A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working

Brother Feels Friend

Tonight Father and Mother intend to stay overnight and spend their time playing with their grandchildren, they play laugh together to let go of the longing they have been feeling.

Evan and I sat on the front porch of the house while occasionally looking at the cloud-covered sky to hide the sparkle of stars that are usually studded with decorating the night.

"Have you felt better?" Evan asked looking at my face.

"Pretty good, thank you for bringing Mom and Dad to visit" said I was happy.

"Is everything you say true?" My question is still curious, how not we only met 2 times and he has felt love and badly he loves people's wives.

"Yes everything Mom said is the truth I can't deny" she said, smiling in embarrassment.

"Hahahahahahah." I laughed out loud - Bahak.

"You humiliated me" evan pursed his lips

"Sorry.sorry hehehe ko can like? we only met 2 times and at that time I was still a wife"

"That's it, that feeling comes only after I hear and see the way your mature mindset faces every trial that God gives, you who remain confident in all the provisions of God, he said, wives who always cover the disgrace of the husband even out there are still many who are less grateful and often complain, even though they already have a husband who is fully responsible for his position" he said

"I'm not as good as you think, don't over-praise me later on with a crush" I smiled mockingly

"Slowly already has a crush" he said annoyed

I reached out and tried to get her to shake hands.

"You want to be my brother?" say it with the sweetest smile

"Forced" Evan welcomes my handshake.

"Thank you, now I'm good at calling what?" Ask me as a tribute because now he is already my brother

"Hmmpp what is well" he said while rubbing his chin with his thumb and index finger

"What if Mamas dear" he said raise his eyebrows.

"Hahahaha.." My laughter exploded

"Why? Are you still obsessed with me?" Ask me to get stuck

"Ish you, later I will get more girls than you, you are so annoying" said Evan grumbling

"Haha.. Well, my dear Mamas, I will wait and pray for your future sister-in-law's imagination to come" I still chuckle with all her words.

"Oh yes, when Mom and Dad married where? I even just found out that you have kids" I asked in wonder

"When Mom and Dad got married I was having a job at the plantation, until Mom understood my absence at that time" Mas Evan explained, I just nodded - nodding in understanding

"When - when to take us to the plantation? itung - itung picnic for children" I asked

"Can, the day after tomorrow we can spend the night in the villa owned by Mother" said Mas Evan

"It's late at night you better rest and accompany my nieces and nephews"

"Okay Uncle I'll excuse you" said I bowed my body.

"Hahahahaha" I left laughing at Mas Evan's annoyed remark

It's nice to have peers to talk to, yes our age is only 3 years difference Mas Evan older than me.

Having a peer talk reminded me of Husein, somehow we haven't contacted each other for over a month, is he still angry with all the words?

I lay down beside my little baby Rashid, sleeping on my back looking up at the sky - the room with a mind breezing without direction.

Morning welcomed the sound of sayup - sayup people with soled in the distance from the surau, I woke up and gathered awareness by twitching - rubbing both eyes.

I walked into the kitchen small that I used to use every day, it turns out there stood Mom with a cup of warm tea that still puffed the smoke.

"What time do you wake up?" ask me who is still in a daze because sleep is too late.

"Half an hour ago, we immediately took a bath to pray together so that the mother who is good for Adam" said Mother stroking my shoulder.

"Good Mom"

I passed to the bathroom to clean and prepare for congregational prayer.

The living room became our choice to do the morning prayer together because the room is large enough for us to use.

Mas Evan the Father appointed as Imam, behind him there is a Father and Adam in the third row there is Me and Mother.

With solemnity we congregate together, a sense of calm and warmth enveloped my heart, prayers Mas Evan said and we amenkan.

For a long time I did not perform congregational prayersah Mas Ardi never once educated me in the science of religion, every time I reprimanded him to pray even he was always lazy - lazing and impressed forced.

After the prayer we regrouped in the guest room, with coffee and tea accompanying us.

"Indri I heard from Evan, you and the children intend to vacation in the villa owned by Mother?" ask Father.

"Yes sir, if you let me too" I replied awkwardly.

"Of course I can, I'm still missing my grandchildren"

"Senjak Mommy married to the Father, Mother's plantation developed rapidly which was only a few meters now has almost 500 M², the villa was also the result of our efforts to sell abundant crops every year" said Mom was happy

"Sorry all this time we abandoned you and your children Indri, one year of our marriage Mother was stricken with pain to have to undergo chemotherapy again, in the second year Allah provides more sustenance with abundant crops of gardens until we forget you, if it wasn't for Evan's story of wanting to visit and tell us the beginning of knowing you maybe we would have completely forgotten you, once again forgive us you'd have hated us" mom said regretfully holding both my hands.

"Mothers have all been the way of destiny like this, Indri often misses the Father because from childhood Indri is closer and spoiled to the same Father, but does not make Indri angry even to hate you, but does not make Indri angry even to hate you, all has been arranged in such a way at the right time" said you feel uncomfortable with the treatment of Mother.

"Thank you very much Dear, I was afraid that you thought the presence of Mother in the life of the Father was the cause of the strain of your relationship" said Mother explained her fear so far

"Absolutely not ma'am" I replied convincingly.

"Have not made the atmosphere this morning to be sad, Indri how does the school of Adam need permission?" Tanya Mas Evan switched the conversation.

"Saptu and Sunday happen to be Adam's school holidays" I replied

"Alright so it has been set this weekend we will vacation at the top and stay at the villa" said Mas Evan spirit.