. He should be able to get up, at least until he knows what Reynand is going to do.

After much effort, Nara finally arrived at the bathroom. He immediately doused his body with water that felt so cold that it made his entire bone throbbing in pain.

Nara sat down with tears coming back

This sick person loves

He exists, but it doesn't feel real

She's Nara's dream, but she's also her nightmare

She's Nara's last life expectancy, but she's also the one who killed Nara slowly

"Rey.i gave up" Nara muttered with sobbing sobs.

....

A few hours later...

Adidaksa company

Reynand took a hard look at her trusted assistant. A man with glasses who is aged but looks so firm.

"All I have arranged for young master. Domino's company has revoked all its shares in Polie and Bimantara company. Now the Polie company no longer has a foundation, they have been destroyed, and soon all the remaining shareholders will definitely demand a loss to the company. But Bimantara company can still stand because it has a strong enough strength" said Reynand's assistant, Guntur.

"Let the company Bimantara. It was just a warning to her. And as for Polie's company, I do want them to be destroyed and not be left" Reynand spoke so coldly and flatly. The anger in him is still so pronounced. Especially if you remember the photo provided by Cleo. He did not end up thinking if Anara turned out to welcome the arms of Bimantara who had wanted her all this time. Reynand doesn't take it, she doesn't like being played. And now Anara Polie has to accept the consequences. It had been enough all this time that he had let the woman walk like water, this time he would make a calculation on everything Anara had done. Starting from forcing Reynand to marry her, slandering Cleo so badly, and the last thing that made her most angry was, Anara dared to meet and relate to Bimantara behind her.

"But because of that too, our company also spent considerable funds to make up for the losses of the master Dopindo company" said Guntur

Reynand turned her head towards him still with a face that looked haughty

"No problem, we can produce it again" Reynand replied

"But of course the great master will not accept. This is beyond his knowledge" said Thunder.

Reynand fell silent with a hardened jaw. She didn't care about it, she knew this would definitely make her father angry. But he only wanted to make his heart relieved by destroying Nara's company. Makes the girl cry and bend her knees to him.

"That's gonna be my business. Now you're monitoring Polie's company project in town B. Have our people managed to screw it up" Reynand said again

"Your young master" replied Thunder who could only resign and obey all the words of this young master. He was still confused as to why his young master was so eager to destroy Polie's company. Is there anything that has offended him. Though all this time the company has never been in contact with the Adidaksa company.

After Thunder's departure, Reynand returned to his seat. Monitor the development of the Polie company that is already on the verge of collapse. All this time he tortured Nara with all his treatment, yet the girl was still able to stand up straight and greet him with a smile. But this time, can he still smile?

For some reason, among all the actions Nara did to him, what makes Reynand's heart angry is about his togetherness with Bimantara. Surely he's not jealous??? No, there can't be such a feeling. Reynand believes that this feeling is a feeling of not accepting because Nara is again toying with her. Reynand brushed away from her heart, if she actually just felt this way on Nara, even though she often saw Cleo with her other boyfriend, but Reynand's feelings were not as disturbed as those of Anara Polie, his wife.

Anara Polie must know that a Reynand Adiputra cannot be played. Reynand will make Nara open her eyes, if the mistake she made must bear her risk. She doesn't like to see Nara close to other men, she doesn't like to see Nara smile for other men. No, he won't let it. Reynand will punish Nara cruelly. She knew this was outrageous, but that weak and loving Anara, would definitely not dwell. He would definitely still whine to continue with her. Isn't that it????

....

The next day...

Today is the last day of October. Nara just finished cleaning herself up. But he was still sitting on the sofa and looking out the window. Not knowing why, at the end of October he felt something was going to go missing. As the month ends with these memories.

Nara moved slowly towards her dresser. Sitting in front of a mirror that shows a mature woman with a face that is so pitiful. Skinny, pale and withered. Very much different from the young blue-paddled teenage girl eleven years ago. The teenage girl with such a sweet smile was without a burden. Now that the girl has changed, her age and all about her has been lost inedible time.

Nara pulled out a worn-out notebook from the desk drawer. Open her up slowly and so gently.

Her lips smiled, but her eyes were watering again. He was once so happy, had everything he had, yet all was lost when he started to get to know Reynand Adiputra. The love he had was not enough to win the man's heart. It was not reciprocated, but crashed.

Nara's hand re-wrote something on the old paper. Such a beautiful gold ink seemed to be engraved with a kelu. There was an infinite pain in the writing. All the hopes, dreams and pain, as if only Nara could pour in the form of writing. There is no place to share, no place to complain. Even to stand on his feet he doesn't know where to go. She felt so alone, she was afraid, she was so afraid to see her life tomorrow. He's very scared..

A person in place stands as if he wants to throw it continuously. Every day, only the pain Nara received.

Can't she hope that Reynand can change and accept it????

Nara wiped her tears, and immediately closed her book as the door sounded knocked in haste.

Nara put the old book back in a drawer along with her memory bracelet. He got up and immediately went out of the room to see who had come this morning.

What Arya??? Because Reynand couldn't possibly knock on the door.

And sure enough, when Nara opened the door she immediately found Arya's panicked face right now

"What's wrong??" ask Nara

"Nara is serious, really serious" replied Arya

And it seemed that Nara could already guess what Arya was going to say

"Dopindo Company revokes its shares and all its relations"

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"Now the company officials have been waiting for your arrival, outside the company has also many protesters who want to ask for their rights for this month"

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"Projects in town B have also been destroyed. There's a lot of cheating going on. And not only that, the project that should only be the construction of bridges and road facilities is now turning to mining and making considerable losses"

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Nara's heart seemed hard to accept all this news. He even immediately sat in a rattan chair in his home. Reynand is really cruel. He dropped an atomic bomb on Nara. Is that how he hates???

"Our country is bankrupt and broken. The company owes a lot of debt. Selling all the shares we have also feels impossible to cover it. I don't know what to do, I know you're sick, but......"

Arya's words instantly came to a halt as Nara raised her hand and looked at her fixedly.

"We just need to sell Yo" Nara said

"Sold her?? Sell what??? Your company mean???" arya did not believe it. But Nara nodded. His eyes looked so empty, he no longer knew what to do

"Nara, that's right" cried Arya did not accept. It was Nara's life, she knew how Nara struggled to keep Polie company all this time

"You please call our lawyer. Tell him to leave the company. Today everything must be done" said Nara who immediately moved and went back into the house to change clothes and take her goods.

Arya looked at Nara in disbelief. Is he really going to sell the company???

Nara wiped her tears. He was sad, of course. But it was not her time to cry and mourn her pain. If Reynand wants his destruction, then Nara will give. Nara will be destroyed in front of her today. The Polie company he fought for all this time was certainly not a trivial thing. It was her second life, and Reynand easily destroyed it just because she hated her. It's okay, if Reynand does, then Nara will leave everything to the man.

But one thing is for sure, this is his last October for him to fight. He's tired already. And he gave up !