Divorced for Poor

Chapter 91. Forget a moment of sadness

Nathan took a long breath. All the efforts to find the Revelation, he has done. But what is expected is not that easy. Nathan looked at Lilis with a sad look.

"Darling, sit down first. I want to talk to you about something" Nathan said, taking Lilis for a seat.

"So, what's Mas?"

"We've tried to do so with the police. To this day, I have not found anything. All the slightest clues have been traced, still the result is zero," Nathan paused for a moment. "I'm not desperate, but maybe we should be ready to give up."

"Mas, what did Mas Nathan mean? Revelation will not be found?" tanya Lilis was in shock.

Lilis cried and her chest felt tight. Nathan, who could not bear to see Lilis' condition, hugged her to encourage her.

"Honey, we give up doesn't mean we won't be looking for Revelation anymore.

Even if the police can't find our son, I'll keep trying to find him. But we must prepare the heart, for the worst. We must keep going and live our lives well, so that we can still seek the Revelation."

"Mas, I know. We have to live well in order to keep looking for it. But it was very difficult for me. How can I ...."

"Darling, you should be able to. Look at Naina, look at me and mom. We need you so much. Rest assured, that everything that happens will have a silver lining for us. We must believe that God will not give trials and trials if we are considered incapable. So we have to be strong, and think positively about this incident" Nathan said.

"Hopefully Lilis can, Mas."

Lilis still could not receive fully, if Revelation was no longer in her arms. It all feels sudden. But it is true, her husband said. Lilis tries to make a heart and accept all these realities, to survive. There's still Naina, Mas Nathan and mom who need him.

The night was getting late, and Lilis almost forgot that today her former mother-in-law and sister-in-law came to ask for permission to take Naina out for a walk. Lilis was still confused, should she really ask for consideration from her husband or would she lie to Ms Wati and Ms Mona if her husband did not allow Naina to leave?

Lying, do I have to do that just to keep Naina from getting to know the family of my ex-husband?

"Lis, what's up, like there's something you're hiding from me?"

"Is that so obvious, Mas?"

"visibility. You were not calm. Say, don't keep it to yourself. It will be a burden on your heart" Nathan assured Lilis.

"Mas Nathan was right. Mas, my former mother-in-law and Mona's mother-in-law came back," Lilis said.

"You want to take Naina again?"

"No. At first I was annoyed when they tried to make Naina confused. Saying that they are Naina's grandmother and aunt. It's not that I don't want Naina to know her father's family, but they don't know Naina's trauma because of her father. I was angry earlier, just like them," Lilis said with a sigh.

"A satisfied with his anger?" nathan asked with a smile.

"Udah. But after being angry I regretted," Lilis said with a sigh.

"Why?"

"They're older than me. But their talk is kind of outrageous, Mas. Pake why I stingy share happiness, so the Revelation is gone. Isn't that outrageous, Mas?" lilis said somewhat emotionally.

"Take a. Such words are not pleasant to hear. If you are angry, it is natural. They should also keep their talk from silencing the feelings of others."

"There's more. They want to take Naina for a walk. Should we allow it or not?" lilis asked as she looked at her husband's face.

"Mas, I'm lucky to have a husband like you. Every word you say can calm my heart. After the Revelation is gone, it feels like I have no more passion for life" said Lilis sadly.

"Darling, can we forget for a moment everything that happened? Just give me a minute" Nathan asked.

"What do you mean?" ask Lilis in shock.

"No-no, no. I know you can't yet" Nathan turned around and tried to close his eyes.

Lilis tried to figure out what her husband meant. Since the disappearance of Revelation which is almost two weeks, Lilis has never been in contact with her husband. In fact, Lilis almost never paid attention to everything, including Naina and mother. Moreover, to serve her husband, there was almost no interest.

Lilis looked at her husband's body that was behind her. If her husband wanted to, but he didn't dare say if he wanted to, how? While Lilis continues to sink into grief and never again pays attention to the needs of her husband.

Will Mas Nathan be looking for an impingement outside? If that happens, I will be very sorry for the rest of my life. Then what should I do, should I tell her if I'm ready to serve her?

Lilis took a deep breath. Thinking of one way, so that the husband does not seek out outlet. Start in a gentle and subtle way.

Hugged the body that had been behind her while rubbing her face into her husband's back. Lilis was sure that her husband had not slept, but why was there no reaction. He hugged her tighter. And his embrace this time can make Nathan turn around.

Now Nathan looked at Lilis's face which looked a bit puffy due to frequent crying. Lilis hugged her husband again, who returned her embrace. Shamelessly, Lilis's hand went inside Nathan's shirt and stroked his back. Suddenly, Nathan was shocked. This was confirmed by Lilis. But Lilly didn't care. If her husband doesn't understand the signal from her, it's her fault, not Lilis's fault, that's what she's thinking right now.

Nathan is also not a stupid man and does not understand the signal from his wife, but Nathan is rather surprised by Lilis' attitude. Lilis never took the initiative first to start, but now she dared to do the thing that made her maleness soul rise.

Lilis finally gave up and let go of her embrace slowly. When his embrace came off, he intended to pull the blanket and go to sleep immediately. However, her heart skipped a beat, as suddenly her husband moved quickly to hold both of her hands.

"Maas ...."

"You have to take responsibility" Nathan said.

"What responsibility?" tanya Lilis was confused.

"Would you sleep after waking up your husband?" ask Nathan.

"I ...."

Without waiting for Lilis to answer, Nathan begins to kiss Lilis' red lips. The conscious Lilis, her husband had already burned his passion, trying to stop him before doing any further.

"Mas ...," said Lilis as she escaped her husband's kiss.

Nathan smiled and realized what Lilis wanted to say. They prayed as usual before undergoing the husband and wife ritual. For a few minutes, they forget the sadness they are currently experiencing.

What about the Wendi and Sri ritual after two weeks of marriage?

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