Fear of Marriage

part 17 (later together)

It was nine o'clock in the evening, me and Bram had just climbed upstairs after dinner and had a little chat with Bram's parents. We acted like nothing had happened.

"What time does football start?"

The plan is we will watch football together, because we both like this football

"Hour ten sha"

"Continue waiting for him while you say yes?"

"Take a few stories, your High School story can also be"

"Ah my high school days are ordinary mas, no girlfriend there is no cement gebetan just a little anyway, uh lest Bram playboy first time High School?"

"So know you, I'm loyal sha"

"That means dating same people are loyal dong?"

"It's just the past sha, ah don't discuss, I want to go down first"

"Eh why don't you talk? Not that you were the one who asked me to discuss the experience of fitting High School, do you still want to continue yes the same ex-you fit High School"

"Eh why is it so, there you are now, why should I think of others"

"Whatever, I've also kept your promise before us"

"Before we what? Yes, I want his promise, you know I'm down first"

"okay"

It seems I am not too willing to care about the time if he, I just want to know him now.

How long after Bram came back to the room and brought one cup that smelled of the smell if it was coffee.

"You've made coffee?"

"Yes sha, why? Want too? I made it, but it's black sha coffee"

"Don't bother mas, I'll taste from your cup only, don't want to drink a lot of fear later even can't sleep"

"Do you like black coffee sha?"

"I really like, even I don't like coffee that uses milk or all kinds"

"Add another one of your uniqueness that I know" with a small laugh

"Just like this unique coffee item is really strange for you"

"It's rare that girls like coffee items"

"Not knowing either"

Since the beginning of meeting Mas Bram always said that I am a strange woman is a unique woman, even just now I said I like black coffee just to say unique, unique, other girls like black coffee, I thought.

I also took out the foods that had bought at the minimarket yesterday when on the way here, watching the ball while eating the most delicious.

"That's the food you bought yesterday, sha?" Ask Bram

"Yes, you don't like gini"

"Like kayak snacks that way, but because you bought me follow me eat deh"

"Don't eat either"

"Well, you are so evil, I want to eat this delicious snack you choose"

"What are my tastes so ugly?"

"Judah, your choice is always right"

"Since when did you like sha football?"

"Since SMP maybe"

"Can't you like that?"

"Yes like it, maybe because papa used to invite me to watch together"

"You are indeed very unique yes sha, you are different from most women, homework, cook you are still good at it"

"Stop don't praise me, I admit I'm multi-talented"

"Oh, arrogant, this tomboyish mojang"

"Cocky, that person you were the one I confessed to"

"Iyadeh, you're multi-talented, your dream girl"

It did not feel we had finished watching one round of matches and once I drank coffee made Bram mas on the sidelines eating snacks

"I told you what mas, my favorite team must have excelled"

"Okay, you're good at picking your favorite team" too"

"Yes dong"

"Eh you don't pap snacking in the middle of a gini mall?"

"Why indeed? It's a special day because it's a weekend"

"Oh, so that weekend is the day you indulge, huh?"

"Yes"

"Maybe that's why you feel at home, because you're comfortable with yourself"

"Well, if we don't pay attention to who else we are, it might mean the meaning of my life for me and my family"

"But maybe after you can understand there are strangers who are now always near you and always want to make you happy, the meaning of your life may also change sha"

"Perhaps, hold the meaning of your life now what is mas?"

"In addition to myself and my family, because now there is you, you have also become part of the meaning of my life sha"

I was silent for a moment, like a confused person.

"Mmmhh, makasi mas has made me your priority as well, with me who is still" my speech depends.

"Yes sha gak papa"

"I do it mas, you know love itself can not be forced but again in our relationship maybe I just need time "

"Yes, let's continue watching the second half already want to start"

In the middle of the second half watching the game, I was really sleepy, I leaned back into bed, too, maybe after that I slept very soundly because when I woke up I was already in bed, and Bram mas next to me.

He wrapped his hands around my stomach, I let him go, because maybe I'm getting used to this kind of situation.

Because when I saw the clock on the wall showing at four o'clock in the morning, I decided to continue my sleep with the sour state of Bram who was wrapping his hands on my stomach.

Even I had rubbed the cheeks on his handsome face, and had muttered that his face looked more handsome when asleep.

Sometimes I've gotten a little used to seeing Bram's mas when I wake up from sleep, even sometimes I like to look at his face for a long time but sometimes I'm always awkard if I remember things like that.

I don't know it seems like I'm a money-planned person in relationship matters, but still I don't want to claim you I'm plan-guy, still I consider myself this still needs time.