A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working

Paying Careers

Sewindu already I have the status of a widow with two children, at first I thought this would not be easy with a bad stigma that is always attached to the figure of a widow.

In this country, it is not uncommon for women who are always harmed, even though here women are always victims, instead of being protected they are even insulted because of their helplessness and irony of people - people who bully most of the women, should not we be strained to embrace because we are the same - women? not even demeaning, gossiping even bad labeling on someone who is a victim.

Early widowed many mothers who are afraid when their husbands are tempted by me, at that time I can only smile to laugh at myself.

Which woman would accept even having the title of widow? of course if they are in my position will not be easy for them, then why should I accuse them of taking their husband who in fact is old and not bear.

What made me interested in them? what if they are interested in me? it was not my fault, after all I could not serve them, the class men Husein and Kak Evan alone I ignored then what made their husbands more, so I had to respond to them all.

I always show a cold attitude to anyone who thinks I have one eye, other than if someone is really close to me, I will easily talk, embrace to laugh together.

During this time, I spent more time chasing the dreams I had exchanged with my home life, although unhappy at the end there was nothing I needed to regret, there was a silver lining.

Salon that we shared went well, never a day was empty of visitors, even some who made an appointment first because they did not want to wait in line for long.

I have 2 additional employees, Tari remains beside me as my right hand, he is the person I trust the most after Ms. Yeni in managing this effort.

"Bak this month our schedule is very crowded even there is one day and two schedules" complained Tari during lunch hour at the wedding ceremony of a local acting child in this city.

They use our Make Up Artist and Wedding Organizer services for their child's wedding celebration.

This sky garden theme wedding is made on the edge of a privately owned lake, we do not decorate too much, the lake and garden here are neatly arranged with many beautiful flower plants.

"Do you want to go on Dance vacation?" I'm afraid to see dance as complaining.

"How could I have had the day off, while the person who worked the most in all of this is still working, I'm worried about you Ma'am" replied Tari with pursed lips.

"I'll be fine, if you want to take a break just say it" Dance like a sweet sister to me, slowly the figure of the shy girl disappeared with a cheerful girl when in front of me.

"Maybe next time if I need it" answered the dance with a sweet smile.

"Well, today the salon is quite slow how about after this event we shop for salon needs and makeup equipment seems to have begun to thin out?" I said with both eyes still staring at the flat object in my grasp.

"Well Ma'am" replied Tari nodding her head.

"Mom can I ask maybe outside the line of work" Tari said awkwardly.

"What's the matter ask?" I looked at the girl in front of me.

"What makes you not like Mas Husein? why every time Mas Husein tried to avoid Mbak always" he asked hesitantly.

"Dari... I don't deserve him, he deserves a much better companion than I dance" said I cliche, which is actually like that.

"If God outlined the destiny of Mas Hussein's life how? Can you still refuse him?" said Tari ventured to express her opinion.

"Dance.." I said slowly, actually I doubt it.

"Mbak used to be also Mbak never knew would marry Mas Ardi, right? so just live first maybe this is the best destiny for Mbak" said Tari reassuringly,

Everyone insisted on getting me closer to Hussein after my dream was over, Adam who just stared at me could already read that he wanted it too.

"There's a certain reason why we're not together even though we love each other" I said slowly.

"What's that?" Tanya Dance curiously looked at me.

"I'm sorry I can't tell anyone, I don't want any more misunderstandings" I explained.

"Sorry Ma'am" Tari said regretfully

"Here we go, let's finish today" I left Tari and approached the bride, it's time for the bride to change clothes the day it started to go in the twilight.