Fear of Marriage

Part 5 (someone comes on graduation)

"It doesn't feel like I'm going to graduate soon, it's been nothing special for the years I've been in college" I said in my heart.

It means that no one is special during this lecture, it can be interpreted as a girlfriend maybe, the tasks that always accumulate, thesis and trial that make me stress is not special for me. Although in the early semester I enjoyed it enough but over time I was overwhelmed also to get a satisfactory score.

That day was exactly a week before I graduated, before I graduated I was already an apprentice in one of the book publishing offices, and after I passed the trial I immediately officially worked there.

I have prepared the clothes that I will wear at graduation, I have also prepared uniforms for papa, mama and Razade my sister, I really want to appear perfect for this graduation, make-up problem was sorted out I chose Tia my high school friend who put on makeup, although I do not really like makeup but for this time I want to look different than usual.

Usually I always ask Riri for makeup, but this time she was out of town for a few days, that's why I called my high school friend who was no less good at makeup.

That day I just finished my work and went to the cafeteria to eat, in the middle of eating suddenly the phone rang, it turned out that my mother called me, without thinking I immediately picked it up.

"Hallo ma'am"

"Hallo ca, where are you dear?"

"I'm in Ma's office cafeteria, eating again"

"Ca, papa had another heart attack and now my mom is in the hospital, he said papa must put the heart ring as soon as she" mama spoke while sobbing at me.

"What a ma, it happened where, oh my papa, I go straight to the hospital now ma, mama is calm okay!"

"Yes mom wait ca"

I immediately asked for permission to go home early, it felt really bad, my mind was hard to control, a huge sense of anxiety and negative thoughts continued to wander.

Twenty minutes later I arrived at the hospital using an online ojek, on the street I had asked papa's room via SMS to mama, after paying his ojek I immediately ran to the papa room.

"Was papa how?"

"Udah is a little mengingan sha, tomorrow papa operation"

I also sighed immediately, and in my heart I was actually afraid that tomorrow papa's operation did not go well, I also immediately entered the papa room.

"Pa, how's it going now?"

"Udah sha, sha papa wants to talk to you about something"

"Speak what pa, directly Caca dengerin really"

"Sha papa intends to match you with the son of papa's best friend, he is a doctor sha, papa hope you are willing to sha"

Deg,, my heart stopped for a moment

"This papa is nothing I'm afraid of marrying pa, especially at my age now who is still this old, just also want graduation pa, papa do not joke with Caca"

"Why not say it like that, papa used to marry at the age of 30 and mama at the age of 28 is not fair pa, girlfriend just do not have let alone have to marry someone I do not know, I do not know, I'm afraid that my mother will marry for once in a lifetime, when I have to live in the same person that I don't love at all pa" I explained at length.

"Papa tau sha, but papa please papa does not arbitrarily choose a future husband for you"

"As for papa, I immediately went and did not accompany mama again in the hospital.

The next day was papa's surgery schedule, I was very scared, but at 12:00 mama called, he said papa had finished the operation even though it was critical.

When I heard Papa was critical, I was very angry with myself, maybe I wasn't there during the operation.

Not feeling now is the time when I have to part with my friends, it feels very mixed on the other hand I am happy because I finally graduated, I am, and on the other hand I also feel unwilling to part with my friends.

Even though papa just got out of the hospital but he still wanted to see me when he graduated, my mother also allowed him because there was just sitting, said mama.

At the graduation place, when I was taking pictures with my friends and family, without me knowing it turns out papa invited the person who will be betrothed to me and his parents.

Papa

"Sha here knows this om tyo, Aunt Maya, and this is Bram's son, I immediately greeted them, when I shook hands with Bram suddenly my feelings were strange, did not know why.

This guy named Bram is handsome, he's burly, tall and very charismatic, but I don't really care about him.

When I greeted the man, he suddenly gave me a beautiful bouquet of flowers, smiling at me.

"Sha is safe" while offering her flowers

I was silent for a moment, and my mama whispered "take sha"

Without thinking I immediately took the flowers, and say thank you, I think if I refuse it I feel bad because there are so many people there.

"His smile looks very sincere and friendly" I murmured.

Without thinking I immediately took the flowers, and say thank you, I think if I refuse it I feel bad because there are so many people there.

For a moment, I thought about why papa had invited a stranger to my graduation, and I closed my mouth in remembrance of something

Gosh, lest that's the guy who wants to mate with me

Papa didn't say that

Mama again, follow me

Jesus, what if they really were papa's friends and children

Ahhh I think not serious, it turns out papa is not kidding