A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working
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After a few days the wound in my hand was considered healed by the Doctor, I occasionally asked and even touched on the birthday of Adam who wanted Mas Ardi to celebrate.
I find it unfair to refuse Mas Ardi's request, he also deserves to show affection to his children even though his two children are not demanding and even tend not to want.
Moreover, Adam who already understood about how his mother was treated while with his father, even so I always gave advice and positive thoughts so that he did not hate his biological father no matter how he was.
"Husein.." I said slowly but did not get an answer
"Abi.." I said again a little teasing him but the result is still the same
"Darling" I whined as if asking attention to hold one hand Husein with a little shake - shake it.
"Hmmmm..!" he answered without turning his head and remained serious with all the pieces of work strewn across his desk.
Since I was advised to rest at home, Husein brought all his office work on the grounds that he wanted to accompany me during the healing process.
"So how? Can or not? The show is 3 days away, Mas Ardi must prepare everything if you are permission right.." Ask me angrily got Husein's treatment that looks indifferent.
"You're so worried about him!" he interrupted me with a stern look on my face.
"Not so dear, at least we have to give certainty however he remains Adam's real father, I don't want to because we parted as if I forbid them to meet" I said to give a reason to be able to understand Husein.
"Did Adam agree?" Ask Husein doubtfully
"He will go if his Abinya allows" I answered by assuring him that children always appreciate him as a father.
"Is that so?" Husein looked at my face as if he was thinking.
"Hmmmmp, so don't be jealous he loves you too" I replied.
"All right, I'll allow it." We finally got permission
"Thank you dear!" I was grateful to hug her from the side.
"But.." Her speech was stamped.
"But?" I said follow him
"I'm coming" he answered briefly
"You coming?" Ask me wonder
"Why would I bother you to meet your ex-husband?" Hugein nagged releasing a hug and stood staring at me.
"Are you jealous?" Ask me to make sure.
"No!" The answer was half screaming
Deg.
I don't know why the answer made me hurt so much that I had trouble breathing
"really?" Ask me a little sad
"Yes!" Convincing answer
"I'm sad you're not jealous, I guess you really love me, but you're not, if you're not jealous of what you're coming for!" Answer me at length downcast down to tears.
"Yes Humairah! Wait a minute, let me explain!" Husein was terrified holding both my hands.
"Nothing to explain!" I let go of the hand grips violently trying to leave her out of the study.
"Yes Humairah isn't it, you don't get me wrong" Husein trailed right behind my body.
"Why do you have to stay away from calling her, huh?!" Husein grimly stopped following me.
"Why? Ah yes I can call him here You won't get angry because of jealousy" I stopped and reached for a flat object in the pocket of the dress that I was wearing.
"Yes Humairah?!!" Husein raised his voice until it echoed throughout the room, I could see his current anger.
"What's? Why are you yelling at me?" I nodded - scared, disappointed and hurt.
"Why are you crying?" Husein approached but did not dare to touch me.
"So you didn't love me now you're yelling at me!" My reply snapped I was too angry because he didn't hug me to calm me down.
"Sorry baby, it's already yes.." Husein hugged me tightly every once in a while he kissed the tip of my head.
"You're evil Husein.. Huuuu..hhhuuuu" I cried in his arms.
"It's been.. It's been.. I'm sorry, baby, yeah I'm jealous I'm so jealous that I want to be in love, sorry if I yelled at you I promised I wouldn't do it again" Husein wiped away the tears that had run down my cheeks with his thumb every now and then he dyed both of my eyes that were still wet with tears.
"You really love me?" I asked him to look at his face.
"I can go crazy if I lose your love dear" replied Husein staring softly.
"I love you Husein so much" I hugged Husein back
"I love you too, I love you so much" replied Husein stroking Kh's back to give peace
"Can I call Mas Ardi now?" Ask me slowly after I can calm down.
"Yes, but turn on the loudspeaker" replied Husein gently
"Yes" I nodded my head.
Husein was sitting on the couch in the office room with me on his lap, we called Mas Ardi to give him the news that he could celebrate Adam's birthday and told him that Husein would come with us.
Today arrived, last night my family came with children, children indeed live with the Father and Mother in our old house, since I married our series separated temporarily, and we have been separated, I'm planning to move the children's school in the new school year next year to coincide with our wedding reception.
Even so every weekend I go home to visit and miss sometimes also see the condition of the salon that I leave, Dance and Mother become a caretaker as long as I am not there.
"Darling you've prepared?" Ask Hussein to enter our room.
"I haven't found my phone in a while" searched the nightstand and drawer to find it.
"Honey I told you not to be too beautiful" said Husein grumbling to stop my activities to find a cellphone.
"Do I better not go?" Answer me swallow rolling lazy eyeball
"Hmmmpp, we have to go this Adam's day" replied Husein slowly exhaling as if it were hard to decide.
"Thank you Abi" I answered smiling back to look for the missing item
"Is this the couple's shirt that Ardi sent for you and the kids?" Tanya Husein looked at the green avocado dress with beautiful beads around my hips.
"Yes this dress fits the theme that Adam chose so we'll take a picture of the four, do you mind?" I finally found the phone that had been dropped by the nightstand.
"To this day I will yield for Adam but not for another day" replied Husein pulling my back closer in his arms.
"Let's Adam be special" I teased.
We went with the children to the building that had been ordered by Mas Ardi, while Father and Mother visited the plantation managed by Mas Evan.
