A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working

Husein's Cry

"Eh Husein since when are you here?" I asked him, I wonder Husein rarely visit at night because I forbid it.

"Where did you end up Humairah? Why dress up so beautiful??" Ask Hussein again

"I just attended Mother's friend's invitation" Husein sat beside me with her face bent

"What's wrong?" I saw her face water as if she were hugging an upset.

"I'm just tired" she said softly

"Are you fighting with Abi again?" I asked subtly Husein did not answer she just looked at my face.

"Husein why?" I grabbed Husein's hand by linking my fingers between his fingers.

"Abi forced me to go to Cairo" he replied resentfully holding back anger

"Husein what makes you reluctant to leave? Are you worried about me? I promise to be faithful to you Hussein" I looked at the face that for two days I missed both our eyes were festering glued to one another.

"Humirah I love you so much, when I was around you alone have many men who want you what if I was far from you? I can go crazy because of longing and jealousy" there was a soft voice sobbing Husein.

People say when a man cries because women can be sure that the man shows his highest feelings of love us sincerely to tear down his ego and shame as a man who sometimes has abstinence in crying. Though crying is one of the natural things that often happens when someone experiences excessive feeling pressure such as anger, sadness even if we are too happy not infrequently cry haru also accompany happiness.

I rubbed the rest of the tears that wet Husein's cheeks with my thumb.

"Hehe.. I became a whiny at the end of this" said Husein laughed at himself

"The man who cries doesn't mean that he's whiny or not gentle you must have a reason why you're crying and I know you're crying because you don't want to be away from me, that means you proved that you really love me, you have feelings too, right? I'm even touched that you're crying because of me" I replied full of days.

"I'm happy to maintain this relationship, I don't want Abi to separate us even for educational reasons. I love you so much Humairah" every time Husein declares his love every time there are millions of flowers blooming around me.

But if Husein refuses to go it will break our relationship, Abi will put more pressure on me to take this disconnection action.

"Husein you know, I really want you to succeed and make your parents happy it will be a pride for me, Husein succumbed to this all for your good, no parent wants his favorite child in distress and unhappiness" I have to try harder so that Husein can accept Abi's request freely.

"I know, but they could just ask me to study in this country, why Cairo" Husein said frustrated

"Husein, I'll decide on you today if you don't comply with their request" I said in despair

"The passion is enough they make me crazy not with you" hardik Husein angry

"Sorry Husein, I can't have a relationship with a man who's in disobedience with his parents we'd better end it" really said this word was actually able to strangle my own neck.

"It's been a good night for you to come home, I want to rest" I went inside and left Husein still staring at me in annoyance.

"I will never leave you and there is never a word of breaking up" Husein disappeared into the dark of night.

After our quarrel that night, I deliberately stayed away from Husein, I busy myself with studying and studying because now it has entered the last semester in a few weeks I will take the National Examination.

I must continue to melt the stubborn man's stance, if I accidentally meet him I still try to avoid the look in his eyes it will make me weak and longing.

Not felt like we had been in a relationship like this for several months, I tried to hurt Husein who even my own treatment had hurt me more deeply.

The day had entered the twilight a beam of orange light in the sky dazzling everyone who looked, I sat pensively on the park bench with all the feeling that raged in the chest.

But I realized a man was sitting next to me.

"Are you tired of this relationship?" asked with a flat face, I looked at the man with a messy look, dark circles around the eye bags.

"Is this exhausting enough?" answer me to take my eyes off.

We were like two strangers not knowing each other and accidentally sitting in the same chair.

"How's your school?" ask her again.

"My school is fine"

"How are you doing after being away from me? You look like nothing happened? here that looks chaotic only me, I became doubtful with the statement of your love once seemed to be only me - really love, it was like this love clapping one hand" Husein raved his eyes blank, not knowing what he was thinking.

His words were enough to make this chest hurt.

Husein if you knew everything I did because I was too greedy to want you, I want you to go and we're still with this as well I'm doing so that your relationship with Abi is fine without knowing the pressure I'm under.

"Do you remember in the past year we were like lovers who loved each other even almost one school envious of our relationship but now we are more like two strangers who are not immune to each other"

"All decisions are in your hands, Husein, if you're tired of all my attitudes you can choose to go and find my successor, I'm just asking you to comply with your parents' request and I'll be faithful to wait for you to return"

"I've decided what I should choose, I'll preach or if necessary I'll do a series wedding so I can calmly leave you"

I was just surprised by her perfectly patterned eyes, so afraid that she would leave me why I was always surprised and touched by Husein's actions every time she showed her love.

"Do what you want, as long as it's not against your parents' wishes" I just want our two parents to give no more blessing.