Fear of Marriage

Section 12 (a week to the wedding)

after the wedding day ana me and Bram only had time to meet once that mas Bram who came to the house, but occasionally he called or just mechatt, just mengechatt, but I never did that to Bram, today is the day of the week that my marriage will be titled.

actually papa mama and parents mas Bram a few days ago have talked about our marriage problems, do not know also where they talk, where, all mama's wedding affairs that take care of including the clothes that I will wear later, I am only given the same choice of mama, I just choose the pictures that I like.

It seems like this is the first time in my life that I really am this happy, how else, what can I be, but at least I still have friends who always strengthen and give advice to this friend, he said, I also still have a very loyal cousin accompanying under any circumstances, who else if not Riri.

and today the plan is that me and Bram mas will see and try the clothes that I will wear later, it happens that today I have a work holiday so I am and my mother is preparing lunch, my relationship with my mother and papa has melted after the conversation on the trip with Bram, I have started to be joking again with papa.

Actually I also can not long marahan papa, it feels uncomfortable, I also do not want to be a child who does not hurt the feelings of parents, so as much as possible I try to understand.

when the food was ready the sound of the bell rang, it turned blue mas Bram, without my knowledge mama deliberately invited mas Bram lunch, even though we made a pact about two o'clock at noon.

Whatever they want to do, I don't really care" I said in my heart

"good afternoon Aunt" Bram's voice came from outside

"good afternoon Bram, please enter the food is ready Shanum also cook tablets"

"right Tan, I don't think he can cook" laughing

mas Bram also greeted papa while asking him news

I "wanted Bram lunch, didn't I say anything?"

"had the sha, eat lunch this doang why the si"

"no papa si"

papa "have Bram come sit down please"

"yes om"

mama "mama call Razade first, she likes to forget the same things if you have played games"

Mama also went upstairs to call Razade in the room, her son memeang rarely ever come out of the room, once out just eat and want to go out, children today are mostly like that, after playing games so forget everything, it is also what makes Mama always nagging him.

after Razade down we finally went silent for a while when eating lunch, mas Bram seemed to really enjoy the cuisine we served, as soon as lunch was finished.

mama "how's Bram cooking, good?"

"definitely dong Aunty, I think Shanum can't cook" while grinning

I'm "neremehin ya you"

"joke sha"

When the lunch was over as usual, I had to help my mother clean up and wash the dirty dishes.

I also immediately cleaned the dining table and brought dirty dishes to the kitchen, then washed the dishes, while papa and mas Bram were casually chatting in the living room.

"ma finished washing my dishes directly to the top yes, want to be ready to let not kesorean as well"

"yuda sha let mama just finish the job"

"no usa let me just take it off, just hang on"

after I finished washing the dishes and went straight to my room and changed clothes, I just wore my favorite rolling stone shirt wearing long jeans and white shoes and hair that I had tied.

I immediately went down and met Papa and Bram who were already in the living room

"yeah Bram hunted we go"

papa "hurried very sha, want to spit out the story"

"iya.pengen cepet go abisnya I sprained papa so familiar it's the same mas Bram"

Bram "sha can't do that, I'm talking to you"

pap "tuh denger sha!"

"whatever it is, we go now just to be afraid of the coming home kesorean"

Bram "yeah sha, om I say yes"

papa "yes be careful Bram, sha you also be careful yes, carefully fall in love with Bram" (laughs whinyesan)

"father, I'll go first, ngeselin emang"

When I opened the door, my mother called

"Shaa"

"Yes ma"

"When he promised to pay later the malem sha, but immediately you bring his clothes, which has a boutique mama, he also said no papa"

"Why pay later? Can't do it now?"

"Jaudah this papa, later malem too"

"Yauda whatever"

we also went to the boutique where our clothes were made, when I got there I was immediately shown to the place where our clothes were both located,

officer "this is the shirt that your mother ordered mbak, please try first, the dressing room in front there"

I'm "yuda makasi mbak I tried first his clothes, hopefully fitting yes, let's not bother anymore"

Bram "indeed we are oranno do not want complicated yes"

"do you want a bad girl?"

"already ah, just try it"

"it's also trying, it's your fault you're not talking to me"

while the boutique clerk just smiled looking at our behavior in the back.

Today I am still a bit jutek, but a little I can already accept the jokes mas Bram, when I tried clothes for our wedding, I stared at my reflection in the glass for a long time, I really still didn't expect the wedding to be so close.

*Jeez, what am I wearing right now?

All my life have I ever imagined wearing a wedding dress like this?

This fast?

Am I ready for all this???

Aaaaaaaa I am confused

I keep bombarding myself with questions*.

after a few minutes I finally came out, mas bram was out first it turned out.

the officer "how did he fit his shirt?"

"already, do not need to be in the foxes again like, how our clothes mas?

"it's fitting, it's handsome right mbak?" bram asked the officer

"yes" while smiling

"ih what the hell mas bram flirtatious, mbaknya use diladenin again inanya"

"ih you are still having a bit of a whimper"

"don't be so serious don't let dong sha not tense, if you don't feel tense or how is sha?"

I was silent for a moment too

"sorry mas I'm overreacting, huh? maybe this is because I was too tense so I rented Mulu sorry"

"iya sha, if you're not the new jutek I'm weird"

"hehe, jude, we're going straight home"

"yamaa sha"

"we can bring your clothes with us?"

"by mbak, the payment has also been paid the same "

"who's same?"

"same as you"

"mama said, is it my mother who wants to pay for the gold?"

"already sha, don't worry"

"this is also no, yauda I wait if that's his shirt"

"please sit down first"

"yes makasi mbak"

we decided to go straight home

As usual, when we were both in the car Mas Bram was always the first to start the conversation.

"sha you fit in that shirt"

"why not tell me from earlier, because there was mbaknya yah?"

"not that I just forgot I was so excited about you"

"sanjen"

mas Bram just laughed at my attitude.

"Mas, are you sure of our marriage?"

"So sure, why?"

"Can you be sure? Just got to know?"

"Yes, but my heart tells me that you're the right person"

"Can that be it? How am I still afraid of you?"

"Shear sha, I understand"

"How should I go?"

"Yes, maybe you should start trying Nerima"

"It's hard to know, it's not that easy"

"Slowly down aja sha"

Silence was instantaneous, mas Bram focused on driving, while I looked out of the next glass, seeing the density of vehicles today that passed by, whether to go where they are, or not, the streets were very noisy in my ears.

"Shaa"

"Yes"

"We go out to eat or just take a walk?"

"Well?"

"Coc what? No papa ya sha, let me be the same you can be more Deket aja so"

"Jude, where are you going?

"Aja around here aja, here every afternoon like there are bands who like to sing cool songs like sha, want to go there?"

"Yauda, I can"

"Thanks to sha"

Upon arrival at the place it turns out there has been quite a lot of people gathered, people look very enjoying the music, I think the music is also good to hear.

Finished watching the bands before me and Bram mas went back into the car.

"Where did she like that?"

"Like, good to hear"

"That's what I said"

"Oh yes"

"Sha let's eat yuk first"

"I was going to say the same mom if you go home, you don't want to be in the afternoon, then mama nyariin I know"

."you this, it is now what age si, stay on the phone or SMS sha, say aja go home really late afternoon want to go for a walk with the same handsome Bram, gitu sha, say, buruan said same mother"

"What the fuck are you, I chat mama aja"

"Well, it's hard to be invited to the streets"

"Are you sure I'm grinning?"

The look on Bram's face suddenly changed

"Aren't you happy sha walking around with me? You are uncomfortable, huh?, Yaudah that time we go home if you are not comfortable"

"Baperan boy here, let's hunt the road, I also long time not to walk around late afternoon gini si"

"Yes I think you're serious sha"

"That's you, I even have to call the laper because you even talked a lot from before"

"I'm sorry about the wife-to-be"

"Mas you mah"

"Why is it?" Whiny

"Road hunt"

"Yes sha yes"