A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working

A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working
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The presence of children in a house this big makes the house feel full with the warmth of the sound of their laughter filled the entire house, in the past when I was not married to Indri I always felt lonely on my own even though there were several maids who prepared all my needs at home still the empty feeling was there.


Now that I had the great blessing of marrying a widow, I was immediately rewarded with having two clever and adorable sons.


Adam with his adult mind like a friend to me, every time we talk we can be open to each other.


While the cheerful and spoiled Rashid made me mature and learned how to be a father.


Today my children suggest to spend the night here I will make them both accustomed and dependent on me even if I am only a father.


When I married Indri not only the swimming pool that I prepared for the children but the room as well, I deliberately made 2 rooms almost as spacious as the main room.


The room with blue sky paint color was visible when we opened it, Adam was transfixed for a moment to see the contents of his room one single bad bed with a study table next to him there was also a neatly arranged wooden shelf filled with books - reading books in the corner of the room attached to the wall.


"Abi doesn't know much about Adam's likes, Abi only knows Adam is smart and likes to read books, if anyone wants Adam to fox or add Adam can say to Abi" I said staring at Adam.


"It's enough Abi, Adam likes it" replied Adam staring happily at the contents of his room.


"Allhamdulillah klo so, now we go to Rashid's room, Adam want to see?" ask me


"Yes Abi" cried Adam


We came out of Adam's room and went to Rashid's room next to his brother's.


The door of Rashid's room was open with a green painted room with a cartoon motif of a train and a small bus plastered around the wall, rashid's room is filled with miniature toys of cars and super heroes arranged on a bed and a special closet of toys.


Their rooms were side by side and there was even a door to connect the second room.


"Rasyid likes?" I asked him to see Rashid playing with toys scattered on the floor.


"Like Abi!!" half is screaming.


"Of course, he likes his toys only one closet" said Adam teasing his sister.


"All have Ayid?" tanyanya was surprised by her brother's words.


"Dear, this is all for Ayid."Answer me reassure.


"Yeahhhh..!!!" Rashid was busy with all the toys he saw he ran around the room in his car.


"Adam wants a toy?" ask me


"Abi, Adam is already big" said Adam pursed his lips.


"For Abi and Mother, Adam is still a child - so it's not wrong if Adam wants a toy" I replied anxiously to see Adam.


"Sure" I answered nodding my head.


"Adam wants his basketball and his ring" he replied softly as he whispered.


"Adam likes basketball?" ask me to convince a little surprised to have the same hobby.


"Just now Abi, at school there's basketball and Adam likes it" Adam smiled shyly showing off his white teeth.


"You want Abi to build a mini field?" ask me considering there is a little vacant land beside the swimming pool that was intended to be used as a park but has not been realized.


"Huh-can Abi?" Adam was surprised


"Later Abi ask people to make a mini basketball court beside the pool" I answered to convince Adam.


"Really Abi? If it costs a lot how is Abi?" adam asked half in doubt.


"Adam.. Abi offers to mean that Abi can" I replied a little sad to see him who always behaved too reluctantly.


"Thank you Abi" Adam smiled displaying a sweet dimple with his white teeth.


"Abi's embrace" I said, stretching out my arms.


"Yeeey.. Hugged Abi..!!" Rasyid who had been busy playing alone ran hugging by punching himself until the three of us fell on the floor with me overwritten to my two sons.


"Hahahaha." Our laughter broke out instantly.


***


Leaving the children who had fallen asleep I took the time to enter the work room,


On the table a pile of files waiting for me to finish, since married with Indri I always feel lazy to go to the office or plantation even though he just monitor the work of the farmers.


"Well.. I have to be a little strict with myself if it comes to work, if it's like this to keep eating what my son and wife, the company I built from zero can disappear because of my negligence" I was half complaining.


Fun struggling with some files that mount me until I do not realize if the night is getting late when all the files have not been done.


Being too tired with all the files slowly these two eyes closed perfectly, I fell asleep in a sitting position with my hands on the unresolved file.


Samar I saw the figure of Indri come enveloping me with a thick blanket.


"It sucks!" abugn.