A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working

Whisper - whispered neighbor

In the afternoon we had a male guest who accidentally bumped into Adam and brought him a lot of fruits and vegetables.

"Assalamualaikum.." greeting from outside the door

"Wa'alaikumus greetings" replied me and Ms. Yeni who happened to be visiting

"Eh Father that yesterday yes" I deliberately did not mention about the collision incident was afraid that the man was offended.

"Call me Evan"

"Sir Evan what's necessary? Please come in"

After shaking hands with me and Ms. Yeni, Evan immediately sat down and handed over the hand he brought.

"I just want to see Adam afraid something bad happens insyallah I will not run away from responsibility"

"Oh so the same Adam crash was a sampean?" Ask Mbak Yeni

"She was honest I didn't intentionally" he explained

"Bak, Indri said that this was unintentionally Adam also ngaku wrong" I replied trying to calm Mbak Yeni.

"Adam is fine - Mr. Evan is now teaching at the mosque is located not far from our home"

"Awhile Mr Evan I save this first, Mr Evan want to drink coffee or tea?" I bidar before I go to the kitchen

"Coffee can be too"

"I'll stay a while"

There was a chatter of Mr. Evan with Mbak Yeni from afar

"Sorry mom can you know where Adam's father is? I've been here 2 times have not met his father." Ask Mr. Evan astonished

"Suami Indri again stopped from home because he did not want to pay for his wife's child" said Mbak Yeni while taking a deep breath

"What?!"

Evan looks a little surprised and angry with the expression of Mbak yeni.

"I'm with you Ma'am!" I said from the kitchen

"Maf Mr. Evan is actually not for public consumption but we are just in a misunderstood position so you can not meet my husband" I explained as I served him a cup of coffee

"It looks like you're too good for a guy like that" he replied

"God S.W.T created man in pairs, like there are right and left. If his partner's right all of that is unlikely to feel comfortable, right? Humans are also like that, if everyone should have a good partner who is not good and there is no partner, nothing that leads them to change towards better is not it a field of reward? In any bond, there will be problems because we have different contents of thought - different, different, therefore the open nature of each other is necessary so that each other can express his opinion and find the way of every problem." I definitely made Evan smile meaningfully

"But if only toxic relationships are obtained how?" Evan asked while sipping warm tea in his hand

"If the path of openness of fellow couples has been maximized and do not find a bright spot let alone still with a toxic relationship that resulted in one of the injuries then the final word will come out separation"

"Wise minded, lucky man who became your husband, hmm. seems to have entered when my magrib saying goodbye first. Thank you for the tea and the lesson" he chuckled

"Same - same Mr. Evan I'm glad you visited."

Evan was happy to be seen from a distance the figure of Mas Ardi was passed by riding his motorcycle

"Why does he seem to be stalking his cheating wife" my inner self

This morning I had intended to go to the Mbak Rum stall vegetable stalls around the home environment. But I remember the fruits and vegetables that Mr. Evan brought me yesterday afternoon

"Many also have white mustard, carrots, chickpeas, oyster mushrooms and tomatoes. It seems like just make capcay baso, Mas Adam would like. Just buy kitchen spices and the bassinet" I went to Mbak Rum vegetable stall while guiding Rashid who brought a car - a sand truck-shaped car with a plastic rope as a puller

Arriving there have been many mothers gathered to sort and choose the vegetables and side dishes they will buy

"Wa'alaikumus hail Bu Adam" they answered almost in unison.

That's how mothers now prefer to call the name of other mothers with the name of the child or the name of the husband, but it does not matter as long as the name of the child and the husband himself.

"What do you want to do shopping? Chickens there are still 1 tail again no one is taking tuh" bargained Mbak Rum

"I want chicken meatballs just Mbak Rum want to make capcay baso happen to be vegetables there are just meatballs with the same flavor that is lacking" I replied while handing the meatballs packaging to be wrapped

"all the same onion 1/4 kg of garlic 1 ounce aja mbak" I added

"so 21k mbak" replied Mbak Arum while handing over a small bag of black crackle

"Bu Adam that yesterday afternoon there was a man out of the house of Bu Adam who is Ma'am?" asked Bu Tejo until everyone who was shopping looked at me

"The father who hit Adam yesterday on the big road, the father came to visit to see Adam Bu" my answer is actually I'm starting to feel bad with the question is what else Bu Tejo asked when mothers gather to shop.

everyone knows that this Mrs Tejo is BiGOS aka Biang Gossip, Sometimes the news that he can have not been proven but has been polished first by him and fried to heat before presented to the listeners.

"Yes, but it can be if the arrival of guests who are not their muhrim let alone handsome adult men are not brought into the house tell to sit outside, yes, mother? Let's not get slandered" he explained at length

"True that Bu Adam is not good to bring other men into the house, the mother will still bear the wife of people who are still alone are afraid of being slandered by the loh Bu" answer the other mothers

"But.." I haven't been able to explain that Bu Tejo has cut my words.

"We know at the end of this Mrs Adam again there is a problem with her husband, but mbo yes solved first before establishing a relationship with others. ko effectnya rich that is already impatient so that not even divorce already have again"

Instantly my face turned sour because it held back anger. I would like to deny all the accusations but humans like this must always have new material to be thrown at the other side

"Already - already want to shop what do mommy - mom who has finished her shopping where here let me calculate the total" leerai Mbak Rum immediately I am privileged in the heart of God still loves me until this anger can I be quenched.

"I first yes Mother - mother assalamualaikum" said I undur pamit to end everything.

Arriving at home Mas Ardi was waiting to sit in the bale - bale front of the house. Looking at his face it seemed like something bad was about to happen.

"Assalamualaikum Mas" I kissed the back of Mas Ardi's right hand with a takjim

"Wa'alaikumus salam" he answered

"It's been a long time? Maf I ran out of the vegetable stall I think Mas still does not want to go home so I key home" I took the house kunvi in my negligee pocket

"You're a bitch 'cause Mas ain't coming home?" the answer is still with a loud voice

"No wonder, it's a lot of people who feel, but it's also good that Mas didn't come home so there's time for us to calm down" soon I went into the kitchen to store the purchased groceries and started cooking Rashid playing in the house with his car.

"It's good!! It is good so that you can be close and alone with the men of the city who came yesterday!! he shouted furiously.

"So last night I saw my real mother huh? kirain I saw it wrong."

"There is no need to be a base - just explain who the man is"

"He was the man who hit Adam 2 days ago in front of the highway when Adam was cycling it was also not his fault he was a speeding Adam with his friends, his friends, he gave money for compensation because the wound was not bad just blisters - I just did not receive the money. Then he came back again just to make sure there was nothing bad about the wounds Adam got"

"Oia and we are not close or together - two as Mas heard or Mas saw because when he visited there was a yeni before he came, if Mas less yankin with the explanation I gave please confirm my statement to Mbak Yeni. Most Mas diomelin because he accuses his wife who is not - no?" I was clearly accompanied by a mocking smile

"Good Mas believe in you, but Mas forbid you to meet again with the man!!"

"I won't find him Mas, but if he comes here and wants to look at Adam how?" I am still calm with a smile.

"No need to be found saying that Adam was healthy and did not have to come - come again!"

"hmmmp. turned out to be envious exciting as well"