
Lord...
Why does it all feel like a dream
Why did you take him when hope began to want me to embrace
Why did you take him when happiness just started to knit me
What wrong?
Don't you trust me to make her happy?
Until now you took him so quickly.
He's my happiness, my,
She's my love..
How I'm living life after this without him
How can I breathe and live when he is the source of my life
He's my sun, he's my sun,
He's the light of my life, he's,
And now he's gone, and,
I've lost him..
I lost my life..
I'm bereft....
...
The drizzle in the morning accompanied the sadness and loss of everyone on the figure of a beautiful girl who was cheerful and full of smiles.
Now he was gone, leaving behind a million wounds that would never be healed. He left so quickly without wanting to wait for the happiness he would soon knit.
Everyone was bowed, enduring the cries and pain as his body began to be inserted into the burrow. His final resting place.
Zelina Adiputra's....
Now he's gone...
Go ahead of those who love him so much...
Mama and papa were not even able to stand up straight to let go of their beloved daughter. The only princess they love, their daughter who is so young and soon to be married. But you can leave so soon.
Reynand cried down, with her hands clasping tightly together. His beloved sister is no longer there. Soon they will have their happy day. But the reality is, they even hold a death and sorrow event that is so deep.
All the close relatives felt so lost at this moment, losing the girl they had thought of as their own sister.
A sprinkling of flower petals directly adorned the tomb of Zelina. The petals of the flower that should have been the companion of the girl's happiness. But in fact, it is now even a companion to his departure to the realm of eternity.
With trembling hands, Reynand placed a white tulip flower on Zelina's grave. The tulip became the symbol of the girl.
Calm and peaceful is Ze....
Your true happiness will be there....
Even though your departure left a million wounds for us that you left behind...
Especially for your lover...
Since then this long-haired man just kept silent and looked at the nanar on Zelina's mahkam. No more tears she let out. It had not dried up, but he just wanted to hold it. It was enough she cried over Zelina. Today, for the last time he only wanted to obey Zelina's last request, so that she wouldn't cry.
Although no one knows, at this time his heart and soul have also been buried there. Buried with Zelina and all her memories.
"You have to be strong, he must be happy there" said Bima while rubbing Arya's sturdy shoulder which now looks weak and very fragile.
Arya was just silent, it felt like to say a word was no longer able to.
It's like a nightmare for her, just yesterday she gave a surprise to the girl. Just yesterday she saw Zelina laughing happily getting what she wanted. But why is he gone now. Leaving behind a million memories that he will never forget.
If time could be turned,
If time could be repeated,
Arya wanted to marry him long ago without having to wait for the flower garden so.
Arya wants to see her wearing a wedding dress and walk with a beautiful smile on the red carpet. It was very desirable for him to see Zelina's last wish come true.
But why could Zelina leave so quickly?????
Squeezy, empty, hollow and shattered....
He's alive, but he feels dead.
The funeral is over, everyone has started to move on from eating Zelina. Papa also brought my mother home. And so are their other relatives.
All the condolences Arya no longer cared about. He doesn't need that. No. He just wants to talk to Zelina now.
"We go home" asked Reynand. The older brother who also lost his sister, but he knew, the more devastated and injured was Arya, his sister's future husband.
Arya shakes
"Go" said Arya
Bima and Reyza who were there nodded and brought Reynand home. They're gonna let Arya in here. They knew, Arya must have needed some time to accept all this reality. A painful reality that is hard to accept.
And..
After everyone left her. Arya immediately fell to her knees beside Zelina's grave. Looking at the tombstone and also the photo of the girl who seemed to smile looking at him.
Arya's hand shook through Zelina's photo, and again, Arya's tears could no longer hold her. It hurts so much. Destroyed and no longer in shape.
'Don't cry'
Zelina's words continued to ring in Arya's ear as the tears continued to fall on her face. Arya bowed and rubbed her face rough. She shook her head and tried to hold back her cries.
"It's difficult Ze.. It's very difficult" said Arya, his voice sounded so hoarse and raucous.
"I still didn't expect that you would leave so soon. In a few days we are married"
Again, Arya wiped the tears that flowed back on her face.
"But I'll try sincerely baby. You'd be happier there than with me"
"Yes, I believe that"
Arya smiled with eyes that kept watering.
"Calm down there, wait for me. I love you Ze... Love you so much" said Arya
His eyes instantly closed as the breeze came and gently hit his face and body.
'Let's just relax there baby, even if I know it's hard, but I'll live with your memories'