A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working

Hasan's in my lap

"Hey, don't ever try to tease my Humairah" Husein said in anger.

"alright.. Well, he's yours!" Hasan replied by rolling his eyes lazily

We also went together, intending to study at the orphan foundation piyatu KH. Abdull Kadir led, abi of Hasan and Husein.

Actually I feel uncomfortable when teaching with them, the first impression I met KH. Abdull Kadir is not good in my opinion Abi twins like not to like my presence in the middle of them, maybe because I just people do not have.

Along the way home we walked while joking cheerfully Husein did often tease me say - sweet words, pay attention - small attention that sometimes makes me misbehave, Husein, the three of us were very familiar sometimes someone mistakenly said that I was one of the twins' girlfriends, he said, but if anyone asks I prefer anyone obviously I prefer Hasan even though he is ignorant and rarely speaks for some reason even that makes women interested including me of course.

"Well, why are you always beautiful? It's like there's light all around you every time I see you.." Hussen has already started his action..

"Husein why are you such a woman, so chatty" I said in a funny chuckle.

"We're not compatible, do you approve of us??" Husein asked, looking at Hasan and I in turn

"Indri fits me better we are more compatible than a thin, muscular, thin man like you" said Hasan casually with a thin smile

Hasan's statement suddenly made me who was drinking choked and coughed - coughing.

"You see what you're doing to Humairah" Hussein snapped at Hasan, pushing Hasan's shoulder.

Hasan did not accept they also encouraged each other to push despite being interspersed with jokes and laughter, because Hasan's push was too strong Husein accidentally pushed me to the edge of the highway we were passing I also fell on the shoulder of the road, not far from where I fell came a box car with a knock - seok like there was a problem with the car engine.

"Aaaaggghhhhhh...!"

"Cats...!!!" Shouted Husein

With my eyes closed I could feel my hands drawn and thrown onto the pavement

Brrraaakkkkk

There was a loud bang, when I opened my eyes Hasan who was hit by him hit the hood of the car and bounced his head hit the asphalt road fresh blood came out with a swift.

"BRANCH....!!!!" Husein's shout struck me in shock, I reached Hasan I grabbed his head and moved it into my lap.

"Hazan..!!Hasan..!! Can you hear me??Hasan speak..!!!" With trembling lips and gently patting Hasan's cheek I tried to remain calm.

"Iiinnn..dddrriiii. kka.aauu... baa..aiikkk.. saa... ajjjaa?" With a soft and tight tone Hasan began to speak his left hand trying to reach my face.

"I'm fine, you take it easy any minute we're going to the hospital, is anyone sick? Which part hurts" I kept asking trying to maintain his consciousness.

"Husein called the hospital and asked them to send a quick ambulance!!!"

I could not calm down anymore Hasan's blood was too much out until my clothes and school skirt was covered in blood.

After 30 minutes the ambulance arrived at the scene, we were assisted by residents and nurses to evacuate Hasan to the ambulance to get further medical treatment at the hospital.

The residents also detained the driver of a box car that was unfortunate - the accident was only discovered that the car brakes were blong and the driver was sleepy.

"Is there a family on the victim's side?"

"I'm sister sus, what's wrong?" Ask Hussein

"The doctor will perform the operation is stained with a severe wound on the head of the victim, the victim also requires a blood transfusion as soon as possible blood type AB - this hospital is empty, the victim also needs a blood transfusion as soon as possible, and for the approval of the operation please discuss this with your parents" said the nurse

"Just do your best, sister, for my blood transfusion that will donate my blood happens to be identical twins and our blood type is the same" said Husein

"Let's come with me then" said the nurse

"Humirah you call Ummi yes help me, this is using my phone I just go first"

Husein also went to follow the sisters, I immediately called Ummi with Husein's cell phone.

"Assalamualikum Husein why not go home? Hasan where Ummi from earlier was worried about you two" Ummi's voice across there made me sobbing in tears

"Wa'alaikumus Salam Ummi's indri, ummi Hasan was hit by a car as we walked down the highway about to the foundation. Ummi hurry here Hasan must be operated on right now we need a statement from the patient's parents" said I still interspersed with sobs

"Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un ya Allah Hasan, indri ummi titip they both ummi and abi will be there soon" heard the voice of Ummi wailing interspersed with sobs.

"Okay ummi we will wait for hearts on the path of ummi Assalamualaikum"

"Wa'alaikumus salam"

I hung up.

Hasan why don't you just let me get hit by that car.

Husein has returned and is sitting beside me

I heard sobs from his mouth. He must have been hit harder than me.

"Husein calm down Hasan is so strong he can definitely stay, he'll be fine. It is better to pray more for Hasan's healing that is all that Hasan needs at this time of our support and prayer" I rubbed Husein's shoulders that were still shaking because the crying that never stopped even sounded more sad

"This passion is all my fault, if I hadn't pushed you Hasan wouldn't have been hurt like this, I should have helped you and I were lying there. It's all because of me"

"Have self-blame not good Husein, these are all the provisions of Allah. Now it is better to pray the prayer of Ashar in the morning and we pray for help and healing for Hasan"

The hospital hours had already shown the time for the Ashar prayer so I invited Husein to perform 4 rakaats together, before we left Abi and Ummi the twins came half-run.

"Ommy.. Abi.. Hasan" Husein hugs ummi

"I'm sorry Husein Ummi is all because of Husein, but Husein accidentally Ummi.. Hasan became like this because Husein is now lying weak all because Husein Ummi.. Abi.." Hussein was crying in Ummi's arms

"We must be sincere in the face of every Qhada and Qhadar that God gives. Don't blame yourself too much Abi and Ummi will not blame you" Abi tried to appease Husein by continuing to stroke Husein's head.

"Abi and Ummi have given a statement for the operation of Hasan should we pray a lot for its smoothness, it has entered the time of prayer ashar while we wait we should pray first and pray that this operation goes smoothly" the four of us went to the mosque to perform the prayer ashar.