Giving Up Among Overlooked Love

We're Over

That look of the eyes was so weak, not knowing what had happened to this haughty master. Her face was pale yet still smiling so sincerely and happily looking at Nara who was still looking at her without blinking. There was a vibration that they did not know its meaning. Love, longing, and pain become one. As if all of that is unable to explain anything that is imprinted in each of them.

Reynand is still Reynand, a proud man who will still fight for the sincerity he has. And Nara is still Nara, who was already disappointed and gave up.

Reynand set foot to get closer to Nara, but stopped immediately when she saw Nara's eyes that looked cold and shook slowly.

"Did you bring the letter?" ask Nara without saying stale

Reynand sculpted, his heart again beating with a pain to hear this. Again Nara still asked to separate from him. And Reynand was utterly helpless at Nara's request. He turned to Bimantara who was behind Nara, who was still faithfully holding his wife's wheelchair. Is it because of this guy??? Or because of her deep disappointment???

"Nara...couldn't you give me one more chance to fix everything??" ask Reynand. His voice sounded so desperate

"I've given Rey a chance so many times. And now, please let me go" Nara pleaded

Reynand nodded weakly

"I know my mistake was pretty big. I'm fine if you can't forgive me. But please allow me to accompany you and be by your side Nara" Reynand's pleasing plea, but Nara only looked at her with a flat gaze

"Aren't you enough to make me suffer? And now you still want to imprison me with this status?" ask Nara

Reynand fell silent again, looking at Nara with glassy eyes. His heart was like a sliver of an indolence. It hurts so much, to imagine going from Nara alone she couldn't

"Nara.." said Reynand.

"Go away, and let me go" Nara said still with a flat look. But who knows if in his heart he also feels broken

"What if I go you'll be happy???" reynand asked in a voice that felt choked

"Yes" Nara answered without thinking

Reynand bowed, and finally fell to her knees on the floor. His clenched hands firmly held back the overflow of emotions that felt so strongly hit his heart.

Nara closed her eyes for a moment, while Bimantara was only silent, as well as Arya and Eyang princess who just stood on the doorstep. None of them wanted to open their voices or interfere. Reynand's pain makes them not know what to do

"Don't do anything else for me. I've given up, and don't want to be tied to you anymore. Let me be calm in my solitude. You can go and find your happiness. If you can't turn me in now, I'll wait for the letter to come" Nara said

Reynand looked up at Nara with her devastated gaze

"Nara. I just want to be with you" Reynand asked with tears beginning to drip

It hurt so much with what he got this time. He is willing to lose everything, but not with Nara's love. Nara's the place to go home, Nara's the place to shelter, then if Nara leaves, how else will her heart. A heart that has long been craving the presence of this woman.

"My happiness was with you. But you always ask me to leave. And now that I'm gone, then don't come to me again. Go home, ever since I decided to leave that time, we"

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Reynand's heart felt strong, his breathing was really tight and helpless. Her head was bowed deeply, even she felt there was no longer any power to look at Nara. Did she hate him that much??? Is that the hurt she received?? Until there is no more love left in Nara's heart for her??

"Come in" take Nara

Bimantara nodded, she glanced at Reynand who was still bowed. Iba was actually because he didn't know what had happened to them. But seeing Nara's disappointment, she knew that their relationship was not good.

"Nara.." call Reynand.

But in vain, Nara immediately turned his face when Bimantara turned his wheelchair and brought Nara inside. Even with their heart they closed the door and left Reynand in her slump outside, with the dusk rain getting heavier.

Reynand cried, crying as hard as raindrops that seemed to no longer stop. The clouds grew darker, and his heart completely shattered and regretted that it had wasted the sun that had once shone on his life.

Reynand's body trembled, her hands clenching firmly along with the cries of destruction she felt. The heavy rain seemed to disguise the roaring cry of a haughty man who was now only a pitiful man. A man who has lost everything he has. A man who was even like a loser who no longer had a price.

The more pain, regret and love he realized made Reynand feel like he wanted to die. Losing Nara was even more painful than losing her own life.

"Uaagghh Nara.......!!!!!" reynand shouted so strongly and so heartbreakingly

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Inside the house, Nara immediately shut herself in the room. Doesn't want anyone to see if his heart is really broken and helpless. Nara was crying, crying who didn't even know what to do. For love??? or for her disappointment??? or even for his painful destiny???

Her chest felt tight, between love and disappointment so deeply all united in her heart. Reynand's release is tantamount to plucking out her whole heart and heart. So hurt. But he had already decided, when he preferred to leave, then he should be prepared to bear the pain that would kill his heart. Killing all his love, and also his happiness.

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The night was getting late, the rain that was so heavy, now it had begun to subside. And the cries that had flooded that handsome face now began to dry up on his increasingly pale face. It's been hours that Reynand knelt on the floor of the princess's house. Regretting what has happened, contemplating the plumbed-up misfortune that befell him.

But the longer he's aware, the greater his love for Nara. If Nara no longer accepts her, Reynand accepts. But one thing is certain, Reynand's love will never be lost to Anara, since eleven years ago.

The mistake and cruelty he had given Nara was so hurt, and Reynand would never give her that wound again. Let him be the one who is hurt, let him who is sick himself, as long as Nara is happy.

The door that arrived opened made Reynand look up. Looking at Arya who turned out to come and see her.

"Until when will you kneel here and hold Mr Adiputra?" ask Arya. For a long time he had been watching Reynand from inside the house, and Arya was really surprised to see this haughty master who was still kneeling and not budging at all. Even now her face was getting pale and so tangled.

"Are you going to keep letting Nara get tormented by seeing you like this?" ask Arya again

Reynand bowed again and shook her head slowly. His face is really sad, and in fact Arya does not have the heart, because he is a human who still has the heart. Although hateful, but anyway Reynand was once a person who was loved by Nara. Reynand was kind to Nara before the misunderstanding.

Reynand began to get up and stand, but she felt her waist throbbing and so painful that her body was almost flattened. But Arya swiftly restrained her arm and looked at Reynand strangely. What happened to this man, why did he now become weak????

Reynand grimaced and took a deep breath, trying to ease the pain that was so biting. After feeling calm, she stood up straight again making Arya instantly release her arms.

"Arya" called Reynand with a breath that still felt stingy, but his hand grabbed something behind the suit he was wearing. A red map containing some paper that looks rolled and slightly tangled.

Arya frowned as Reynand handed the map to her.

"Please take Nara to Jakarta. I've found a kidney donor for her. He could have three more days of surgery" Reynand said

Arya's eyes instantly widened hearing that

"You're serious sir?" arya did not believe it. But Reynand immediately nodded and smiled thinly but was so bitter

"How can you find the donor, not Nara's blood...."

"I won't let her hurt again. I've hurt her enough all this time. Please take him there. He's gotta heal" Reynand's pinta

"Of course, I will take him" Arya replied so happy

"But can you keep this a secret" Reynand asked again.

"Hide this?" arya asked so confused

"I was afraid that Nara would reject him if this was my attempt. You can find another reason to talk to her" Reynand said

Arya was speechless, she looked at Reynand with an indecipherable look. Has she been missing for looking for a kidney donor for Nara???

"I go, I take Nara" Reynand patted Arya on the shoulder and immediately turned her back and walked out to her car.

Arya was still staring at the departure of Reynand who looked so lethargic and slow. Even Arya could see Reynand was helpless. Is that someone she???? But isn't this karma for him who has hurt Nara??

Bimantara who had been there behind the wall and heard their conversation seemed silent where he stood. Actually he knows where Reynand disappeared all this time, he knows if Reynand has built the Polie company back, so Reynand only comes to Nara once a week. But Bimantara did not say anything to Nara or Arya about it.

And she didn't expect Reynand to disappear for two weeks to find a kidney donor for Nara. Is he really seriously going back to Nara??? But... Nara no longer wants to, although Bima knows that Nara also looks so sad to release Reynand. It was obvious from him who was no longer out of the room after meeting Reynand this afternoon.

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Reynand drove the car at high speed. Penetrate the night with a raindrop that still withering thin. The slippery streets he no longer ignored. Even death was no longer feared. His heart ached, his mind was in a frenzy. The pain in her waist was no longer felt, all of it was already inferior to the pain in the heart of seeing Nara who no longer wanted to accept her.

Even Reynand can also feel if the scar of the surgical removal of one kidney is now open and bleeding again. Yes, it was only one week that he was discharged from the hospital after he decided to sell his kidney to increase the cost of Nara's kidney transplant. His health has not recovered even Sebastian's doctor who handled it has not allowed him to get out of the hospital. But Reynand could not wait long. She wants her Nara to heal and be healthy again. She wanted to see her Nara return to being a graceful and full of charm. Anara polie who has its own charm.

Although Nara refused, Reynand did not regret it in the least. Because he knew, what he was doing was not worth the injury he had given.

Reynand was just scared, she was so scared to imagine that she would lose Nara again.

It was almost morning when Reynand arrived at his house. The long journey, internal injuries and open external wounds and stressful thoughts made Reynand's body instantly weakened. His face was completely pale. He even had trouble walking into the house. With so tired, Reynand immediately leaned on the door. His breathing began to weaken, even his eyes blurred. He knocked on the door, several times and when the door opened, Reynand immediately collapsed and was no longer conscious.

"Rey!!!" my mom was so panicked