A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working

Comfortable is not Love??

Husein pulled my hand in the instant my body was in his arms.

Oh God this is our first hug how is this my heart pounding faster than usual, I'm still breathing but it's tight that I feel I need more oxygen intake, what is this feeling? Am I in love with Hussein? But isn't being comfortable with her the same as love but why is this feeling different

"I beg you not to be angry, do not ever think of leaving me even if I ask. Stay by my side I can't live my day as usual without your figure around me, I can go crazy just thinking about it" husen's soft voice beside the ears made my body crumble and tremble, not wanting too far to feel the new feeling I experienced I also let go of Husein's embrace.

I turned my face the other way to avoid Husein's gaze, Husein's hand touched my chin and our eyes met.

"You still angry, baby? Well you can eat that food I won't forbid anymore but both? I don't want you to eat too much and after you eat you have to drink milk to reduce the symptoms of stomach pain and the spiciness how do you want?" Ask Husen in a soft voice

"B.bbaikklah a. akkku want" whether magic what I feel immediately I agree with all the requirements Husein.

We sat back where Husein had ordered sterile milk with a panda logo, we ate one bowl with a spoon each, I was still fixated on what I was going through today, is this love? This question filled my brain, but it is not wrong, Husein was already with me even though we could only be said to be dating.

I just stirred the bowl in front of me with one hand propping up my chin, watching my behavior Husein tried to feed me.

"Aaaa.." said Husein.

"What?" I was still confused and just stared at Husein

"Say to eat seblak let's eat, we have to war because of this food when my good intentions do not want you sick again, aaaa..." Husein pushed a spoonful of seblak in front of my mouth.

Shamefully - I devoured it.

Why do I feel that this spicy food turned out to be as sweet as chocolate just because it came from the hands of Husein who fed him what love can also turn off my sense of taste.

"How does it feel? It's delicious." asked Husein

"It's delicious." I replied slowly.

"You why Humairah? Are you sick? Your attitude is so strange" Husein stuck out a hand and stuck it on my forehead a red tinge came out from both of my cheeks

"You're not hot, but your cheeks are red are you hot because of this spicy food? I told you not to eat this already!!! Once you obey me dear" asked Husein by drawing one hand and holding it.

" Obeday ya..?" Looking at his sincere attitude of concern and handsome face I felt like there were millions of flowers scattered around me.

O Allah may this feeling not lead me to the wrong path, keep us from adultery, if indeed we are in a match, bless our relationship always give us awareness when the khilaf wants to approach, I love her, don't let this make me stay away from you. All these feelings I give back to You only you can turn someone's heart back.

"I will obey my beloved" I replied

"My woman is smart and kind" Husein smiled showing a row of white teeth with adorable dimples wanted to feel like I pinched and even kissed her.

Astagfirullah realized Indri you have to do a lot of privilege I have to calm my heart

"Husein in a minute the break is over so you'd better be back, I'll be waiting for you here" Husein has to leave immediately or this feeling will mess with my common sense.

"Hmmmpp.I'll be back, don't eat anything strange again let me know if something happens, Assalamualaikum Humairah dear" Husein moved from his seat

"Huuffa... I need to calm down"

I went to the school mosque intending to pray the Istikhara to calm my heart.

After my two rakaat prayers continue with teaching, it feels much better several times I set my breath and exhale slowly.

I put my hands up.

I offer a prayer.

After I finished I rearranged the prayer mat with the face that I had used into the shelf.

I went back to the cafeteria because I promised I'd wait for Husein here.

There was a crowd of young women berghibah ria in one corner of the canteen the boisterous sound was heard to my ears.

Yes, even though class X and class XI are closed because of the National Examination class XII but there are still class X and class XI that go to school to get additional grades from less subjects meet assessment targets.

"Do you know the new student son XI's name if not wrong Jeslyn candrika atmaja family congomerate in the city next door" said A

"That's the youngest child of the Atmaja family who is famous for its property and textile companies, right??" answer to B

"But why did he go to school here instead of in the city next to so many high schools that were better than our own?" ask the c

"What, you don't know about the case yet? She is a troublemaker even though she is a beautiful woman with a fashionable look like a famous artist in the capital but her bar-bar attitude makes the school overwhelmed and hands up even though her family is always supportive and helping to donate funds for the construction of the school he occupied, I heard that our school for the fifth year means he has been expelled four times by the school before" said the A at length

"It is not expected that a beautiful woman can be a bad boy too" said the C

"I warn you never to make trouble with that spoiled, arrogant woman I hear anyone who is at odds with her is always getting misfortune" said the A who responded to the enthusiastic nod of the B and C

Hearing their talk made me become introspective, hopefully I don't deal with rich women poor people like my family just want to live safely just don't expect more.

Bell also sounded the sign that the time of the test today was over, it seemed from a distance I saw Hussein half-running towards me immediately a smile plastered beautifully on this face.

"It's a shame your smile is so beautiful to welcome me I'm so anxious to kiss you" said Hasan

Geez, this is a frontal child here so many people what if everyone thought we had done this could be slander.

"Husein keep your word You want some slander that is not worth hearing because of your words!"

With a chuckling laugh Husein nodded his head.

"Alright forgive me, let's go home"

Husein grabbed my hand and filled the empty space of my fingers with his.