Don't Want to Split

Chapter 21 - Another Surprise

Too many scars on the body from the accident, Zefanya did not notice a pale pink pink line on the bottom of her stomach. And most likely it was a caesarean section. Zefanya rubbed the scar while asking questions in her heart, how can a mother give birth but did not know anything about it. Not remembering it either.

After being remembered - remember, Sandra's doctor once said that there was a part of the past that he had not remembered. And it seems that what Dr. Sandra meant was about her daughter Louisa.

"Zie?" call Ezra while knocking on the bathroom door. "Zie, I know this must have surprised you. Please open the door. We need to talk."

She looked at the bathroom door from the mirror. He now knows why Ezra made a deal with him. There was Louisa in the mansion where they lived. Of course Zefanya will rethink to leave their child. Children who are most likely to have a disability or mental retardation.

Given the bad possibility it made Zefanya cry bitterly. He smothered his mouth with a towel to dampen his stuffing.

"Go, Ezra!" Zefanya's voice sounded hoarse from crying.

"No way, Zie. I can't possibly leave you alone in a state of shock. After knowing about Louisa, you should know everything so that you do not experience any more shocks" said Zefa

Zefanya turned around and faced the door, her eyes looking frustrated.

"What do you mean, Ezra? Are there any more surprises for me?"

"Open the door, Zie. See the surprise for yourself. I know you'll like them."

'They?'

Holy hooch! It was as if someone was grasping Zefanya's heart tightly, sick. He doesn't remember anything, but Ezra's words make him think far. Afraid of the reality that had just been revealed, Zefanya could not turn the door lock. His strength vanished and only the mampi leaned against the door so that his body did not slump down to the floor.

From behind the door, there was the voice of a baby girl who was immediately known as Louisa's voice. But, it turns out that there is another baby voice acting out Louisa's voice. Hoping that all he heard was hallucinations, Zefanya stuck her ear to the door. Listen more carefully.

"Zefanya, dear." persuade Ezra gently. "We'll stay here, wait for you to come out. Open the door, Ma Moitie. Louis and Louisa had long waited to say hello to their Mommy."

'Louis?'

'Louisa?'

The names were milling around in Zephaniah's mind. Suddenly, it was as if a great wall had collapsed before him. Something that covered his memories shattered and revealed a buried memory all along. Suddenly Zefanya was thrown in a white room.

"Welcome to give birth to a pair of twins, ma'am." Say the nurse while showing a pair of babies inside the incubator. Each of the baby's hands has a bracelet of two different colors, one pink and the other blue

A nurse pushed her wheelchair into the care room of a premature baby. The sound of two crying babies greeted Zefanya.

"Have you prepared his name, madam?" ask the nurse again kindly.

"The zoo!" call Ezra in a voice full of anxiety.

If he obeyed his heart, Zefanya wanted to reach the door and open it. But his hands trembled, the nervous attack just came without being able to be dammed.

"Ughhh!"

Zefanya rem@s - rem@s her hand tried to ease the shaking on her body. He tried to recall instructions once taught by Sandra's doctor on how to regulate breathing when her tremors recur.

Unfortunately the pieces - pieces of the incident re-emerged drowning in his head, his breathing felt tight and his body froze as if suddenly paralyzed. Memory after memory returns like a flash of lightning that alternates, darting into the head and illuminating his mind.

A commercial plane took him to Edinburgh and tried to avoid people who knew him so that no one would report him to Ezra. The next month, the thing she feared happened was that she was pregnant. Something that should make a woman happy when she knows pregnant with the boy she loves, instead makes Zefanya shaken up violently.

Not only that, the bathroom before him seemed to turn into a shelter owned by the social service, where he had been hiding all this time.

'Oek.... '

The baby cries buzzed in Zefanya's ears, restoring herself to the long nights she spent with her two premature twins. He did not dare to leave them even for a moment. As much as possible Zefanya devoted love to the pair of twins. Learn to carry, bathe, give su-su and then change diapers while they - design a plan to care for them in the future without the help of the twins' father.

Right now the feeling of longing that was so deep ambushed Zefanya.

"My babies." he was sad, it turned out that he had been separated from them for about five months.

TIIIN!!!

CKIIIIIT!!!

"HEY! HEART - HEART!" The voice of an unknown man roared in his ear.

Suddenly his head was throbbing violently, very sick. The sound of car horns hurting the ears and the squeaking sound of car tires rubbing against asphalt emerged from the subconscious, jolting Zefanya back to the present.

"Oh, no! I remember it now!" he murmured slowly to himself.

It was the day that both babies were ready to leave the hospital after treatment. I don't know where Aunty Laura arrived - suddenly appeared at the social service home. They had a big fight because her aunt did not agree that she was divorced from Ezra. Louise, her brother, who came with Laura Aunty to meet her also supported her to return to Ezra.

Disappointed that no one would take his side, Zefanya ran away when he arrived - suddenly a sedan car was sliding at high speed from the right of the road. After that Zephanya did not remember anymore, what happened to him.

For him then there was only darkness, just as it was now, dark...