Fear of Marriage

Human heart

William's car had stopped in front of his rented house.

“I have affairs abroad, it will probably be a week there”, William said before Karenina got out of her car.

“As I go, Farel will drop you off and pick you up, and also use the card I gave you. If you need anything else you can tell him because Ryan is coming with me”, he said it was like a husband would say goodbye to his wife.

“No need to trouble others, Will. Yoga and Juwita can also take me and pick me up. About your card you don't worry, I'll definitely spend your money” William smiled hearing that.

“Already, do not argue. You better trouble Farel than trouble your friend” he said like saying don't argue with me.

“Baik”, he said forced.

“You're so sweet that you think this is”. Wiliam looked at his face long enough to make Karenina become misbehaved.

“Can I kiss you?” without waiting for an answer William immediately found their lips. She said that she felt so tenderly the sweet lips of Karenina that she missed. He sucked his tongue as Karenina gave way without him noticing. They then taste each other's insides.

“Come in, and instantly break”, Karenina nodded, she got out of William's car with a flushed face. The man had just launched his car when his girlfriend had disappeared behind the door.  

Karenina finds Merry eating ice cream with her legs crossed in the front seat of the television. He lowered Merry's leg and sat down nearby. Merry feeds the ice cream and Karenina opens her mouth wide.

“Mer”

“Hemm”

“I don't think William is as bad as you said deh” Merry put another spoonful of ice cream in Karenina's mouth.

“Maybe also” said briefly. He then looked at the clingy Karenina after swallowing the ice cream that had melted in his mouth.

“Do you like him?”

“Hem?” Karenina was speechless, she looked back at Merry with her confused face.

“Nina, do you like her?” Merry raises next to her eyebrows waiting for Karenina to answer.

“She does suck, likes it casually . He showed me his other side when he was with me. He can get angry and talk rudely to others, but when in front of me all his arrogant attitude disappeared somewhere” Karenina remembered some events where William was angry at his employees but the anger was lost when he was with her.

“I asked if you like him, why even explain the others sih”

“I want to say that she's nice to me, and I might like her” Merry's silent dressing, she put down her ice cream bowl waiting for the next story from Karenina.

“Not like as you imagine, I mean I like as a fellow human not like a woman to a man”, he explained but Merry instead sneered at him.

“The difference is just thin know, soon you also fall in love”

“Ngot possible” elakannya firmly.

“Keep why would you want to be in a relationship with him?”

“So he's satisfied and stop pestering me”

“But if he really falls in love with you and doesn't want to let go of you?” Karenina chuckled, Merry squinted her eyes.

He was very clean, he did not want to share the same spoon with his housemates, he also did not like his food on the spoon from the mouth of someone else. Maybe that's why Karenina is closer to Merry than Rara.

“Because the human heart is easy to turn back, Nin. Today you can love her very much but tomorrow you can also be very hateful, no one can guess what will happen next” Merry wisely spoke, saying, but something changed on his face when he said it. It was fortunate that Karenina was not good at seeing such a thing.

Karenina chuckled again at Merry's wise words, “since when the hell have you been so good at playing words?” Karenina sneered, then her face changed into serious fashion.

“But why do you hate Ryan so much?” it was Karenina's turn to listen after she felt she was done. For a long time he had wanted to ask but was always distracted by the question of cornering Merry.

“She's my ex-boyfriend”, she replied, Karenina doesn't look surprised because she guessed it.

“I'm so sorry to talk about him, Nin. I think he's just a book I've finished reading, and in the book there was a part that made me hurt as much as the story so I decided to burn the book because I did not want to read it again if I saw it”.

Although Karenina was not very good at deciphering poets or anything like that but she understood Merry's intentions this time. He stopped there and did not want to talk about it anymore. Didn't everyone have their own wounds, and many people who no longer want to discuss the cause of their wounds, maybe Merry is one of those who have been injured and choose to forget the wound forever.

Their conversation was over, entering in their respective rooms and sleeping resting a tired body.

As karenina said yesterday, today she is already at the site of a housing development project located on the edge of the city. There are Rendra, Juwita and Yoga who come with him. Development has begun to be done by making a strong foundation as a beginning.

The scorching day and the flying dust did not make them lose their spirits. Together with some of their S&M employees down a very large project site.

“I heard Karenina has a special relationship with Mr. William, what is it because this project fell into your hands”. All eyes turned to look at Karenina, the woman letting the drink bottle float in front of her lips. He who saw everyone watching him did not drink and closed his bottle.

“What do you mean?” Rendra asked in place of Karenina.

“What you guys have known before this project, you guys look very intimate together. He's been in Mr William's room for a long time, what are you doing inside?”.

The man looked at Karenina with a grin as if humbling her, he also scanned Karenina's appearance from top to bottom.

“What are you trying to say, brengs*k” Rendra couldn't bear to see his friend in such an harasser pulling the collar of that man's shirt.

“Pak, stop”, everyone there tried to break up, Rendra took off her collar when her members pulled her hand.

“Do not talk carelessly, we won this project because Mr. William liked our presentation. It was all purely from our effort and hard work, not for any other reason that was in your dirty brain”. Juwita loudly said it in front of that person. He pulled the pias-faced Karenina away from the man, then Rendra followed him.

“You should only work according to your duties, do not take care of those that are not part of your job. I hope you will no longer say stupid things in the future” after saying what he wants to say, Yoga follows his three friends.

Karenina seems very heavy carrying her steps, all this time she never thought up to there that maybe indeed the reason this project fell into the hands of Dimension is because of her.

‘But what could William want to play around with this big project just to bother me, who I really am’.

“No need to think about the words that were, we won this project because we can indeed”, said Yoga. They're already in the car back to Dimension, faster than they expected.

Juwita nodded in agreement with Yoga “Iya, because we are able to” he said.

“I am not very comfortable to see like that, like I am a cheap woman aja”, he said finally open his voice.

“I'll ask Mr. Luis to talk to Mr. William to replace you with Yoga as a Dimension representative, so you don't have to go to S&M again”, Karenina said quickly.

His stupid brain would definitely not think that William might be angry after hearing what had happened earlier.