Fear of Marriage

Miscally

“Mer...” Karenina knocks on the door of Merry's room slowly over and over again but there is no answer from the inside. Karenina opened the door that turned out to be unlocked, she saw Merry was already under her blanket. Karenina approached and climbed on top of Merry's bed.

“Nina.” Merry got up and opened the mask that was stuck on her face.

“Sttt, later Rara knows I'm in your room, it's not good. Later we think again gibahin he”

“Finally you, are waiting to not come. Not even dating” anymore

“Sorry”. Merry got up and locked the door.

“Now explain, who are you dating. Who is the jerk who just turned off the phone earlier”, already as Karenina expected Merry's reaction.

“Pelan-pelan Mer, but you also have to tell me what relationship you have with Ryan” Merry sighs annoyed to hear Karenina mention Ryan.

“Dia William Anggoro.”

“William Anggoro, CEO of S&M Company”, both eyes of Merry it feels like they want to get out of the petals “So he's William Anggoro, who is a, deservedly he was famous arrogan in fact he was arrogan and brash” Karenina nagged agreed, William is like that right?.

“How did you get close to him with your performance like this, I heard William Anggoro is a great player. Or maybe you've already.”

“Mer...” Karenina quickly cut Merry's words and immediately gave a sharp look at her friend. “but what do you mean by my appearance like this, I am why?” behind the sewot Karenina. That included insults for him, even if it was true.

“You're too simple for a William Anggoro, I'm sure he's not serious with you”, basic Merry friend no morals even make Karenina think more of a no-no about William.

‘I know Mer, but you don't have to say it in front of me. Make my heart hurt just’

“Listen Nina, don't give her anything she wants from you. Never give your body to her. I'm sure once he gets what he wants he'll definitely leave you”

“You will also often like that with your date, awww” Meryy flicked her forehead quite hard.

“sick Mer”, her scream rubbing her forehead.

“You think I fuck with them a lot, I give myself to them as soon as you think?” merry said in annoyance.

“You and Juwita will always tell you that you guys have sex, you said it feels like...”.

“Hahaha. Nina, you're really innocent and also stupid” Karenina's face was pale instantly “So you never did it?” ask her in a soft voice.

“Of course never, I've only ever done it once with that jerk's man” Karenina fell limp in bed, so all this time she's only been eaten by Merry and Juwita's empty omomg.

Maybe this is what is called mismanagement, befriending Merry and Juwita makes his brain always fantasize wildly. He really thought that the two friends had free association like what they were saying.

How could he not think that way if he often saw Merry and his male friend kissing with full na*fsu.

“Then why did you change your date almost every month?”

“Not every month actually, if they've been willing to mess with me, I would have left them. I can only give them a hot kiss, no more”.

‘Hiks hiks, I gave myself up to William because he often heard them stories. I should just hang out with Rara so that my mind is not poisoned’

“Never hand yourself over to a man who has no bond with you, control yourself as deeply as the atmosphere created. Once you do, you'll regret it for the rest of your life”.

Merry's words seemed to slap Karenina. He foolishly even willingly handed his body to the man he had just met just out of curiosity.

‘Slow Mer, late. I even did it two nights in a row’

“Where are you?” Karenina gets off Merry's bed “Back room”, she said sayup-sayup.

Karenina lay herself on the bed, she had no more energy to clean herself up. Regretting, he must have deeply regretted it. But the rice was already porridge and there was nothing he could change about it.

Without feeling the morning has come again no matter there is someone who is still not willing to welcome his arrival. The sunlight that forced in from the curtains that were not tightly closed made someone who was still in the blanket forced to open his eyes.

Still with the clothes she was wearing yesterday, Karenina came out of her room with a towel and toiletries. He wanted to splash his head with cold water so that his mind could be refreshed.

“Nina, Mr. William wants to pick you”, Karenina nods “already in front even”.

Rara was out of the house first. She finds her lover talking with William, Rara is polite to William because she already knows that the man is the boss of her lover, Rara, then smile sweetly at Merry's friend and get in the car. Rara's boyfriend bowed his head to William and got into his car, the first car drove out of the house.

“You're out first, Nin. I'm lazy to meet your boyfriend it”, Merry somehow had to react to face William. He was upset after his phone broke up just like that, but he couldn't curse the man either.

“You are the first, I am ashamed to know your friend was”. ten minutes they argued behind the door about who would come out first, and finally Karenina who relented.

He came out while pretentiously busy playing his phone when all he did was scrol-scrol is unclear. She's ashamed to meet Merry's friend. True said Merry, his simple and ordinary appearance is impossible to make a person like William want to see if there is nothing William wants.

“Don't look at your phone if you're on the road, you can trip”, William pulls his hand gently and sits it in the car. Today he brought his own car, not because he didn't want it to happen, but because Ryan went straight to the office to prepare for an important meeting this morning.

“Your friend was mad at you last night?”, Karenina shook her head. The woman looked at William and sighed as slowly as possible. He recalled Merry's words last night as well on the stupid mistake he had made.

Suddenly there is a strange question in his heart, what if someone manages to convince him to get married, making him believe that marriage is not as scary as he imagined. Then the man found out that he was no longer a virgin, what would he say.

“You why Karenina?” Karenina banged her head on the windshield unconsciously.

“Emmm, I'm fine”, give William his sweet smile.

William held Karenina's hand that would open the door when the car had stopped in front of his office building, Karenina raised both eyebrows. William brought his face closer and gently kissed his forehead making the woman fall off.

“Don't listen to anything that people say, I really like you who are like this and simple like this. I've changed my taste as long as you know”, William stroked his cheeks gently. Karenina subconsciously pulled the corner of her lips, William's words just now were like a cool breeze that obliterated her turmoil.

“Come out, and remember don't think too much”, Karenina nods and gets out of William's car.

He inhaled a great deal of air before stepping his feet into the Dimension building.