
"What, Divorce? Baby, what do you mean? You know what divorce means?" nathan panicked.
"I knew. I've experienced it before. So don't ask me again, what is the meaning of divorce," replied Lilis flatly.
"But what is the problem between us? We've been fine all along. We've been through some good times. We just had a kid. You see, the revelation of our son. It is the fruit of our love. No, I will never divorce you. Never will" Nathan said with tears in his eyes.
"Mas, at first I thought everything would be fine. We have a family we need to take care of. I have a mother, Naina and Revelation that I must protect. To me they are more important than anything, including you, Nathan. I've been thinking about it, about us and everything. My decision has been the best for you and me as well as for everyone," Lilis said with a heavy sigh.
"Darling, if there's a problem, let me know. I'll finish it for you. The decision you said was best for us, for everyone, have you asked me, what is best for me? It's best for me to be with you, with our children" Nathan said, holding Lilis' hand.
Lilis just kept quiet, hearing her husband's words. Suddenly the Revelation cried. Lilis let go of her husband's hand and held Revelation and tried to calm him down.
"Is it because I am poor, that you consider me incapable of looking after you? Or do you no longer love me?" ask Nathan again.
"really. It's all because you're poor. How to give a future to children. I don't love you anymore either. So, go," Lilis said as she held back her cries.
"Darling, I can't believe what you're saying. You don't love me anymore? And now, you're kicking me out?" nathan didn't believe in all this.
"If you're embarrassed, go!"said Lilis loudly.
"Wasn't husband and wife quarrel, dissent is common. Why did you have to throw me out?" nathan asked sadly.
"Must I repeat my words?" tanya Lilis held back sadly.
"Well, since you've already kicked me out, and I also have my pride. I'm leaving tonight. I hope you won't regret expelling me" said Nathan, who quickly got out of bed and packed his clothes.
"I'm waiting for your divorce papers as soon as possible" Lilis said before Nathan left.
Nathan hopes that Lilis will stop him from leaving, but instead the divorce papers that Lilis is waiting for.
Nathan left with a sense of anger and heightened emotions. Lilis, that very loving and patient woman is no more. She had already turned into a matre woman and did not care about the feelings of others. During marriage, there are almost no quarrels and disagreements. But in just one night this love affair can end.
In the living room, Nathan runs into his mother-in-law. Lady Siti was shocked to see Nathan carrying a suitcase.
"Where are the nights like this, son?"
"Lilis kicked me out, ma'am. I'm leaving, please take care of Lilis and the children. If there's anything, tell Nathan, ma'am."
"I'm sorry Lilis, also forgive mom, mom can't help anything."
"Mother, this is a matter between me and Lilis. It has nothing to do with mom. Nathan go first. Assalamualaikum" Nathan said, kissing his mother-in-law's hand.
"Wa'alaikum salutations."
Slowly Bu Siti made milk for Revelation, after which she carried it. Revelation fell silent in Bu Siti's arms and she finally fell asleep. Ms. Siti immediately laid Revelation into the baby box.
As for Lilis, there was already no sound of her crying. Ms. Siti thought, Lilis fell asleep after tired of crying like Revelation. But it turns out he was wrong.
"Lis, Lilis, move upstairs. Later your neck can hurt," said Ms. Siti took a slow touch of Lilis' body.
Unexpectedly, Lilis' body lying on the floor made Ms. Siti panic. Lilis fainted.
"Reliss ...."
Bu Sri immediately took the eucalyptus oil and immediately placed it under Lilis's nose to allow it to be inhaled. Ms. Siti also rubbed it on Lilis' chest and neck. After a while, Lilis regained her senses and found herself lying on the floor.
"Mother, what's going on? Why is Lilis on the floor?" lilis asked in shock as she stood up and turned to the top of her bed.
"Lilis, you fainted. What exactly is going on? Does this have anything to do with your departure this afternoon?" ask Bu Siti while sitting next to her.
"Mother, forgive Lilis. Lilis has made her decision. Maybe this decision of Lilis will make me and Mas Nathan will not be able to be together again" said Lilis sadly.
"Lilis, I'm sure no matter what decision you make, you must have calculated both the good and the bad. Every decision will not be right for everyone. Someone will be hurt. But if that decision hurt you, why don't you share it with your husband?" asked Bu Siti while sighing.
"If I tell her, she might be willing to part with me. There are many things that make me have to make this decision. Making myself bad in his eyes, it's very difficult. I almost cried seeing her get hurt" Lilis said.
"Is there no other way but to separate?" ask Bu Siti curious.
"I don't want to make it in a difficult choice. I picked one for her, so she could move forward without looking back at me and her children."
"Mom, I don't think that's fair to him. For him you are the most precious treasure of his life. Now, you broke his heart and even that heart might have been broken by now."
"Well or not, it doesn't matter anymore. For Lilis, your safety is above all else. Mas Nathan will be able to live without us, but if anything happens to the mother and children, I will die mother," Lilis replied in tears.
"Lilis forgive mother, mother will not ask again. Whatever your decision, I think it's the best for us" said Ms. Siti, hugging Lilis.
"If in this city our lives are not safe, maybe we'll get out of here" Lilis said.
"Whatever Lilis' decision, mom's coming along. I'm sure it's for our good" said Ms. Siti.
Ms. Siti could no longer ask. He was afraid of making Lilis depressed. Let whatever he decides may be held accountable to his own heart. Because he decides, he gets hurt, he gets sick. As long as he doesn't despair, there's still a chance to change it later.
Although Ms. Siti is not sure what happened to Lilis, she always prayed that God would show her the best way to her daughter's household. Do not let a second farewell by an irresponsible person.