Fear of Marriage

Section 6 (sudden application)

After returning home from the graduation place in the car I asked papa about the man who had given me flowers, although I had guessed that he was the one who wanted to mate with me.

"Pa om tyo, Aunt Maya, the same one who gave flowers to me who was it ?"

"Om tyo papa sha's best friend, and Bram's the one who papa says he wants to mate with you"

Sure enough my guess, they are papa's best friend and his son who yesterday he said, really my papa, the man used to bring flowers all over again, seen at a glance is handsome, indeed handsome, but still I just met him, do not know with his nature, why papa was careless, today I was really upset with papa.

"Pa as cheap as that, yes I, papa can give his son to others as easily as that.

"Sha you are nothing, papa just want the best for you, papa wants before papa go papa watch the first daughter papa married of course with someone right, papa wants to go papa, and papa choose Bram for you, because papa already believes in him" he replied in a high tone.

I also took a long breath.

"Pa, I want to marry the man of my choice, I'm not ready to go to the household for the time being please"

"Sha, papa see you're an adult and already worthy to establish a serious relationship, you know for yourself what papa's condition is now?"

"Pa, Caca please don't bring papa's disease and I'm even more stressed pa" my eyes feel very hot because it holds back crying.

"Yes next Sunday om tyo's family came for a proposal"

"Papa, I just met the Bram was just a few minutes to suddenly propose a pa".

I really don't understand papa's attitude this time, usually he always supports all my decisions, but suddenly he forces me to obey what he wants, he said, mama also can't dwell on papa's orders this time.

Marriage is not something easy, it takes readiness physically and mentally, getting married is not a joke, why papa easily said if I have to get married in the near future.

Which makes me wonder papa easily told me to marry someone I don't even know at all, not that he also used to say that I have to be careful in choosing a partner.

I'm not ready to get married, really not ready, boro-boro married dating almost never, just the time you know I'm a person who has no experience of romance problems, or, he didn't ask me if I had a boyfriend or not.

I've refused, but.

oh

I pondered for a moment I also remembered the incident at the hospital that papa had critical it, and I also knew papa's disease was not kidding, indeed, I was afraid that one day I would regret not obeying papa's orders this time.

After a long silence, I started talking again.

"Pa, I've already broken up if I accept this matchmaking" papa smiled

"Eits wait a minute pa, but there is a condition, the condition is that I must be loved first time with papa mama let me know the Bram is yes pa! Don't rush to get married either"

Papa laughed very hard

"Okay sha later papa talkin again to om tyo, but the problem lamarantetep Sunday tomorrow ya Cha"

"Oh papa, if I don't fit her well, how do you?"

"There's no way you don't want to be the same handsome Bram guy"

"Papa ko even joked about it"

Now Papa and Mama even continue to whimper in the car.

I don't know what makes papa suddenly want to match me this, it was also his tone was already high, eh now crybaby again if it was horrified I want to try Nerima matchmaking.

Papa and Mama were still in the car.

After a week of application time arrived, I was very confused there suddenly I felt sorry for having accepted this matchmaking I was afraid that the marriage accelerated as papa and om tyo.

Why yesterday I decided in a hurry, why do not I ask for time to think, and string the right words to persuade papa, ah why so stupid.

And now, their families have come.

I don't think it's going to be this fast

There I wear a modern kebaya dress that has been prepared by my mother, my hair in a small bun very neatly by my mother, she also gave a small flower-shaped decoration on my head, my makeup that night was natural because I didn't want to look overdone.

And as always, since I'm not good at making-up for official events, my cousin Riri was the one who helped put on my makeup today.

"Honestly I'm surprised Lo sha denger Lo suddenly want a proposal like gini"

"Especially I Ri, I'm a fool very directly kemarena this matchmaking"

"Kok Lo direct Nerima? Must be the ales because of Om huh?"

"Yaiyalah Ri moreover, I think it will not be a piece of this, besides I also asked for time to know each other so"

"But if it's about marriage I know Lo will not be rash sha, this is suddenly you want to, if maybe this is the way to Lo meet the same soul mate sha"

"Ah elo Ri, but I want to like other people who love each other so when married, besides not at this age also Ri"

"Yes I understand, anyways new proposal sha, Lo can still think again later, do not melek yes I'm actually Lo's makeup"

Riri even joked with his words, even though like that I understand what Riri means, Riri intends to remind me to think positively in this case, that's why he said maybe this is how God found me with my soul mate.

"Want to go berserk?"

"Ah elo mah becanda"

"Kidding? Ri, ah I'm kelp lo"

"Sorry sha, sorry hehehe"

half an hour after I finished dressing up, Bram and his family arrived, I was called down by my mom, when I got off the Bram family was sitting on the couch and talking to my dad.

Arriving under the Bram family immediately looked at me and smiled, his mother Bram had praised me.

"Geez his son Mbak Ani mas Indra very beautiful tonight"

I also just returned it with a smile.

The application event began, when the application event took place I ventured to glance at the face of Bram mas, and at the same time he was looking at my face as well, we both looked at about five seconds, and at the same time he was looking at my face, then I immediately lowered my head.

"Ah fuck me so I'm like gini si" I muttered

After the proposal was over we had dinner together, when the dinner took place suddenly papa spoke.

"Sha papa the same has been chatting with om tyo so that you two are given time to get to know each other"

I just nodded my head

"You want after dinner you can go for a walk for a while and can talk to each other as well" said papa

"Where does Bram agree?" Said om tyo

"Yaudah if that's it, I also want to talk a lot first with Shanum"

"I'm so disgusted I'm the same fashion ni guy" I said Deep down.

*See, am I dreaming right now?

Why so fast?

Mama, how should I go?

Riri, katalo maybe this is my way, what a nerve-wracking gosh*.