YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME

Epsiad,41

The relationship between me and Bagas for 2 years was good - it was fine that we even loved each other very much, before the incident that afternoon.

# the flashback

that afternoon I was really busy, there were some people who intended to make a credit submission, on the way to one of my customer's houses arrived - there was a phone call from an unknown number, he said, I suspected the call was from one of my customers, I immediately received a phone call after first parking my motorbike on the side of the road.

"Hello are you named Lina"? said someone who was across there.

"Betul buk" I replied spontaneously

"Can we meet now?" ask the guy

"Oh can buk can, now I am on the road to my mother's house"

Tampa there was the slightest suspicion I immediately found the person who I initially suspected my prospective customer, the person said that he was waiting for me at a cafe, I immediately headed there.

I stepped inside the cafe after parking my bike first.

Suddenly my eyes were fixed on a figure that was no stranger to me, he was Bagas.

Bagas was with a woman who was 4 years older than me I was sure it was Bagas' wife, even if I had never met in person but I had seen the photo on Bagas' mobile phone.

At first I wanted to undo my intention to enter.but I did not want my prospective customers disappointed because I did not keep my promise, I was able to undo the intention to leave the cafe even though my heart was concerned to see the scene that occurred in front of me.

I took the seat at the back corner and turned the side I didn't want Bagas to see me.

After sitting down the cafe waiter came to me, I ordered a cup of cappucino, while waiting for my order to come I dialed the number earlier and immediately dialed the number.

"Where is mom's book?" I was at the cafe buk"

"Where are you sitting?"

"At the corner of the buk, I'm wearing a buk blue shirt"

Sipenelepon immediately turned off his phone, the cafe attendant came to deliver my order and soon passed away, as soon as someone touched my shoulder from behind, I immediately got up to greet the person whom I considered my customer..

But so surprised to find out who the person who was dealing with me was his wife Bagas, the woman suddenly slapped me Bagas who was in that place trying to stop his wife but to no avail.

Security cafe immediately intervened and managed to break up the commotion,when the situation was conducive finally the wife of Bagas was willing to solve this problem well - well even though I knew the wife of Bagas was so angry with me and I understood it all.

Bagas' wife gave 2 choices to Bagas she asked Bagas to choose between me and her,my heart was so broken when I heard the decision of Bagas who preferred his wife to me and after hearing the words Bagas his wife asked me to stay away from her husband Bagas.

Although my feelings for Bagas could not be lost with the incident, but I have no other choice, even though I have chosen his wife, I fulfill his wife's wishes as well as Bagas's will, he said,I immediately left the cafe with a feeling of infinite pain.

I drove my motorbike to reach home immediately upon arrival at home I went straight to the room, I threw my body on the bed and cried sobbing until I finally fell asleep exhausted.

By the night I woke up from my sleep, I was crying again considering the incident last afternoon, my cell phone but there was not a single phone or message from Bagas for me just to say sorry to me.

Tonight was the saddest and most painful night for me, I couldn't close my eyes for a second I felt like my life was over.

All day I was in my room I was reluctant to do any activities because my mind was still messed up.

One week had passed but Bagas never called me even though Bagas had done that to me, not immediately making me hate Bagas, I cried again in memory of Bagas.

The days I spent with nothingness, the hope I dreamed of now finally foundered in the middle of the road, I lost my spirit and the world seemed to collapse in my eyes.

I tried to forget Bagas but what happened instead I miss him a lot, I became often moody and even I lost my appetite.

Behind the pain that I experienced, there was someone who was happy to see my life destroyed, the parent is Reza he felt grateful for my suffering, this is my suffering,I don't know why Reza could have known that Bagas preferred his wife over me.

This afternoon Reza came home after almost a month and he did not come home when my two children invited me to dinner together and at that time I was not eating,indeed, ever since Bagas cut off my relationship with me, I have no appetite.

"Bun let's eat together"

"First, dear Mommy, there is more work" I said while smiling blandly

"Your mother is hurting again"

My two daughters looked at me as if asking me for answers to the words conveyed by their father, I smiled back to convince my daughter that I was okay.

I stepped into the room and sat in the window of the room by igniting a stick of ***** I sucked it in - deep, I was really upset by Reza's words,not yet finished my annoyance back Reza entered into the room he also took a bar of****** that was in front of me while laughing loosely.

"This is a karma for you should from the beginning you realize who you are, it is only fitting that the man ******** it prefers his wife who is more established than you"

"Just let me be alone!"

Rezapun came out of the room still laughing happily, not long after Reza went out of the house.

"I threw my body on the bed I cried bitterly as if in revolt coupled with Reza's scorn of me I felt the world was really cruel unfair to me,I'm so sick of seeing Reza's hypocritical face, I'm guilty but I don't deserve Reza to treat me that way and she's no better than me.

the door of the room was knocked from the outside and my two children entered the room after I allowed them to enter.

"Bun is your mother sick"

"Mother is not sick, but just a little tired"

"Mother is crying out"

"Yes the head of Mother's dizziness feels really sick and Mother's crying but now it's kind of good, you don't have to worry" I said lying

"Let us help massage her bun to lose her tiredness"

I didn't turn her down so they believed that I was really sick, and it turned out that everything my two daughters did could put me to sleep tonight.