Fear of Marriage

section 27 (Unexpectedly)

Today is Friday, under Mama has been busy here and there because of her plan later this afternoon both my parents and my in-laws will go to Semarang, last Sunday they got an invitation from her best friend, he said, papa said the wedding party of his best friend's son will be held very luxurious because he is the only child. Different from my marriage which is preparation sober, more precisely suddenly.

And tomorrow, tomorrow is the day of Mas Bram's return, yes, Mas Bram will be home tomorrow, even though only me and Raffi's cousin Mas Bram can only pick up to the airport, but it's also good si, I can hug him long and tight without any parents who always cornered us when together. Although sometimes the plan to hug him when he just came home like in the movies it would be embarrassing. Last night I called Nisa, she said that I should throw away my prestige tomorrow, "you just kiss your husband first sha" the last word Nisa said on the phone.

Yesterday I also moved items that I have not had time to move to a new house, huh it feels mixed, happy but there is still a little sense of prestige too if I have to show an attitude that shows something, huh, although Nisa has warned to throw prestige, but it seems every woman has a high sense of prestige to express her feelings first.

"Why does a day feel so long?"

"I never imagined there would be anyone I'd be waiting for his arrival other than Papa first"

"So how? Am I really in love with her?"

"Even I can hardly believe, once again, whether it's true that I've fallen in love with her"

"Stupid top! Stop asking about your feelings, bewildering, love can't be seen, stop making yourself ready to get the answers to love or not!"

I scolded myself, ever since High School I was happy to talk to myself in front of a glass, and this is what I'm doing now.

"Don't be in a hurry, let it just flow" while slowly taking a breath.

After Mama papa's departure, I finally went ahead to buy our family's favorite chicken noodles, all the while buying mango juice as well.

"From now until tomorrow morning, this is my me time, tomorrow and then I have to stay in the room with him, it might be a little difficult to have time alone"

"Great yes, even I who always say it will not be that easy to get married suddenly I became a wife of someone alone"

"This is all God's plan, pray that you will have happiness only and in any form for that matter"

I am making good on myself.

The day that awaited finally arrived, I set the alarm very hard for fear of misfortune, Mas Bram said last night he would arrive around two o'clock in the afternoon, before leaving I had time to make a chicken ungkep and sambel terasi recipe Mama that tastes already no doubt, at nine I was neat, wearing the best clothes I had maybe.

No matter how long Raffi called, he said he was in front of the house, I was in a hurry to go down, sure he was waiting, I immediately went to the aunt and left the house.

"Sister, what the fuck is that?"

"Hi de, bring a chicken ungkep so that later stay fried as nyampe home, stop by first ya to the new house yes, want to keep this in the refrigerator"

"That's a great deal to see a husband, if we're leaving!"

On the way we continued our conversation, it turned out that my husband's cousin was Ade improving while in college. When I was seventh semester he turned out to be a master at my college.

"Where is the lecture now?"

"Currently, I've known brother from a long time ago"

"really? Since when?"

"Since the writing of that vital brother"

"Writing that time for the sake of the students was de?"

"Yes, really cool sister writing, I also like to read sister's blog"

"Wah Thankyou loh, so the story you are a fan of my writing dong"

"Haha, yes, it's not just me doing the brother, Mas Bram too"

"Mas Bram?" I was a bit surprised when Raffi said that name.

"Yes, so the story I like the writings of my brother, I keep watching the writing of the brother who fit the demo of the students to him, since then he also likes to read the blog brother, since then he also likes to read the blog brother, even he was sosmed sister, he said he likes the same girl who is critical-minded like sister"

"What, even I don't know loh de kalo he follow brother in sosmed, not pay attention also brother"

"Well you can, people really like the sosmed coins of their partners"

"Soalah brother again not too careful sosmed anyway, just WhatsApp, since want to marry him, because it avoids questions about marriage with people, again focus nyelesein nulis project as well, because want to marry him, because avoid questions about marriage with people, again focus nyelesein nulis project also, usually sosmed really disturbs the deck"

"That's the author, but it's still on the blog right? Because I read, I also read the writing of my brother who talked about"

"What about?"

"All my sister's blogs I've read, including Bram's, she's read too"

I was silent for a moment, maybe it turned out that the reason he wanted to be betrothed to me was because at first interested in my writings.