Fear of Marriage

section 21 (bad news)

Day after day I go to the office and wait for a message or phone call from Mas Bram, for three weeks of his departure I only communicate by phone twice actually, actually, and all I remember is that I only once sent a message to Mas Bram first, because yes, my prestige is still high.

Last week I also visited my in-laws' house, as usual, I learned to cook with mam there, Mama Maya also forced me to stay the night because papa was going out of town, I ended up staying there one night.

And when I was going to sleep in Mas Bram's room I sent the first message to Mas Bram while there.

"Mas I'm at home you're ginep because pap's out of town again"

It was also replied tomorrow morning because it might be the difference in time here and there.

Three weeks working in the office today feels different because there is Nisa who is always excited and sometimes it makes laugh.

An hour before work time was over I got a call from an unknown number.

"Hallo, who is this?"

"Hallo Bima power mbak, I'm his co-worker Bram"

"Yes, what's my phone need"

"Gini mbak" her voice sounded a bit strange

"Mas Bram had an accident while he was on duty"

Deg, my body immediately went limp

"What accident? How is he now, how is he doing now?" My voice is a bit high

"He got shot by mbak"

Not finished he spoke my phone has fallen to the floor, Nisa spontaneously immediately asked me with a panicked tone

"Sha Lo why sha?"

I hugged Nisa

"Mas Bram got shot just as Nis was doing"

"God got shot where the sha is, where do you keep it now?"

"Gue didn't hunt that Nis"

I haven't been able to answer Nisad's question completely, I immediately ran away and asked permission to go home early, and it turns out Nisa followed me from behind.

"Where is she going?"

"You're home"

"When am I anterin huh sha?"

"No need I want to ride a motorcycle taxi so that it's quiet"

"Sha sure? But be careful, Lo will explain the same as me if you have started to calm down"

"Shanum be careful, control your emotions"

When the online ojek comes I immediately ride the motorbike and ride it if I invite mas ojol so that the road is fast.

On the road it felt like my heart was still dazed by the news I heard, which is why I did not let out the usual panicked expression of people

When I arrived at his house mas Bram, I immediately knocked on the door while pacing back and forth, before long Mama Maya was seen opening the door, so I immediately shouted and hugged her.

"Ma, Mas Bram ma" crying

"Yes sha mama know, you calm down first let's go sit first"

I dropped my body into the chair.

"Udah sha, Bram is fine, he had a gunshot wound in his hand, he has not called because he said he was again inobatin sha, said his friend Bram you immediately matiin his phone that way" length of length explained

"What's why I'm so stupid

Why didn't I ask that

I think he got shot in the chest or some other vital diarrhea."

And now I feel ashamed in front of my mother-in-law.

"It's a pity don't cry, so worried you're the same Bram"

"Ma, I was freaking out so I didn't mind this thing, I was in shock"

"Yes mama knows, Bram must be healing quickly really" while stroking my head.

"Ah still whose name is shot must be out of blood, must be very sick Ma"

"Yes sha but how else, already yes Bram also not why-why was he said, only his arm that mengeluarin blood continue"

"why hell are you making me panic Mas" I muttered in my heart.

"Mama can calm down when you're not the one"

"Yes ma, that's when I go home again sometime I come here again" with my face and eyes red because of the rest of the crying.

"Dear, now you're the mama temenin"

"But ma, sha kan tomorrow have to keep working, there are still files that Sasa must bring tomorrow ma"

"Jaudah if that's careful, how if you go home waiting for papa, let me take sha"

"Do not ma Sasa ride ojol aja let cepet"

"Yaudah, that's so dear hayoo, greetings to your father Mama, do'ain Bram cepet recover also yes sha"

'yes ma, amiin".