A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working

Husein's Grief

"Well if that's what my brother asked me to fill" a small sob came out of Hussein's mouth

"Generic..!!" I accidentally snapped at him because I was upset, didn't I say he had to try.

"Stupid!!!" Hasan's voice was accompanied by a strange smile like there was something he could bear

"Look at him yelling at you clearly - obviously your humor likes you! Are you letting go for someone else??! Don't give in to anyone if you're still on the right path!"

Hasan's expression made Husein realize he immediately turned to me, because my words that let go made me ashamed, I threw my face in the other direction, afraid that someone saw my red face this time.

"Is that so Humor??" Ask Husein hesitantly.

"So she is because I think my time is only up to this day, Abi let them be with them love each other"

"But they're young and haven't even graduated Hasan!" Abi looks upset with Hasan's request, so Abi knows his children like me and he disagrees, that's why Abi is not happy the twins are close to me.

"For the sake of Hasan Abi, this is Hasan Aaagghhh's last request...." Hasan holding his head was seen seepage of blood out of the bandage, Hasan returned unconscious.

All of Hussein's panic presses a button to call the Doctor, Abi and Ummi hold Hasan's hand interspersed with tears.

I was stunned and could only watch Hasan who was already drooping weakly, The doctor immediately came we all out gave the Doctor room to check on Hasan. An hour had the Doctor inside until finally the door was open I saw the Doctor as despair.

"Sorry patients we can not save" the sentence that the doctor said made everyone surprised even Ummi to cry hysterically.

"I owe you my life"

Now all those who were close to Hasan gathered at the resting place of Hasan to offer the last prayer and blessing.

Everyone mourned Hasan was a kind man even though he seemed to be silent and cold even to people who were not close to him.

After KH. Abdul Kadir finished reciting his prayers on this wet mound of earth, one by one - the people who drove Hasan back home now there were four of us, Ummi still with sobs his hands are still faithfully stroking the grave ground wrapped in flowers of various kinds.

"Ummi. have already expressed Hasan, do not burden his steps with this cry, grieve may be but excessive - excess do not be better we return to the house of Ummi need rest" in the hoe of Ummi's shoulder by Abi, they walk back home.

"Abang.I promise to hear your last message to pursue the love of Humairah, I have no reason to give up. Thank you for blessing us I'll take care of your little girl" I saddled my sedan and saw Hussein staring at Hasan's grave

"Husein.. day is starting to twilight we should go home" I extended my hand, I reached Husein's hand.

"We're all going home Hasan, we're definitely going to miss our togetherness"

Days have passed without the figure of Hasan, Husein like reluctant to go to school again has been almost a week he did not come in.

He was more often confined in the room, I understand it is very natural that they are identical twins who sometimes when one of the sick one must feel it too.

"Assalamualikum Ummi" I said to Ummi I grabbed a hand and kissed him with a notch.

"Wa'alaikumus greetings dear, how is the school?" tanya Ummi, a middle-aged woman wearing purple robe and veil syar'i colored peach looks beautiful even though she is not young anymore.

"Lumayan cape Ummi, Husein where is Ummi? Indri wants to give up the task of the teacher"

"Husein in his room Indri, you just enter all please persuade him to want to go to school again, he always blames himself for the death of Hasan, he said, indeed Ummi and Abi never once blamed him Ummi and Abi have been adlas with the destiny that God gave. Please help Ummi yes dear return smile Husein because Ummi knows you are the person Husein loves after us and Hasan"

"Akan Indri try Ummi, Indri to Husein's room first yes Ummi" I left Ummi down the corridor of the orphanage Ummi house is only 10 meters from the foundation enough to pass 2 houses I have arrived at the door of the second level building.

"Assalamualaikum mr. Dodi" I greet the security guard of this house

"eh non Indri Waalaikumus greetings enter aja non gate is not locked sorry again giggling, want to meet mas Husein ya his people there on the ground" replied Mr. Dodi who was sipping black coffee that still raises the smoke.

"Thank you sir, Indri went straight in, yes it was Ummi's permission"

"yes, not please"

This semi-European style house with white paint shades is now often visited, since Husein does not go to school every day and teachers leave assignments to me.

ku titi ladders saw the door of Husein's room half open the door, in front of the door of my room I looked at Husein who lay with one hand as a cushion he looked at the sky - the sky of the room but his eyes were empty.

tokk.

"Mbok Nah later just eat it" said Husein apparently he thought I Mbok Nah who from the little twins work part-time at this house.

"Well I'll just go home, I keep the taskbook at the goodbye table" I turned around trying to work on it by pretending to be gone

"Eh.. Humairah I'm sorry I thought you were the Mbok who from earlier told me to eat, don't be angry please come here"

"So you haven't eaten yet? Would you like to share some food with me? I was also hungry from school I came straight here" I deliberately made a confession so that Husein felt pity because I often heard from Ummi that Husein sometimes did not eat all day.

"Oh my goodness, why haven't you eaten yet, how are you sick?? You're so happy to make me angry" Husein approached and pulled my hand over his bed.

"I'll want to eat with you, I also want you to bribe I miss you to spoil me" I replied in a voice made as smooth as possible

Bluusssshhhhh

Red hue plastered in the face of Husein, she blushed shy ah how funny she is usually he who often teases now she must feel how rasanha is seduced and become embarrassed.

"Bbaiiklah.you wait here for a while I will bring the food we eat here only" Husein rushed out I who could not stand his attitude was finally laughing out loud - bahak, Husein rushed out, next time I'll tease her a lot her red face is adorable.