A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working

A Man's Self-Esteem Is Working
Adam's Longing



After completing the lunch, Mr. Mas Evan, Husein and Wulan left the dining room and turned to the park area to more casually talk about the cooperation they will do.


After cleaning the rest of the lunch I made warm tea for the four of them, as I placed the tea cup on the table I saw Hussein was very handsome with his serious face.


Feeling noticed, he also turned our eyes to wander, I quickly turned my eyes to decide the awkward feeling that had not wanted to disappear.


"Ust Hussein.." Adam half-runningly shouted at the person he had longed for.


Adam spread out his arms ready to embrace the teacher, Husein who received a warm welcome Adam immediately embraced and placed it on the lap of Husein.


Adam's treatment of Husein surprised me and Dad, he was not even that close to his own biological father.


"Adam Ust Husein is there a need with Grandpa, how about Adam play with Mom" said I tried to pull one hand Adam to get off the lap Husein.


"But Mas Adam still miss Mother" Adam whined there was disappointment in the look on his face his eyes had begun to look glassy.


"Mas.." I said slowly to try to make him understand


"Let Indri be so noisy, why don't you like it if your kids are close to me?" husein expressed his protest that he seemed comfortable with all of Adam's treatment of him.


"No." I said slowly


"No?! Why?" Husein raised a dislike gaze with my disconnected words.


"That's not how Husein you're going to come here to talk about work, so I think Adam will take up a lot of your time" I said explaining the misunderstanding that Husein felt.


"Sir Ust now lives here? why not teach again?" Adam asked the question he had been keeping.


"Sir Ust is in Adam's business, so don't teach first" Husein spoke softly with his right hand stroking - elus Adam's shoulder gives comfort.


"But why so long, Adam longs." said Adam lirih


"Adam misses..?" husein asked a little surprised even not only Hussein all who were in this park was equally surprised especially the woman named Wulan.


"hmmmp.even Mom was the same" said Adam again who immediately made my eyeballs perfectly round.


"Adam!" I half snapped.


"Since when have you missed Ust?" husein asked curiously I could see him smiling happily at Adam's words.


"For a long time, when Mr. Ust went and did not teach anymore, Mother often even asked who taught to make sure Mr. Ust had gone home or not" Adam said at length, which made me even more annoyed with embarrassment


"Why did Adam have to tell me everything" my inner self


"Adam!" My speaking tone had already begun to harden withstanding embarrassment.


Not getting a response from Adam, I intend to go into the Villa to calm my mind.


I just turned around and was about to stretch my wrist pulled and was immediately held in place.


"Where are you going? run away from shame?" Said Husein smiling wryly.


I just turned the eyeball lazy, already know the answer is still questionable.


"Have you been satisfied to see me embarrassed?" Tanyaku.


"No, it's not worth the pain" Husein said, leaving my heart numb when she heard his frustration.


"If so reply" I said, maybe by avenging his frustration he would feel calm.


The sun began to surup, the fog had started to fall the weather immediately decreased a few degrees Celsius, I was still at home staring at the expanse of green tea plantations pampering the eyes by sitting on the gazebo behind the Villa.


Without realizing it, someone was sitting right next to me.


"You still miss me Humairah?" that soft voice sounded more sincere than before.


"I thought that nickname had disappeared along with the coming of hate that you showed" I exasperated without looking at who had greeted me.


"Sorry.." Husein grabbed one of my hands and held it tightly.


"I'm sorry jealousy made me hurt you" she said again.


"Jealous?!" I looked at Husein by linking my two eyebrows in wonder.


"Hmmmmp, I thought if Evan was your affair, I thought if you were going to cheat it should be me not someone else" Husein said flatly


Plakk


I threw a slap on his left shoulder to hear an uninspired explanation as to which man I should be cheating on.


"Humirah is sick" Husein rubbed - swiping the former slap on his shoulder must have been hot because I slapped him with full annoyance.


"What kind of stadium do you want to be someone else's cheating! Istigfar Husein long - long I was afraid alone with you" I half screamed inexhaustible with the jealousy of Husein.


"Yes I feel the same way, after your divorce trial is over I will ask you soon" he said again.


"Divorce? Winnow? whatchu mean?" ask me wonder why Husein is not stopping - hentinya make me surprised.


"Father told me everything, Humairah, why didn't you tell me?" husein's countenance was already showing annoyance


"That's.." I don't know where to start.


"Why do you like to make me sick by not involving me with all the problems you face?" Husein said furiously I could see if he was holding back his anger.


"I'm sorry but this is my household problem, I can solve it myself" I replied slowly, Husein has indeed repeatedly reminded me to involve him if I have difficulties.


"Until when do you not need anyone else?" Hussein asked in annoyance


"It's just a personal matter, you've taken care of it" I explained.


Dusk had disappeared in an instant the clouds began to blacken the sign of the night began to arrive.


"Well, I go take care of you first - well call me if you need someone to help you, I'm the first person who will be happy to always be there for you" Husein gave her warm smile.


It's good that the cold war between us has disappeared because of a misunderstanding that I consider unimportant.


"Thank you Hussein" I said giving my best smile in appreciation of all Husein's concern for her.


Husein got up and left me still staring at him, Husein turned and called me.


"Humairah" he said half shouting because of our considerable distance.


"Hmmpp" I replied


"I wait for your servant" cried Husein.


"You!! go there!" I snapped back at Husein who was chuckling at me.