YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME

Epslind.69

When I wake up as usual I immediately clean up and go through the daily routine,when I cleaned the bed I saw my phone and activated it again I saw 3 phone calls and 2 short messages from Bagas, Bagas seemed not so worried about me,he just sent a message and asked me why I didn't pick up the phone from him and me again where, just so short I regretted reading the chat from Bagas made me bad mood.

I just activated my phone but Fahri called me right away.

"My beautiful mother"

"Well, what's the matter Fahri?

"The motor this morning I was anterin ya mbak safe in front of the porch of the house and sorry I know mbak still sleeping I don't want to disturb mbak"

"Thank you Fahri"

"Why don't you see that lemes, huddle on the phone or send a message?" if I can give you input mending mbak away from the guy mbak, but it's all up to mbak anyway"

"Try Fahri and say thank you again"

"It's normal that I'm, ioiya, if there's anything - don't hesitate to tell me yes"

"okay"

"Bye is pretty"

I finished my work again, but my thoughts again - again on Bagas until his heart lied to me when he was here he preferred to be with the woman rather than with me,I deliberately did not reply to the chat from Bagas, my heart is still very sick.

I was doing ironing the clothes of my subscriptions, when Bagas was calling me I accidentally did not answer him, then he sent a WhatsApp message, again I ignored him, why this time the room felt empty, so I did not want to, my mind flew back to fly the first time I was reunited with Bagas, I did not expect Bagas was a man who liked to play tricks on the heart of a woman,I was so hurt remembering that my gaze was so empty that I completely lost my passion for life.

"Mother's Bagas nih phone"

My daydreams instantly broke, my daughter suddenly appeared while handing her phone to me, I immediately received a phone call from Bagas.

"Hello yank kok from last night you didn't pick up a phone call from me"~ Bagas

"Why call myself back"

"I mean"~ Bagas

"After being satisfied with her, you call me, what do you think of me!"

"what the hell is Yank" ~ Bagas

"no need to go out now"

"those lo yank are muters"~ Bagas

"OK now explain to me who that woman you were last afternoon with"

"where and when am I still here"

I began to cry as it survived Bagas to dodge, while I clearly saw him yesterday afternoon Bagas together with a woman in a Mall, Bagas,I could not bear to argue with Bagas I immediately disconnected the phone with Bagas, but repeatedly Bagas again contacted me.

"What the hell else" I asked still with a sob.

"Nephew is so friendly"

"It's up to you to judge it and I thank you for your assessment of me, which is clear in 5 days I will be there and most I will walk alone later if you do not want to see me"~ Bagas

"It's up to the road alone, you two are none of my business"

"Relatedly do not want any more, after that this bag will I love people"~ Bagas

"Modo"

"Don't cry, if so?"~ Bagas

"From now on don't call me, understand not to call my son's number anymore"

"OK on well"

I immediately disconnected the phone from Bagas, so he responded to my words Tampa in the slightest to persuade me,**** again - again I hope Bagas.

After deciding the chat with Bagas I was even a bit upset and careless, I covered my face with both hands, "my god how much worse the gini anyway"bathinku.

I need Fahri I don't have to hold it myself this time I tried to contact Fahri

"There's a pretty boy" Fahri's voice sounded from across the street, what's still his heartache"

And finally I told Fahri everything, literally everything is no longer covered by Fahri because there is only a place to complain at this time,

"so Ma'am's guy said the woman was his niece, and Mommy believed it?"

"Mbak doubts Fahri because when Mbak sees them so friendly"

"so now what is the decision of Ma'am"

"Mbak confused Fahri because the more Mbak away from him mbak more tormented"

"Yes already mbak for now, Ma'am can believe it may be what was said tuh guy is true, there is no harm Mbak give a second chance for that guy"

After being satisfied to confide for almost half an hour to Fahri about the problem I was facing but I also ended the phone call, I wiped the tears that flowed back on the cheeks, he said, my eyes were fixed on the phone that was right beside me I grabbed my phone and started checking whatsapp messages, not a single message from Bagas, he said, suddenly my eyes were fixed on the SW update on WhatsApp I opened the sw, and it turns out that Bagas is updating sw with curiosity I see the status of Bagas which turned out to be just a photo of him who smiled very sweetly and Bagas added the caption of the uploaded photo "I hope God will accept"

"really fucking" I realized by looking at the sw Bagas it was the most stupid thing I ever did, by realizing my stupidity earlier I immediately quit the WhatsApp application.

not long after that notification a whatsapp message entered on my phone and it was from Bagas.

"Cie someone is curious about sw I think who do you think - kira 😆"

The mixed feeling made me deactivate my phone but unfortunately I still think Bagas honestly I still love him very much even I miss his presence at this time but a moment later my blood boiled back to the wound in my heart semangkap bloody - blood when remembered when Bagas looked at the woman because of the impulse of curiosity I finally stalked the account FB Bagas through my daughter's phone I saw the upload Bagas 3 Weeks ago seen photo Bagas he was with his wife holding hands and hugging each other.

My heart is as slashed sembilu see the photo.."oh god why not me who became a companion Bagas, why should I go through this sad love god, god,do I not deserve to live happily God, why is everything so difficult to feel, since when and how many times Bagas has cheated on me" whispered to me in the heart.

With great difficulty I try to focus on my work piling up and it is very difficult to focus when it comes to a problem.