Fear of Marriage

Makes him lose his memory

Karenina adjusted her breathing while holding her chest while they were already in the car.

“Is he the man who scares you about building a relationship?”. From the reaction that Karenina showed earlier, William could guess that the man who was bothering them earlier was the man that Karenina had told him about before.

Karenina nodded, her face looking pale when before meeting her ex-boyfriend she was fine.

“Why is he here? What if she knows where I work and also where I live, hiks hikss..why I met her again” Karenina banged her head on the back of the car. William clucked as his head gurgled at it.

“What are you worried about if I'm next to you” William said calmly trying not to be affected.

“That's why you're always beside me, you'll also have a lot of work”. Reply Karenina, they can not often meet because of William's extraordinary busyness.

“How about if I hire a bodyguard to take care of you, if he dares to bother you I will have them beat him until he loses his memory and no longer remembers you”, I will have them beat him up, their views met briefly before William refocused on the street in front of him.

“It's also good that he lost his memory. Wow, your idea makes sense too”. William again bobbing heads, Karenina always takes her jokes seriously not realizing that she too often takes Karenina's jokes seriously.

William did think of hiring a bodyguard to take care of his lover, but to beat people to memory loss he still thinks several times to deal with the law and make him furious with his parents.

“I'll have Ryan look for it tomorrow, you take it easy”, William said.

“Search what?”

“Bodyguard, do you want?”

“I don't want ya, don't try to do it. You can just make him lose his memory, how?”

“Then if I was in jail, who would take care of you”, Karenina looked at William, silent for a moment as if digesting something in her head.

“True also”, he said then scratched his head. Karenina rested her back on the back of the car and let out a sigh.

“I'm glad I don't need to see her again these three years, why did she suddenly come back again” Karenina again sighed heavily, saying, the person he had avoided the most in his life suddenly came back. What if that fellow managed to take him by force, where else would he have to go to avoid him.

‘Do I run away again, but I'm very comfortable here, working at Dimension, living with Rara and Merry and also, I feel comfortable being around him. Whatever the reason is to be with me, I don't care as long as he doesn't ask me to sleep with him, I won't leave him’.

William's car had already reached the front of his rented house, but Karenina didn't seem to notice it. She was still deep in her thoughts about Halim, the man who had scared her into any relationship.

“Do not think of any other man besides me, Karenina. I won't let him bother you anything else until it hurts you. I can guarantee it to you”. William said with certainty. Karenina nodded with a force.

“Why didn't you use the card I gave you?” said William. “I didn't bring it, I forgot in room”, he replied. Karenina never carried the card William had given her.

“Nina, I told you that you used the card for your needs and saved your money. If you don't want to use that card, I'll tell everyone what we've done in Bali. You just imagine how you'll face the evil mouths of the people”

“Ck, don't threaten me like that. I just feel like I don't have the right to use your money, so I don't want to use it”

“Why, you are my lover right, of course you have the right to use my money. I've told you that you can wear as much as you want”

William kissed Karenina on the forehead before he got out of the car. “Remember, don't think of any other men besides me”, William said once again. Karenina nodded and got out of the car.

Despite not setting it in front of Karenina, William was actually very angry when Halim said that Karenina was his future wife.

“No one can take it from me, he will be mine forever” he said with his eyes straight at the road in front of him.

Merry had been at home for a few weeks before Karenina came home, casually sitting in front of the television with a few snacks on her lap.

“Already home”, greet Merry when Karenina is already sitting next to him. Karenina simply replied with a murmur.

“Mer, you really do not want to find a girlfriend again?”, since meeting again with Ryan, Merry was never again seen in the shuttle or picked up someone. He asked to buy a car by his parents and bring his own car anywhere now.

Merry is from a family that is, even without working, he can still live comfortably. Even the monthly money his parents send is much greater than his salary. He just wanted to study independently so as not to always rely on his parents. And also looking for busyness to treat his heart injury.

“Search, but later”, he replied with a mouth that was temporarily chewing. “Why?” askalanya.

“No, just weird to see you henchmen at home”, Karenina chuckles.

“Why?” Merry knitted his brows seeing the ruckus of Karenina.

“You're like someone who failed to move on because your ex showed up again, you immediately stop being playgirl”, Karenina's laughter broke, Merry pinched her waist deep enough to make her scream.

“Merry, sick”, screeches. Karenina continued her laughter while rubbing her slightly painful waist.

This morning William could not pick up Karenina because she was out of town, she did not refuse when Merry offered her a ride. William forbade him to be picked up or transferred to Yoga. William felt that Karenina's male friend had different feelings for her lover.

And after losing the debate, Karenina finally relented and began to keep her distance with Yoga.

“Nin, there is a cariin”, Susi from the front office came to him.

“Who?” ask Karenina. There's no way William, his girlfriend, is out of town and they're exchanging messages right now.

“Cowok, not much different handsome as Mr. William”, said Susi. Karenina furrowed her brows, trying to think who was looking for her. Then his face immediately pale to imagine that the inspiration that turned out to come looking for him.

“Say I don't exist, say that there is no name Karenina here”, she said in a panic. Susi squinted her eyes looking suspiciously at Karenina.

“That's your affair, you cheated on that handsome, dirty Mr. William. Extremely you” cecar Susi judgmental with his trademark.

“Ihh, what the hell. Already, get out there. Say you don't know the same one whose name is Karenina”. Karenina pushed Susi out. He was walking quietly behind Susi wanting to see who came looking for her.

He got into the lobby and hid behind the front office desk. His eyes were rounded as his gaze met the gaze of the man who was looking for him, especially when the man walked up to him after seeing him.