YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME

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The sunny weather today made me remember Bagas, four days with him was something very happy for me.

At that time we were sitting on the beach, we were talking to each other about a dream in the future even though we both did not know for sure whether we would be able to realize it or not, but we continue that discussion over and over again.

Bagas put his head on my lap his eyes closed, I rubbed the tops of his head and he opened his eyes and looked at me with a smile so sweetly at me.

The sky that looked beautiful at that time was exactly like today with a golden yellow light from the sunlight that was above the horizon,then Bagas pulled my hand running - a little run towards the shore and we joked as if he cared about the people who were staring at us.

Then the question came out of Bagas' lips whether I was happy at that time, I deliberately did not want to answer it because the happiness that I felt at that time was so great that it could not be said through words.

Time stopped spinning, the trees seemed to stop moving, the sea seemed calm not to emit ripples - small ripples, white sand that emits a golden light as if forgetting our presence, the sea,so Bagas was ashamed - ashamed to freely express his love at that time he landed a kiss on me and grabbed me into his embrace.

We agreed that the beach belonged to both of us at that time, and what I remember most until this moment Bagas said at that time that he had never felt the happiness he felt when he was with me,I never thought Bagas would say such words, such beautiful words beyond the words "I love you"

I was hypnotized to hear the words that came out of his lips until I was just speechless unable to move I wanted to shout at the world that I was very happy at that time but my tongue was my heart was pounding very tight I could only close my eyes at that time to just calm my heart, Bagas kissed***me gently.

I leaned his head against his shoulder and he hesitated to rub my head,at the same time Bagas took something out of his trouser pocket a small box and gave it to me I opened the box containing a very beautiful ring he said that he had prepared long to give to me on our wedding day, but somehow he himself changed his mind and gave the gift at this time,Bagas took my hand and put my sweet finger on it and to this day the ring remains circular on my finger.

Beautiful Dilangit looked like a flock of birds back home his brightness, the sunlight almost disappeared in the night sky began to say hello while I did not want to end our togetherness because for me a minute separated from him like a thousand years, like a thousand years,Bagas always flattered me by whispering the words that I had wanted to hear he said that his heart was truly mine, since dusk leaving no sun so bright, no one seemed so bright, but in the dimness of the night I could see clearly when we looked at each other there was not the slightest lie about the word he had revealed.

the ringing of the telephone voice arrived - suddenly breaking the silence of the day,Bagaspun took out his cell phone from his pocket he then looked at me as if asking permission to pick up a phone call from his wife I tried to smile and caress the face of his handsome, he said,it was clear in my ears what they were talking about, To hold my fingers so tightly trying to convince me and gently tucking my fingers as an expression of gratitude for my understanding.

Like night - night is usually night always presents silence, silence feels very loyal to accompany the night but not the same as the night when it was crowded raises thousands or even millions of beautiful sentences full of meaning.

In the raindrops that fell soaking down the earth I smelled her scent making me wish time had stopped this time so I could

enjoying the night longer with him, we were at the end of a quiet peaceful night wrapped in a love that was as fresh as flowers as fingers hugging each other,night brings me flying with silence I whisper thanks for the feeling that has been reciprocated and for all the tears that you have removed and then we hope that this feeling will never disappear always grow in the heart until our love is approved, until we are tied up with a ring.

But the truth is that night can not remain in control of the earth and the time continues to roll night was replaced with an exotic dawn, the rain began to subside we rise from the beautiful contest, the beautiful,time for you to go back for a moment the wind blows stroking the skin like the mane of the maltatuli.

There is still time left when I look back at your face as an additional buffer of my feelings and your longing......they will later become a pain that reminds of the distance as far as possible because your departure out of the country into a dagger that is very sharp at any time can stab for it there is no harm in us resolving this sadness.

You and me at that time can only hope we can still smile even though the distance is as far away, you say still smile for you there because my smile is your happiness.

A month has passed I have always tried hard in spite of no news from you, before we were separated by distance but this time somehow I do not want to cry because I am sure of your love for me.

When longing to come say hello when far from him, I deliberately came back to this beach, but time felt so slow turning for a wait, seagull flapping his wings flew away from the sampan pole and then left the trail , the blowing of the baby caressed the shoots of ripples chasing each other towards the beach and splitting the stretch of white sand, the,in the distance, the lights of the lanterns of the servants illuminate the night I set foot slowly leaving the shoreline in a desperate hope that all these dreams will be realized later.

I have to be strong to go on a quiet day without you, to throw away the suspicions that try to disturb my day when loneliness hugs me tightly I take a deep breath, he said,convincing myself that the longing would bring Bagas back to hold me in his arms like dawn when the dew was wet when people were sleeping behind their blankets, while we were still awake all night enjoying a long night together blending passionate love.