Fear of Marriage

section 16 (small quarrel)

The day after I moved my things it was time to go to Bram's mas house, we left from morning, arriving at Bram's mas house I greeted my two in-laws, and had a little chat.

Bram's mas house is very large and luxurious it turns out, I also follow Bram mas to enter his room, I also look to the right and to the left, there is nothing special from his room, there is nothing special from his room, like a male room in general maybe.

"Your room is very simple in concept?"

"Don't know if I don't take care of the interior in my room, I don't like too many things that are not useful in my room"

"Your stuff also seems a little, like it can immediately bring dong, do not have to go back and forth"

"Yes sha, so later if I've gone home our duties immediately settle down at that house"

"Jaudah if that's it, we start cleaning up and getting in his stuff"

"I'm packing the day after tomorrow too"

"Yaudah I also help packing, let's know what to bring if you want a task"

Bram just smiled at my words.

Why is he smiling like that?

What's so weird about what I said?

I remember my words just now

Ah, she seems to feel that I'm starting to pay attention to her?

Uh what is it?

Or maybe I am overreacting?

Or maybe he just smiled?

I bombarded the questions with myself.

"That you never helped pack your daddy sha?"

"No, there is a mother"

While I was tidying up Bram's gold stuff my gaze suddenly turned to some photos of money on display on the wall.

Seen from afar it seems like it is photos of his youth mas Bram, I also approached the wall displayed some of the photos.

"This is a picture of you in High School?"

"Yes sha, it's been handsome a long time, isn't it?"

"Beauty is not well?, Eh why is there no photo of you fitting again with other TNI soldiers?"

"Oh, the picture I saved, has not been given the frame sha"

"Whatever guy might want to do things like that huh"

"Aren't either"

"Why hasn't it been installed yet?"

"Later to put it in our new home, all I want to put the wedding photos of us both, the picture must be the biggest anyway"

"Really?"

"Yes yes, it's a lie"

"Wedding photos when I look around there I smile as if I'm not sincerely know how to look so good"

"Ah time? Not really, emang kemaren you fit photo shoot smile is not sincere huh?"

"Little"

"But I'm going to put the picture on, is there a photo whose facial expression is like so serious that Lo sha, you've seen it, right?"

"Judah it's up to me to give up"

"Makasi sha" while smiling so sweetly in front of me.

"Ah ah ah ah, I want to rest first"

I also sat a carpet located in front of his bed mas Bram.

"Mas emang since the first ideals you want to be a TNI huh?"

"Writeness? Precisely I was worried so much about my papa, because in the past papa had several accidents while on duty, quite panic making si, because, even I once thought I did not want to have a husband whose profession is as rich as papa, it is enough Papa aja that makes me worry constantly"

"Do you pray that I am always healthy and safe, that means you are also worried about dong sha with my work?"

"Well, why do I have to worry for the rest of my life about the people I love because of this hard task"

I just kept my mouth shut, 'cause there seemed to be something weird in my saying 'worrying about the people I love' God damn it how this is.

"Sha all the work there is a risk, you are sure it is the same with me, I must be all right, make it also Lo I already you take one of the people you love"

"That doesn't mean you know"

"Keep what?"

"Ah, I want to take a shower first, tomorrow we anterin your stuff I'm tired already mas"

"Yes yes, I took a shower!"

"It's also a shower"

"Jutek is very neng"

"Neng neng fuck si, I don't like to be called that yep"

Bram laughed giggling

I immediately rushed to the bathroom, finished bathing I came out with only a bath towel because I forgot to bring my clothes to the bathroom, and it seems that Bram did not seem to be in the room, when I was about to put on the shirt I was surprised by the sound of Bram saying my name while putting on my left hand.

Even more surprising, his right hand began to hug my waist, I also reflexively flicked my hand and turned around.

"Kok you're here? Just now what's the matter?" I spoke rather firmly, not knowing what I was daydreaming about just now that made me tense and like a frightened person like this.

And it seems that Bram was offended by my words that sound like that.

"When is sha? Until when do we think we're gonna keep? It's not that you're aware now that I'm your husband, you have an obligation towards me, you said you love me" spoke in a high tone

Deg, Huh I was surprised because Bram mas can be this angry with me, I can not control my emotions at this time, as well as Bram mas I also speak with a high enough tone.

"I also do not know until when mas, I beg you please understand me first for now, all this still feels so fast for me"

"But the truth is now? We're sha's husband and wife"

"I know what you mean, but I'm still confused mas, actually what feelings I have now, I'm still afraid mas, too, I'm afraid if I've fallen in love with you later I'm hurt because I don't know you more deeply"

Mas Bram was silent for a moment, took his breath and rubbed his face.

"Sorry sha, I'm angry with you, I shouldn't have been like that, I also promised that I would wait for you sha, sorry I beg you"

"I'm sorry, too, but my attitude offended you, sorry I can't be a full-fledged wife"

"Grandpa sha I understand just now I can no longer bully myself alone"

"Well, I also have a mistake in this matter"

"Yaudah spout gih wear clothes, I want to take a shower, later we will watch the ball together ya"

"Can"

Maybe this is what people say if you want to establish a relationship two individuals must have a mature mind, so as not to be selfish with each other later.

"Why hasn't it been installed yet?"

"Later to put it in our new home, all I want to put the wedding photos of us both, the picture must be the biggest anyway"

"Really?"

"Yes yes, it's a lie"

"Wedding photos when I look around there I smile as if I'm not sincerely know how to look so good"

"Ah time? Not really, emang kemaren you fit photo shoot smile is not sincere huh?"

"Little"

"But I'm going to put the picture on, is there a photo whose facial expression is like so serious that Lo sha, you've seen it, right?"

"Judah it's up to me to give up"

"Makasi sha" while smiling so sweetly in front of me.