Fear of Marriage

Part 1 (Shanum )

Hello my name is Shanum zeefania Nabila,

Temen-temen used to call Shanum, sha, or Cha , a very simple girl, my papa was an army TNI soldier and my mother was a doctor, my mother was a doctor, I also have a younger brother named Razade, whose son is unadulterable and very lazy.

My dream since long ago was to become a writer but my father always told me to be a woman who serves the country or society whether it be TNI soldiers like papa, police, police, or the word papa be a doctor like your mama can also, but I actually do not like to be appointed tunjuki kayak that want to follow my will, anyway I also cramming him

finally I chose to enter the faculty of Indonesian literature at one of the public universities in Bandung, because I felt my interest was there, to get into the faculty that I want I have to seduce papa with great difficulty, and have to ask for help mama anyway.

if my friend says they fit early know me he said I was his duck cuek for mercy, hard to talk to, weird, not good at getting along, he said, like exciting themselves even though they do not know if they already know I am really shy.

Actually, I can be counted using the fingers so little, right the beginning of school whether it is Junior High School, or High School must take a long time just to get along with my classmates.

Yes, that's how I am, I also sometimes wonder the same to myself why it's so hard to just have a regular chat with me. After I almost finished college semester one I just had a deket tea which is not much.

Temen near me is a safiyana Dwi anjani commonly called ana, patient sigadis who always follow the will of his friends never have a stand, the person is a little late if invited to chat sometimes kelas are also the same old man but among others I consider him the most okay temen anyway.

The second there is a reza Gunawan Iskandar commonly called Reza maennya same girl mulu, nurut same temen-tennya, pretty sintered and diligent, plus like nlaktirin snack cantin.

And my next tenet is the twins Anisa and Aditya they are the most horrendous children in the class really like to make the class laugh because of his silly behavior, because of his silly behavior, sometimes wonder how I can yah menenan same them, another they both also often really fight because of trivial things.

After a long time I went to college, I only had four ten deket it doang, actually the same other students also began to be familiar and can joke but not as soon as the same four people.

That day was Monday, in the campus when the break arrived I gathered together with the victory, uh suddenly the Aditya the rese asked

"sha Lo has a boyfriend?"

I immediately replied "no",,

"buset judes very you know sha, keep you've never been dating yet sha?"

With a flat face I also answered

"never before why the coco is so Lo",,

Anisa the twin was directly Nyamber aja

"buset Lo sha time Lo never really dating kasian life you know hahaha" Anisa laughed softly

"is something wrong, right?"

Nisa also re-literate "yaiyalah sha today who is the one who has never been dating a child SD only now has a girlfriend",,, the",,

"gua doesn't like to play with guys like lo" I replied

"ah say not sell, masasih ca you will be high, the skin is very exotic lo eyebrows, beautiful eyelashes, sexy lips Iding Lo that sharp, beautiful, no one wants to, hahah bekanda, becanda sha" said Nisa.

"Lo did not touch the same thing about this little boy" said Ana innocently

"not the time I have to be touched on the same twins are usual na" I replied with a laugh, he said,

"some of the time I never bothered kayak soan, not never like the same guys but the cave is always afraid of disappointment that na" said I.

Suddenly the entrance bell rang "had entered yet" said Reza "yuda we enter the conversation diterusin sometime ok" said ana. the kampret aditya immediately replied "good boss let's meet Mr. Joko back "

"basic installment" I said.

When the lecturer arrived, Mr. Joko was named, he asked us to collect the assignment Sunday yesterday, after collecting the class assignments began.

For some reason every part of Joko's class I feel very bored, time also feels twice as long as usual, huh I really want this Joko sir class to end quickly.

In the middle of class suddenly everyone laughed when he saw Adit who fell asleep gaping while slitting in the back seat, he was indeed his master in terms of sleeping in class.

This first semester was quite impressive, although I didn't find many friends, but at least I have four friends who have always made my life feel much more exciting now.

Bad experience when going to college maybe only when ospek only, at that time I felt very difficult, maybe because my communication needs are not good, maybe, so I was not comfortable with the situation ospek that almost all of the contents were new to me, the senior was also very fierce 'astaga I inattnaya back".

I enjoyed my new activities in college, I enjoyed my time with my friends, I also enjoyed the food at the college, because somehow the food here tastes better than in the cafeteria at high school.

After coming home from college in the afternoon, sometimes I also like to walk the same Razade, whether it's just buying roadside foods such as chicken noodles, kwetiaw and others.

If my money is still left sometimes I also buy mama and papa his favorite food is martabak.