Fear of Marriage

Section 11 (wedding of Ana)

today is the day my best friend is looking forward to, maybe it could be one of the happiest days of his life, which usually only takes a dozen minutes to dress up this time I have spent almost an hour to dress up, this time I was very intent with my appearance, despite the look of natural makeup, though it looks natural, still I always find it difficult to do it, finally I asked my cousin Riana who is good at polishing makeup on the face.

Riana "tumben nih want a complicated and and like gini?"

"this is my best friend RI's wedding special"

"more special again because it wants to co-exist with Bram ya haha"

"whatever you do, I don't want to debate Lo now"

"yawah deh my unique cousin is emang jaim, yaudah gih has finished her makeup, downstairs while waiting for someone to pick her up"

Riri laughs softly.

"what the fuck, thanks Riri my pussy cousin already deigned my makeup-in"

"thank you for having such a good cousin"

"beauty, just keep Lo"

btw Riri is the son of my mother's sister, who is none other than my aunt.

after finishing the dance, we decided to go down and wait in the middle room.

mama "came Caca in the same town as Riri, how did you become a beautiful gini?"

"i dandanin him to look very charming in front of Bram Tan mas"

I directly hit Riri's thigh "ish what the hell is Lo"

"that's it, isn't it? no need to boong"

"not to get sotoy"

mama "had ah no fight Mulu, later go home do not kemaleman ya sha!"

"okay ma"

papa suddenly approached and said

"you're the same Bram, aren't you sha?

"who else is the same"

papa just smiled a little.

and suddenly the sound of a car in front, and not how long the bell of the house rang, without further ado I immediately opened the door, at that moment I and Bram were silent for a few seconds, and papa's voice suddenly startled from behind.

"ekhem, why sha?"

"what the fuck is it"

"good night auntie, how are you?" mas Bram said hello

papa "night also Bram, we thank God good papa mama healthy?

"Thank God they are good too"

for fear of being late I immediately say goodbye to papa and mama also Riri

"pa, ma I immediately leave aja ya fear late because,ri I leave ya"

mama "have been careful sha Bram"

"yes, Aunt, I'm going to go "

mas Bram walked with me as he headed for the car and he opened the door for me.

"have no need"

"it's jennaur, let's go in"

"okay"

after the car started driving papa and mama punn waved his hand.

on the way Bram started the conversation.

"you're so beautiful tonight sha"

"you're also very handsome tonight" half-unconscious of my words I immediately covered my mouth with my hand.

"why sha?" while laughing small

"emhh no papa"

"that ko kadi salting?"

"yeah yes I admit you're very handsome tonight"

"that's why I don't have to be so stiff-me're the same as me"

"i'm also confused as to why I'm so ordinary with you"

"why do you always hide, I'm the same"

"Mas Bram stop well"

"i'll be here soon, I just want to say tonight you're very pretty and fit to wear this shirt"

"makasi" while closing my face

"don't say I jutek dong, it's because I don't really know each other yet, don't know if I already know the same people how crazy I am"

"we'll get to know each other soon"

"hmm later on talk to her"

we did not feel we had arrived, we immediately entered the building where the wedding took place, and it turns out Reza Adit and Nisa were already there with their respective partners.

Nisa "wah wah wah where the new Dateng"

I'm "not too late, am I?"

Nisa "no, wahhh there is something different in our appearance now, special huh?"

I'm "special for my best friend"

Adit "knows Napa sha as well as the guy next to Lo"

I'm "oh yauda mas these are my friends Adit, Reza, and this is nisa"

mas Bram "hello me Bram"

Nisa "Bram would-be husband Shanum kan" as she mocked

I'm "Lo's still just fine" while Mas Bram just smiles beside me

Nisa "so handsome sha, Lo kok sepet nolak si, hard nyari guy kayak gini sha" with no idea of shame Nisa babbling.

"ih lo emang kebangetan deh, sorry mas temen-tenemen I emang on like to joke"

mas Bram "yuda no longer papa gini kayak thing usual between the same temen temen temen"

Reza "eh uh look at it ana's out"

after the conversation we immediately met our best friend ana and embrace it one by one while congratulating, after which we took pictures together.

the party was very lively and now it was time to throw flowers, Nisa had been very noisy to ask her boyfriend to get the flowers, and the process of throwing flowers "1,2,3," MC calculated, came, the flower was thrown by the bride and groom and unexpectedly finally the bram who managed to catch the flower, he smiled faintly at me.

The MC called Bram to go on stage, and suddenly Bram grabbed my hand and pulled up onto the stage as well

Nisa " huhh sha tu flowers also know next elo mating" while laughing

Reza "doesn't get this wrong"

after I got on stage with mas bram finally ana came to me

ana "kok could happen to be like gini ya sha" while laughing

MC immediately asked me and Bram to take a picture with the bride and groom.

the party has been going on for quite a while, finally me and bram decided to go home, I also say goodbye to my friends fortunately go home first.

in the middle of the journey

"sha kok you can be friends with your friends, they seem very excited, while you pendiem kayak gini"

"don't know I feel like just connect with them, about them I can also change the scene instantly si"

"kalo already know me you can also dong like that"

"don't know" (coldly I replied)

"sha"

"yes"

"later to our wedding will we make a map like that too?"

my heartbeat felt like I wanted to be dislodged, I was still not fully aware that inevitably my marriage and Bram mas was very close.

"i don't even know when exactly the wedding was held, but certainly not need to see too many people, it's also not too long"

"why haven't you said sha?"

"yet"

"last afternoon my father was the same as I was talking, if our marriage will be held two weeks again, because a week after we get married I have a duty to Africa unituk one month"

"yes I know about your duties, so I don't know because it is very less communicating with you as well papa, even though I am also diem wedding will be done next"

"i understand this sha is still very difficult for you, I am also wrong because I do not invite communication much with you, I am afraid we are uncomfortable with it."

"no papa, I'm also a bit too cute"

"bismillah yes sha, two weeks away, even though you are not ready to accept me fully I am ready to accept you as you are, I am ready to wait and convince you"

I didn't feel like I was even shedding tears

"makasi mas, actually I gini because I'm confused, sorry if I can not accept you completely, but I will still appreciate us as my husband really"

"yes no papa sha, slow down, we will get used to it"

"you know if I'm wrong, ma'am?"

"yes sha"

"again makasi, I only want to get married once in my life even though I have not loved you but it feels like there is no other man who should be in my life ,don't let me down later I really can't imagine,

"yes sha as much as I can be your part".