Fear of Marriage

Fear of Marriage
Section 7 (very long talk)




After I finished eating I asked permission to go upstairs because I wanted to change my clothes, I went out at night wearing kebaya, I chose to wear jeans under which folded up my calves, and the boss I only wear Hoodie.


I do not like to dress excessively, what else at night should be all closed, because I am one of the people who easily catch a cold.


Arriving under me immediately say goodbye to the family, it has been a long time I want to talk at length with this person, mas Bram opened the door of his car.


"Don't bother me to be alone"


"Udah has already been" said mas Bram with a smile.


And all of a sudden Bram was wearing a Hoodie and it was exactly the same color as my Hoodie.


"Come along with Hoodie si, the color is the same again"


"Yes when I have to wear my batik sha, just let me kayak that couple-couple"


"Couple fuck, alay"


Mas Bram just smiled after the car drove we both just fell silent without a single person talking, suddenly Mas Bram started the conversation.


"Where are we going?"


"To the mall ahead, there is something I want to talk about and ask a lot anyway"


"Okeh, about what sha"


"Don't pretend you don't know"


"Okeh we continue to talk later" said mas Bram casually.


Arriving at the Bram mas mall again asked


"Where are you talking sha?"


"At the coffee shop, let's not be far"


We entered the famous coffee shop and ordered two coffees, after our coffee order came I also started the conversation that I had been waiting for a long time"


"Okay, I'm starting to say yes"


"Jaudah please"


"What is the reason why you want to be betrothed to someone you don't even know at all?"


Bram smiled a little


"I was also confused sha, the first time I knew I wanted to be betrothed I was also staggered and shocked, but after meeting for the first time at graduation at that time I was sure the same matchmaking"


"Why can only meet once directly feel sure that, why do I need a long time yes"


"Maybe you're special sha"


"Special what?? Yeah, but I'm actually not ready to even fear dowry"


"Why be afraid, be sure"


"I'm afraid I can't be a wife who serves her husband well, I'm also not ready if I have to stay on one roof with men, let alone men I don't know yet, pokonya I'm not ready everything, but I yesterday Nerima this matchmaking because squirming papa condition, I'm afraid someday regret" at length I explained.


"But I'm ready sha, I'm sure, I'm ready to convince you too, just slowly don't have to rush"


"Was the handsome must be a lot of girls who like to be fooled?"


"Because my heart says you're the right person sha"


"Kok can be sure it's me wonder, eh yeah I don't know what mas's work is?"


"I'm just like my father and your father I'm a TNI soldier of the sha army"


"You know that my work is noble"


"Yes, but I don't want to rush my love to know you more okay, I don't want to choose the wrong one"


"Caca's proposal"


"Ah, the pinched is not yet legal"


"Yaudah okay, whatever you are, oh yes this girl like you never had a boyfriend anyway"


"It's only been once in a lifetime, and it's been only 24 hours"


"Haha why is that?"


"Tau ah males debated"


"Disceiving?"


"No, he suddenly kissed me on the forehead so I went home, and I immediately got angry2 and mutusin him, so anyway, a new date aja ngalmin a day, so I just got mad, uh this you know you've been asked to marry"


"Udah just drink coffee later cepet old angry2 so"


"Biarin, later if you're a husband, I'm careful if you take my cheating, like cheating, I hate dickheads"


"Ehemmm indirectly you've admitted that we're getting married?"


"Ouhhhhh it's wrong to say, no need to go to gr-an" my cheeks suddenly flushed from embarrassment.


"You have to be sha hahah"


"Jaudah that's all I want to talk about was a lot but now forget"


"Don't you forget sha?" Sap while


"Udah la mas, it's too late in the next half an hour English league from now I want to watch"


"Well you like sha balls?"


"Yes since Junior High, all the things about the ball anyway I'm the queen yes"


"You're married, we can watch the ball with dong sha"


"Mas brammmm, let's go home"


Me and Bram went straight home.


On the street Bram started the conversation


"You are unique sha"


"Optical dong"


"Yes, you are special"


"Had it been, don't-don't be with other girls as well as like gini"


"Eh don't dong sha"


"Whatever"


"You are, anyway I want one day we watch boal together huh"


I didn't answer, I just pouted and glanced out the window.


"You know why I've been so misbehaved" I murmured.